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Complicated - Chapter 26
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“And I clearly told you we’re leaving” Sehun said gripping Jin’s hand. He tried pulling him but Jin stumbled down. That’s when Sehun noticed blood was oozing out of his knees.
“You’re bleeding” He said astonished
“You should be happy. You wanted me miserable and I am. Just smile and back off. Kill me and everyone will be at peace” Jin said smiling. Sehun took out his phone and covered Jin with his jacket holding him tightly. It was past 2 at night. He called Suho and called him immediately there explaining him everything a little. Suho reached there still in his nightwear, eye mask on his head wearing his cute slippers.
“Where’s he??” Suho asked Sehun. Sehun just turned a little showing him a koala on his back. When he tried removing him he didn’t even budge a bit. They decided that sehun will carry him in their house and send him back in the morning. Namjoon on the other side was sitting on the couch thinking every negative thought his mind could take a grasp of. Unconsciously tears started flowing from his eyes. He wiped them away and told himself he’ll be here. Next morning around 7 o’clock everyone started coming down. Namjoon was still sitting on the couch looking at the door, dried tears visible on his cheeks. Jungkook went near him, Namjoon looked tired, worn out, defeated, dark circles visible due to the lack of sleep. He just smiled at Jungkook and went to his room. After freshening up he came out.
“Namjoon come have breakfast” J hope called him
“I have no appetite” He said shaking his head with a fake smile which didn’t go unnoticed by anyone present in that room. When he left the apartment everyone sighed. Soo Hyun left his food in half. He had never seen his brother this helpless, that made his heart crunch and even if he never showed his affection he loved his little brother even if he was one of the most dangerous and powerful man, there resided a kid in him who had buried his emotions in. Jin surfaced all those emotions brought him happiness but, he never thought that he’ll be so capable of bringing the sensitive Namjoon to surface too. He was happy that his cold brother was becoming the little Namjoon he was but he was sad his brother was broken and that was enough to make him lose his appetite and reason to smile.
For the whole time Namjoon kept looking at his phone if Jin called. It was almost evening when Namjoon reached home. He was waiting for Jin he didn’t even bother to change he just sat there. Everyone was very worried for Namjoon as he had not eaten since last evening. When the door opened Namjoon literally jumped out of his seat stumbling a bit on his way. He immediately looked at the door. Jin was standing with the support of Suho his knee was bandaged. Namjoon immediately picked him up and made him sit on the sofa. He literally ran to the kitchen and got some water and food for Jin.
“Here how did you get hurt?? Wait leave that all have some water…Did you eat???”
“Mind your business Namjoon and stay out of mine” Jin just pushed away everything and limped all the way to their room. Namjoon was still sitting down on the floor holding the plate full of food and glass of water that he brought for Jin. He slightly got up and left from there. Not able to take it anymore Jungkook stormed in Jin’s room.
“Hyung I get it you’re sad, you guys fought or whatever that is but you’re hurting him,” Jungkook shouted on Jin
“Then he should better stay away and stay happy and stop being a pain for me and himself.”
“Pain for you!!!! You old man did you lose your brain cells he was the only one with you in your pain!!!”
“I’m thankful for that but I don’t feel pain anymore he should leave my life”
“How can you be so selfish??”
“I’m helping him stay away from problems. Till the time he’s away from me he won’t have to get indulged in any problems thus he gets his peaceful life back”
“He’s fucking not happy. KIM FREAKING NAMJOON WHO EVEN THE OLD DEVIL THINKS TWICE BEFORE GOING AGAINST CRIED FOR MY FUCKING ELDER BROTHER WHO’S ACTING SELFISH AND RUDE OUT OF THE BLUE”
“Jungkook stop shouting I can hear you even if you say normally”
“Hyung what has gotten into you?? That man had made you his priority his everything. He fucking cares so much about you. He didn’t sleep for a whole day, didn’t eat anything not even drink more than two glasses of water ran to bring some food and water for a man who’s been crazy drunk-“
“What did you say??”
“What??”
“He did what??”
“What do you mean??”
“What did you say that didn’t sleep and eat part…repeat what you said”
“He didn’t sleep for a whole day that you were missing and didn’t have anything and barely two glasses of water.”
