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Changing You - Chapter 36
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3rd Person’s Pov
Taehyung woke up feeling a comfortable warmth and a scent of faint of sweet lavender were going to his nose. It felt nice so he hug whatever he is hugging closely to him. But when he heard a groan, he decided to open his eyes and he was immediately met by a black strand, well a black hair that is. He look down and saw that the angel were resting his head on Taehyung’s chest, he was sleeping peacefully and Taehyung is cuddling him.
Taehyung smile, he doesn’t mind waking up every morning seeing this scene over and over again. Taehyung cuddle him closer and kiss his forehead as he was gonna close his eyes one more time, but he heard the door open and he saw that a glaring Yoongi walk inside.
“How long are you gonna cuddle my brother?” Yoongi said sternly.
Taehyung groan. He decided to sat up and let go of Jungkook as much as to his dismay but he doesn’t want to anger Yoongi. Though he look around and saw that he wasn’t in his place and he remember yesterday that he brought Jungkook home and manage to find Jungkook’s room since the door infront of Jungkook’s room had a sticker of some bunnies and a sticker of lettering saying.
‘Kookie’s Room’
So its easy to determined that this was Jungkook’s room.
He saw Jungkook’s hug a pillow instead and curl under the blanket and Taehyung saw it and he chuckle a little on how Jungkook look so cute and adorable.
“Come on, I need to talk to you.” Yoongi said and walk outside of the room and Taehyung nod as he follow Yoongi to the kitchen.
“Here a Coffee. ” Yoongi said as he put the cup infront of Taehyung who sat down on the Kitchen Counter.
“Your being nice? Why?” Taehyung asked.
“Do you want me to kick you out of my house or what?” Yoongi said and glare at him and Taehyung shut up and look down.
“Thanks for the coffee Hyung.” Taehyung said.
“Well, I wanna hear why I came home yesterday and saw you and My brother cuddling in the bed together? I was about to rip you apart but Minie stop me you should be grateful.” Yoongi said.
“Note: Thank the midget later” Taehyung thought.
“Well, I took Jungkook to his room and settle him on the bed but he doesn’t want to let me go so I stay and manage to fall asleep too.” Taehyung said.
“I see.” Yoongi said.
“Hyung… I need to tell you something as well…” Taehyung said.
“What is it?” Yoongi said.
“Yesterday, Kookie have a Anxiety attack to the point Yuguem uses a syringe to calm him down.” Taehyung said and Yoongi was surprised with that. He then turn around and sternly look at Taehyung.
“Elaborate every detail.” Yoongi demanded and Taehyung gulp and nod as he elaborate what Yuguem told them.
“Tsk, This is why I don’t want him to work. He is in danger once he step outside of that door… But I can’t also say No because Jungkook wanted to become independent… But… Ugh!” Yoongi said and mess his hair annoyed.
“Hyung? Do you know who is this Han Gue Nim?” Taehyung said.
“Whoever this bastard is I’m gonna beat him to pieces for hurting Jungkook.” Yoongi said angrily.
“Yuguem said that he was asking about Jungkook’s mother…. Now I’m wondering where is she Hyung?” Taehyung asked.
“Listen carefully Kim Taehyung, whatever gonna come out from my mouth from now on would only stay here. Jimin knows, but apart from him nobody knows about my mother. If this information will leak I will kill you Taehyung got it?” Yoongi said and Taehyung nod scared.
Yoongi sigh and he look down as he was making some pancake.
Yoongi told Taehyung about his mother who he didn’t felt love. He was mostly feel his father’s love rather than his mother even he was kid he used to live with his mother who is always busy here and there. Its not like Yoongi didn’t tried to pay attention to his mother, its because his mother doesn’t pay attention to her kids. She did this to Jungkook as well thats why Jungkook consider Yoongi’s father as his ‘appa’ rather than his own father and his mother didn’t pay much attention to Jungkook as well.
“But when I was 16 me and my dad move here and Jungkook was left with Eomma and his father. Me and Jungkook still text, chat or call almost every hour. Until a year pass by and he stop texting, but during that year you know my dad is also getting sick. So… I was more focus on helping my dad than contacting Jungkook again, cause I know he is doing fine since he is with eomma and his own father. But I was wrong…” Yoongi said .
“What happened Hyung?” Taehyung asked worriedly.
“One day, I decided to visit Jungkook back in my home town it was just 6 hours train anyway. But When I got there I found out that old house is being sold and I have no Idea where they are. So I went back here and found out that My Dad died you know that already afterall you were there right?” Yoongi said and Taehyung nod, thats the first time he saw the tough cold Yoongi cry in the hospital hallways, he saw how Yoongi was heart broken. Well who wouldn’t? Yoongi’s father was really a great man sometimes Taehyung wonder if That person is really Yoongi’s father since they have an opposite attitude.
“Well, I’ll try looking for Jungkook and My mother but… I didn’t succeed. Though I didn’t try harder looking for them too since I know that Jungkook must be in the great hands I mean he is in his real family right? But I was wrong, because 5 years ago My mother suddenly came knocking on the door with an emotionless Jungkook behind her.” Yoongi said and look down.
