Alpha King’s Lost Luna by Aubrey Pepper

Chapter 56 He needs alcohol

ASHER

“What's the matter, Asher?” Adalyn demanded as she followed me into my study.
“What exactly has gotten into you tonight?”

I fought back a groan as I approached one of the leather couches in the corner.
Alcohol had plagued me just a little and my head swam with a mixture of
drunkenness and agitation.

“Nothing is wrong,” I sighed as a heavy exhale escaped me “Go back to the
banquet, Adalyn. I just need some time alone-"

“Time alone?” Adalyn repeated back in confusion and she shook her head. “Time
alone for what, Asher? We have guests downstairs to entertain, in case. you've
forgotten. We're supposed to be welcoming the king of Yurene and his diplomats.
I don't think this is making too great of an impression of Wegalla.”

“Don't tell me what I'm doing wrong,” I managed to say as my head pounded
angrily. “I'm fully aware of what's going on down there. I don’t think our guests
care if I step away for a moment-"

“I bet Ca ssandra Keller cares,” my wife blurted out, and I whipped around to
glare at her.

“What the hell is that supposed to mean?” I challenged her.

“You seem to care a little too much about that healer and what she thinks,” she
seethed, and she crossed her arms against her chest. “I don’t understand what's
going on with you. You've never lost control like that in public, not ever. What was
that little outburst in the banquet hall about?”

As Adalyn’s golden eyes shot daggers in my direction, I couldn't help but wonder
if she was right..

Did I care too much about Ca ssandra Keller and her whereabouts?

“I just... I don't care for the king of Yurene,” I remarked as I fought to find an
explanation. “Something about him doesn't sit right with me. He's arrogant,
lofty...”

As my words trailed off, Adalyn remained silent but continued to glare at me
angrily. As she continued to watch me, Kane’s words sparked back in my mind.
Was my stepbrother right? Was she jealous?

“You should go back to the banquet,” I advised her with a wave of my hand. “I'll
see you later"

“No,” Adalyn cut me off, and she took a step toward me. “l would rather stay here
with you-"

As she advanced closer, I instinctively took a step back. Her hand raised like she
was going to reach out toward me, but I rebuffed her. Adalyn’s red-painted lower
lip trembled and for a moment, she looked as if she was going to cry, but then
she raised her chin slightly.

“know you brought back that woman because she’s a capable healer,” she said.
“But I have a feeling that there’s more to the story than that. I think you've either
crossed a line or you're toeing the edge. Whatever the truth is... I think Marco
would be very disappointed if you had any sort of relations with her.”
“Relations...” I murmured and then I turned away.

Adalyn was no stranger to these kinds of accusations. Whenever a woman even
tried to hold my attention, even just a simple conversation, Adalyn threw a fit and
tried to play at my emotions by bringing up Marco. Sometimes, she even brought
Marco with her, as if his presence was going to further any suspected guilt.
Normally, I would find some kind of way to assure her or cast aside these.
accusations. But tonight, I was exhausted. My head was throbbing with pain and
my entire body ached.

“You know, Asher, Marco often asks me why we don't live together,” Adalyn
pressed when I didn’t respond, and when I glanced over at her, her eyes were
narrowed. “He wants to know why his mother and father aren't close, why we
don't stay in the same room. To be honest, I don’t quite understand either,
Asher...”

As she continued on, I began to tune out her words. All I could focus on was the
pounding in my head and the soreness of my limbs. Finally, I rubbed my thumb
against my temples and sighed.

“I'll speak with Marco,” I said. “He’s a grown-up now. He should understand-"
“We're married, Asher!” Adalyn blurted out. “I don’t understand why you forget
that sometimes. We're married!”

Tears sprang out of her eyes. Had it been anyone else, I may have softened. But
my heart had hardened toward Adalyn a long time ago.

“Yes, we're married,” I said coldly.

“So why haven't I been made your Luna?” Adalyn demanded. “Why am I not the
queen of Wegalla and why haven't you taken me as your mate? Marriage isn’t
enough. I want to be your mate!”

It was true. Though Adalyn and I were married, I hadn't taken her as my own in a
real sense. We'd had the ceremony, but I hadn't recognized her in the ways that
mattered.

Five years ago, after my engagement to Cora had been cut off, everyone had
wanted her to be sentenced to death. Adalyn’s father was the one who'd insisted
that if Cora didn't die after her family had been sentenced, she'd affect me too
much as her mate. I'd constantly feel the pangs of her emotions and they'd affect
my ability to rule.

That's when Adalyn had appeared with a plan. She told me that if we became
engaged instead, her father would believe that I had forgotten Cora altogether
and -leave her alone completely. That would buy me some time to investigate
and try to

scrub away the Felix family’s guilt. Adalyn said that this plan was to help out her
best friend Cora. If we didn’t get engaged and pull attention away from Cora,
things. would go south.

So, I went through with the idea.

But then, Cora perished in the fire.

After that, I'd considered breaking off the engagement. I had no use for it any
longer. But then Marco had appeared and he needed a mother. So, I married
Adalyn and we became the boy’s parents.

But I would never think of Adalyn as anything more than that. As far as I was
concerned, she would never be the Luna of this Pack or the queen of Wegalla. I
couldn't trust her and I certainly didn't love her.

“I want you to at least think of Marco,” Adalyn pleaded.

“You'll always be Marco's mother,” I said. “And you'll be my wife. But that's all I'll
respect you as, Adalyn.”

Her eyes glimmered angrily and she opened her mouth to speak, but instead,
she shook her head slowly. For a moment, I thought she was going to breathe
fire, but then I spoke.

“Stay away from Ca ssandra Keller,” I warned her. “She is none of your concern.
Before she could say another word, I waved her on. “You're dismissed. Return to
the party, Adalyn.”

She shook her head but didn’t fight me. As she stormed out of the office, I

called out for one of my se rvants.

“Yes, Your Majesty?” he said as he entered the room. “How may I be of
assistance to you?”

“I need you to bring me some wine,” I ordered as I finally slouched onto the
leather sofa. I was in need of further distraction tonight.