“That idiot” Jin ran outside ignoring the pain in his knee. He ran to the kitchen and cooked a favourite dish of Namjoon. Filled two water bottles. By the time the food was getting cooked he literally typed faster than ever to track Namjoon’s location. After tracking him and doing everything hastily he packed whatever seemed necessary to him and ran outside the house. Everyone seemed dazed, Jin was practically running in the whole house plucking his hair out. The whole kitchen was a mess, the laptop he used fallen on the floor, their room practically filled with clothes which he threw here and there trying to look for his card and some nightclothes.
He did everything so hastily that made everyone shocked as he hated doing things like that. Making a mess was a phrase that never even tried roaming around his dictionary. As it was late evening everyone was practically heading home creating more traffic. Jin drove at the fastest speed possible. He reached their hidden place, that he gifted Namjoon as a birthday gift coz he loved the scenery and nature surrounding that certain plot of land. It was situated between a mini forest. A sea of flowers of all colours flooding everywhere on one side with a man-made pond and surrounded by green grass. In between stood a beautiful house made with love. Jin remembers designing everything and standing in the captivating heat for hours just to stay with the designers and make sure that everything was going as he planned. Each part of the house was monitored by him, with him having choices of Namjoon in mind. At the same time from behind it had a pool and also had a mini bar at end giving it a bit modern look. It was everything that Namjoon liked. For reaching the house you had to drive for half an hour through the scenery Jin had created for Namjoon. Inside were little frames arranged of all the important people of their lives. Though this place was for Namjoon he wanted to put up the frames with Jin. As soon as you enter the place there was a large collage of moments Jin and Namjoon had spent. No matter how much angry they were they never destroyed even an inch of this place. Jin reached the doorstep, hair messy, a bit blood oozing out of his wound, holding two bags in his hand, wearing his spectacle he rang the doorbell. The door opened revealing a messed Namjoon, Jin had noticed him after almost two weeks.
“Hey” Jin said waving his hand awkwardly facing an emotionless Namjoon who just went back inside the house. Jin followed him in. he kept everything in their room and sat in front of Namjoon who was looking out of the balcony drinking some beer. Jin took it away and brought him to sit at the table. He served all the dishes and kept water nearby. They both ate in silence just Seokjin glancing over the features of Namjoon which looked creased and tough. Some dried tears still had their fresh marks on. There were some dark circles under his eyes. His forehead creased. Skin paler than usual. After finishing their food Seokjin washed all their dishes and sat near Namjoon. Both were sitting on each of the corner of the couch. Namjoon was staring the ceiling when Jin was staring at his husband. Suddenly Jin picked Namjoon’s legs taking him by shock, making him lay on the couch and he himself sitting on his stomach.
“What-” Before Namjoon can complete his sentence Jin kissed him slowly making his hands lay on his waist his own swirling around his neck pulling him more into him. He parted from him when he felt that they needed to breathe.
“Jin-” Jin pecked his lips again making Namjoon close his eyes. He rubbed his thumb gently on his cheeks so softly and subtly. He kissed his forehead then his eyes, the bridge of his nose, his both cheeks and again grabbing his plumpy lips. This time Jin was passionately sucking his lip. He let him enter his tongue in his mouth letting him taste the warm cavern. They kissed each other like everything depended on it. If they broke it soon then maybe they won’t get hold of this softness and this warmth again. But eventually they parted. Jin looked in Namjoon’s eyes and started speaking
“I thought that I had been too dependent upon you. Thought when you’ll leave me maybe the world will make no sense maybe I was scared. No I was scared It scared the shit out of me, how funny right just a thought of you leaving me made me so miserable that I was ready o push you away in any way so that I can save myself from future. I told you I’m a mess and you said you wanna solve me. Then why didn’t you stay there to solve me?? Why did you come here?? You know not only this I was also scared that all the happiness that came to me again were because I got you. I was scared of losing it all. Every problem I went through you were there to support me to take care of me, to remind me that at the end of the worst day someone will be there gently pampering me, peppering me with acts of care, someone who’ll treat me as their most important possession. You made me feel so good but I always brought problems and issues dragged you in them. And you kept solving them. was feeling selfish like I was owing you and someday when you’ll be tired of giving me this care of yours I’ll be broken. I never let anyone come near me touch me, but with you I felt safe. I want you to take my everything just don’t…please don’t leave me” Jin looked at Namjoon biting his lips. Namjoon just laughed and caressed Jin’s cheeks.