“I was surprised, I invited my mother inside and Jungkook aswell and my mother told me that she is going away for sometime and wanted to leave Jungkook here. Ofcourse I say yes afterall I miss my brother aswell. Jungkook was 17 at that time. My mother then leave Jungkook with me and I never heard of her ever since and I really don’t care about that Bitch!” Yoongi said clench his hand in anger.
“Why Hyung?” Taehyung asked.
“You see when Jungkook came here he wasn’t talkative. He wasn’t the bubbly cheerful bunny you know now. He was just… Lets just say he was always quiet, he was always look down and like he was lonely and so… he doesn’t even talk to me unless I spoke to him. Mostly he lock himself in the room. I thought to myself maybe he felt awkward since its been long since we saw each other, but after a week of giving him a space… I regretted that…” Yoongi said looking down sadly.
“Because One day I came home and the House seems to be silent, I look For Jungkook and found him on the bathroom floor unconscious with a deep cuts on his wrists and when I send him to the hospital they found out that there are many Cuts that…. That… Jungkook did it to himself…. Jungkook was suicidal.” Yoongi said and Taehyung was surprised when he heard that.
He can’t believe that someone who looks cute and adorable, someone who is cheerful and with one flash of bunny smile can make you feel all warm and happy in the inside was once a Suicidal.
“When Kook woke up, it got worst because he was diagnosed with Severe depression. He was really depressed, he doesn’t eat, he doesn’t communicate with me, and he doesn’t sleep well because his nightmares always hunt him. I try asking him what happened but whenever I did he would always have an Anxiety. So The therapist gave me a proper medication for Jungkook and with hard work I manage to make Jungkook better. ” Yoongi said as he smile a little.
“Actually, It was Jimin who help Jungkook most because Jimin knows how to treat Jungkook kindly. Don’t get me wrong, I also know how to treat him right, but I guessed Jimin had this aura of being childish and so that why Jungkook quickly open up to him. Jimin was also the reason why Jungkook grew up you know Like Jimin who is always happy, cheerful and sometimes playful. Basically Jimin raise Jungkook as what he now. ” Yoongi chuckled.
“I see…. Thats why they were so Close… But Why did Jimin didn’t tell me about this? and you too Hyung, am I not worth of a friend?” Taehyung said as he was glad that His bestfriend is really nice and kind that he was able to help Jungkook.
” No Tae, We didn’t tell you because your in another country right?” Yoongi said and Taehyung nod.
“Trust me, Even Namjoon doesn’t know about this and remind you Joon is my besfriend rather than you no offense.” Yoongi said and Taehyung nod as an understandment.
“So Hyung… Why does… Jungkook… You know become depress?” Taehyung asked.
“Well, 3 years ago when Jungkook is already okay. His Severe depression is partially gone because he have Yuguem who became his friend, there is also Jimin who he became his second older- or maybe younger brother and there is me who helps him to realized that whatever is in the past is past. Though from time to time, he would get to see those trauma since it would remain in Jungkook’s mind. The Trauma I’m talking about is cause by My Bitch Slut of a mother.” Yoongi said.
“What happened?” Taehyung said.
“Jungkook told me and Jimin that when me and Appa left our hometown Jungkook always feel lonely since mother and his father didn’t pay attention him that much and he was not good at making new friends so he was mostly lonely. But as time goes by, Jungkook can see that his parents were keep fighting and yelled with each other. Jungkook try talking to his parents but it never work out so Jungkook’s father left them and mother blame Jungkook for that and started beating him Physically.” Yoongi said and Taehyung were surprised.
“Ho… How can she do that to her own Child!?” Taehyung said feeling anger rose up.
“That is also the question I wanted that bitch to answer. Anyway, That bitch sold our house and found a new lover and they live with him. That bitch allowed the new lover to Physically abused Jungkook over and over again. Jungkook told me that mother didn’t have just one lover in past but many. Jungkook remembers that he always needs to move from one place to one place since mother exchange lover from time to time and none of her lover had a care for Jungkook all of them beat him Physically that made him broken like that, for 7 years Jungkook suffers Tae.” yYoongi said and clench his knuckles turning white.
“Sometimes I wishes that I try harder on you know… Looking for Jungkook and maybe he isn’t gonna suffer for 7 fucking years. But I’m thankful that Jungkook is now recovering and now you know why I’m so possessive with him. Tae, he had a rough past… I don’t want my Brother to get hurt again or suffer thats. Its not easy to see him suicidal and depressed those days I… I don’t want him to see him like that…Tae I can’t take it…” Yoongi said and look at Taehyung with a little sincere desperation.
Taehyung doesn’t want to see The Younger suffer too, he can’t even imagine if Jungkook is in pain. The adorable bunny smile, he doesn’t want to wipe that out of Jungkook he wanted to see him just like that be happy and cheerful.
“Don’t worry Hyung Jungkook won’t get hurt from now on. I’ll hep you protect him Hyung, I know you don’t give your full trust yet to me but I promise Hyung that I will never hurt Jungkook, I will protect him.” Taehyung said with a determination.
Yoongi saw that spark on Taehyung’s eyes and smile. “Thank You Taehyung.” Yoongi said.
Jimin walk inside and gaps as he was surprised That Yoongi say Thank You to his Bestfriend.
“Okay What the hell did I miss?” Jimin said while his hands on his waist.
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