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Daffodil ( Omegaverse ) - Chapter 9
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Flash back
2006
6th march
Watanabe Izumi’s P.O.V
I really don’t like school, I don’t have friends, they are all after my father’s wealth
“Bocchan, you have arrived at your school’s entrance”
I have arrived at my school again, it’s hell. I want to grow up faster so I can ask permission to do what I actually want to do. I really like bikes so I want to come to my school riding my bike.
Engrossed in my thoughts, I fail to notice my school’s bell, suddenly
I notice a woman passing me, she is so beautiful, beautiful like Aurora. I know her, I know her since my birth. I start following her, I totally forget that I have school today. She looks back once. When she looks back I get a glimpse of her, I was dying to see her again. The most beautiful woman on earth, she is my mother, Watanabe Ichika. I want to get closer to her, I want to hug her, I want to ask her what have I ever done wrong that she never contacted me once. She hates my father but does she hate me too? I don’t remember when she last talked to me. When she last hugged me, when she caressed my head.
I start following her and we ended up in an alley. This place reeks of garbage. why is she here? Hiding myself behind a building, I start observing her; a man comes from an old building and they start talking. I don’t know what are they talking about but I think they are arguing. Suddenly he slaps my mother. I can’t help but rushing there. I want to protect my mother from that beast but he hits me as well, my mother is shocked after getting a glimpse of me. But suddenly she grabs my hand and we start running towards the street. We get into a taxi. It is all happening so fast that I can’t understand what’s going on. But suddenly I feel pain dispersing my entire body. My lips are bleeding and nose as well. My mother is silently sitting beside me. I know she is angry but she helped me, that makes me happy. Atleast she still thinks I am her son. Half an hour later we arrive at grandma’s house. My mother lives here. My grandparents passed away 3 years ago in a car accident. I start following her and we arrive at the living room.
She looks at me and says
“Sit here, I will be back”
It’s been a while since I visited my grandparents home. I remember they loved me so much.
Ah, that’s my picture on the wall.
My mother comes with a first aid kit. Crouching down before me, she starts disinfecting and dressing the cut on my lips, nose and forehead.
She is not talking to me but it’s ok I can see her clearly, I can touch her. That man slapped her face, extending my fingers unconsciously I touch her face. She lifts her head, her honeyed eyes meet mine.
“……..”
” Why were you following me? “
“………”
” Don’t you have school? “
“……..”
” Izumi, you should forget your mother and could you please forgive her? “
I look into her eyes, surprise written all over my face. She is shedding pearls here and there while holding my hands, she speaks
( A/N – pearls \= tears )
“Izumi, I want to tell you a story. There was a princess, people say she was so beautiful. Oneday she fell in love with a Prince. But she didn’t know that the price was in love with someone else. That price wanted to marry that boy. But the king, prince’s father disapproved their marriage and forced his son to marry that princess”
“Mama…Dad loves you”
“Maybe, but he was in love with an omega boy. That omega didn’t have a father, his another father was also an omega. Your Grandfather arranged our marriage, I was so happy that day but your father got a call from hospital and he went there, he didn’t return that day. I waited for him. Next day he told me that his lover had committed suicide. Your father never blamed me but he didn’t love me either.”
“Mama..”
I find her fingers wandering my skin as she touches my cheeks whilst saying
“Don’t cry baby, you are a strong boy now. You know what people say that children are the bridge between their parents. I desperately wanted a child, I thought if i conceived, your father would love me. It was not easy for an alpha woman to get pregnant. I had to give birth to a baby. I risked my life only for your father’s love. But when he held you in his arms from that moment he became a loving father who only cares for his son. In that picture I wasn’t there, not even once. I couldn’t kill you, I couldn’t love you my baby, so I became drug addicted.”
She pulls me closer to embrace me while crying- she continues saying
“I wanted his attention but every day when he returned from work or business trips he used to go to your room, spent time with you. He never had the time for me. At first I showed love, then I started arguements but nothing was effective. So I wanted to forget my pain, I started walking on wrong path, whenever I saw you I got angry I wanted to get rid of you but you know what, he never loved me but You were gifted by him. You are the best gift I have received from your father. So how can I not love you my child?”
She kisses my forehead
“Mama, Izumi loves you “
We start crying in each other’s embrace.
