Ex-Husband’s Regret by Evelyn M.M

Chapter 190
ay then, I’ll leave for now. Please just call Noah for me so I can say goodbye”
She nods her head and goes to call our son. Noah comes back, but Ava doesn’t. Ignoring the questioning look on his face, I tell
him good bye before leaving. I make sure he’s locked the door before driving away.
This wasn’t over. Not by a long shot. I wasn’t going to give up on her that easily.
It was as I was driving that the realization hit me. I had to pull over so that I don’t get into an accident as
the gravity of everything hit me. 1
My heart almost collapses in itself, as I’m finally able to name the feeling I have for Ava. The feeling I was too blind to realize
what exactly it is.
Love.
Fuck. I love Ava.
That realizations comes with fear and crashing gullt. I all but destroyed her heart. I F***ing killed the love. she had for me. How
the hell was I going to fix that?
I was a dumb shit. I F***ing love her, but would she ever believe me or even give me a chance?
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groan recstasy as I release my load onto her back. This was just what I needed. The best way I knew to
wind and relax.
“So when will we do this again, Tomorrow?” she asks, her eyes shining.
She looks more relaxed. I guess she needed this just as much as I did. I help her wipe my cum off her back, but I don’t say
anything. She knows the drill. I call she answers, not the other way around.
After I’m done, she starts getting dresses. It’s past ten at night and I want to get some shut eye before my busy schedule
tomorrow.
Like I said, she knows the drill. She doesn’t spend the night and vice versa. We are nothing more than F*** buddies.
“Gabriel?”
She’s the only one that calls me by my full name. I hate it the name. Mainly because it reminds me of the archangel when I am
literally the opposite of an angel.
“Shut it. You don’t call the shots. We’ll do this when I decide” I growl, already feeling suffocated by her damn question.
I see an emotion similar to hurt pass through her features. I ignore it. She knew very well what she was getting into when she
agreed to this.
“So meanwhile I wait till it’s my turn? I wait till you’re bored with your other women?” she whispers.
I’ve never kept it a secret. She knew she wasn’t the only F*** buddy I had. I liked variety. Today I was in
the mood for having a taste of her. It might be the same tomorrow. Or I might develop a taste for
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“Yes” I tell her firmly.

The light that was shining in her eyes dims. She tries her best, but I see her fighting her emotions. Fighting
the hurt I had caused.
Fuck! I hate this. Hate it when they develop feelings. We’ve had this arrangement for two years and it worked fine until now.
Looks like it’s time to nip this at the bud.
She didn’t have time to date and I don’t date. So this became the best solution. Besides, she’s just my
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you could handle this, but I guess it was a mistake. So this will be the last time we F***. You’ll
working for me like nothing ever happened between us, am I understood, Eden?”