“Why did you and when did you make this stupid hypothesis of yours?? I’m never leaving you I came here to remind myself that no matter how much you show me that stupid attitude somewhere you still care. You don’t owe me anything, I owe you my smile my everything. I never knew I could care for anyone or I could make someone happy. For me, victory was when everyone bowed in front of me. You taught me the real meaning of victory. This may sound sappy but you’re the best thing that happened to me. You surfaced all my hidden emotions. Soo Hyun hyung always babbled about how much I changed. Everyone did!! Though ppl still think I’m some untouchable ice-cold hot-tempered devil prince of hell, you pushed my every button of patience and see you’re still alive that means you matter.” Namjoon said mockingly. He slid his hands at Jin’s thighs caressing them slightly but as soon as he touched his knee he whimpered remembering how much his knee was paining. Bloodstains were visible on the bandages. Namjoon immediately got up in such a way that Jin directly shifted to his arms. He carried Jin in their room. Namjooon was cleaning Jin’s wound when Jin said he wanted to listen to music and asked Namjoon to dedicate him something.
“Yaah tell no which song will you dedicate me. At least tell me the name.” Jin said whining
“I’ve queued two songs which I’ll dedicate you. Now shh and listen”
What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me ou
You’ve got my head spinning, no kidding, I can’t pin you down
What’s going on in that beautiful mind
I’m on your magical mystery ride
And I’m so dizzy, don’t know what hit me, but I’ll be alright
My head’s underwater
But I’m breathing fine
You’re crazy and I’m out of my mind
‘Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I’ll give my all to you
You’re my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I’m winning
‘Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh-oh
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you’re crying you’re beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I’m around through every mood
You’re my downfall, you’re my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can’t stop singing, it’s ringing, in my head for you
My head’s underwater
But I’m breathing fine
You’re crazy and I’m out of my mind
‘Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I’ll give my all to you
You’re my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I’m winning
‘Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh-oh
Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we’re both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it’s hard
‘Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I’ll give my all to you
You’re my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I’m winning
‘Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you
I give you all of m
And you give me all of you, oh oh
There goes my heart beating
‘Cause you are the reason
I’m losing my sleep
Please come back now
There goes my mind racing
And you are the reason
That I’m still breathing
I’m hopeless now
I’d climb every mountain
And swim every ocean
Just to be with you
And fix what I’ve broken
Oh, ’cause I need you to see
That you are the reason
There goes my hands shaking
And you are the reason
My heart keeps bleeding
I need you now
And if I could turn back the clock
I’d make sure the light defeated the dark
I’d spend every hour, of every day
Keeping you safe
And I’d climb every mountain
And swim every ocean
Just to be with you
And fix what I’ve broken
Oh, ’cause I need you to see
That you are the reason (I don’t wanna fight no more)
I don’t wanna hide no more
I don’t wanna cry no more
Come back I need you to hold me (You are the reason)
Be a little closer now
Just a little closer now
Come a little closer
I need you to hold me tonight
I’d climb every mountain
And swim every ocean
Just to be with you
And fix what I’ve broken
‘Cause I need you to see
That you are the reason
“The lyrics were very nice and-and did you really dedicate it to me??”
“Hmm” Namjoon said nodding as he folded every inch of Jin’s pyjama properly so that it doesn’t hurt him at night.
“Done phew” He looked at Jin with his dimple smile
“I was wondering how is it that we fight for so long but makeup in just some minutes or hours”
“Who said we made up??”
“Huh??”
“You went again the mess rules!!”
“Which one??”
“Roaming around with others not staying loyal. Forcing the other to break the mess. This mess was made with a yes from both sides and it’ll be broken by US not YOU. So I plan on punishing you. I’ll just do the same thing you did ignore you and bring some girl-“
“DON’T YOU DARE” Jin said glaring at Namjoon
“Then let me wreck you” Namjoon said with a sly smirk making Jin blush bad. Namjoon started laughing looking at Jin
“Look at yourself you resemble a tomato” But to his amusement Jin pulled him near himself by his collar.
“What if this time I really don’t want your fingers but you as whole in me,” Jin said showing Namjoon an innocent face with a wild request
“Are you really that horny??”
“Nope just wanna know how it feels”
“But we don’t have lube and condoms… are you ready to take the pain and risk of getting pregnant??” Namjoon asked all concerned
“It’ll be all good” Jin said nodding. Namjoon moved his face near Jin’s neck and licked it a little and said…