“Don’t cry baby, it’s not your fault. I was the one who hurt you. Look at mama ok?”
I look into her amber orbs as she touches my cheek.
“I amgoing to France the day after tomorrow, Whenever you need me just make a call and I will be by your side. I promise. You have to be brave, you have to grow up faster. Your father needs you and remember he loves you the most. He can do anything for you. Never hate him no matter what. And baby mama loves you too”
She kisses my forehead, my cheeks my nose.
I can’t control my tears
“Mama don’t go”
“Mama has go baby. I will be back soon. Let me pursue my dreams first then I will be by your side now go back to Watanabe mansion”
I don’t want to go back but mama has to fulfill her dreams, she has chased after my father so many years.
“Why that guy slapped you?”
I ask her.
“Oh that guy used to supply me drugs so he wanted to have a large amount of money from me for the last time. He was saying we were friends bla bla but I denied so he slapped me.”
“Is he insane? how could he slap you?”
“I used to beat you too when I was drug addicted, he is a druggie so it’s normal.”
“…..”
“Izumi, promise me something, no matter what you will not touch drugs. hmm?”
“Hmm, promise”
After that she makes dinner for us and we talk a lot. It is the best day of my life I forget about my injuries. After that I go back to Watanabe mansion.
Great no one is here, I enter my bed room.
“Bocchan, where were you? “
What? Oniichan is sitting on my bed.
“School, ofcourse”
Oniichan comes closer to me, now we are same height, Oniichan is 15 and I am 13 but I will be taller than him. Extending his fingers, he touches my lower lip while saying
“Your injuries are saying something else Bocchan, I know you were following someone”
“……..how did you know that?”
“I saw you in the morning, following someone but I had to go to school. I wanted to ask you so I was waiting in your room? If uncle knows–“
I touch Oniichan’s lips with my index finger and press his lips
“Shhhh..he won’t know”
I place my lips on my finger. Oniichan’s lips and my lips are separated by my finger. I can see his flushed cheeks. I want to kiss his lips, when I was 10 I kissed his lips but he had his first heat on that day. But today is the best day in my life, I know I can’t see mama anymore but atleast she loves me. I want to express my feelings to Oniichan. I carefully remove my finger and our lips touch each other. I don’t know what to do next but Oniichan closes his eyes. Suddenly I feel tears rolling down my cheeks. Oniichan opens his eyes with surprise. He quickly wipes my tears with his thumb.
“Shhhh…don’t cry, What happened Bocchan, tell me”
I can’t say a word I embrace Oniichan, I am feeling safe now, our heartbeats are jumping in harmony. We can feel each other’s heartbeats. I don’t know why I am crying? is it happiness or sadness? or both? Holding him tightly I make sure to express my intention that I don’t want to let you go him.
Oniichan ,Please don’t leave me alone.
I want to say these words but I can’t.
After that I tell him everything and also tell him that I want to meet her for the last time the day after tomorrow.
After that Oniichan leaves my room and I go to bed early.
Next day i successfully hide my bruises from Dad. This day is gone perfectly
Today mama will go to France. I have to meet her one last time, after finishing my breakfast, I proceed to leave our mansion.
” Izumi, stay at home today”
Suddenly father tells me. What? I have to go, I have to see my mama.
I smile and nervously say
“But I have school today.”
“I SAID STAY AT HOME, TODAY”
Dad is putting pressure on every word, he is angry. But I have to do something
“But Da–“
“Butler Ota, take him to his room. And make sure to lock his room properly, our boy will not leave this house today. Did I make myself clear?”
“Yes Sir”
Ota Ojisan comes to me with two maids and lock me in my room. I don’t know what to do, I have to go. I have to meet her one last time. Should I jump from the window? but there are guards, they will catch me. How did he know about it? How…Why does he hate my mother?bIt’s all my fault if I weren’t born my mother wouldn’t suffer. My eyes are burning, I can feel a sharp pain in my chest. Yes it’s same, I have felt it before. That day when my mom beat me to death and I was hospitalized, lying unconscious for 56hours those hours my mama was sitting beside me, holding my hands; she whispered
“I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry, Please open your eyes, I love you so much baby”
When I opened my eyes in hospital she wasn’t there, I saw a women’s back who was wearing a white dress. So beautiful, I thought she was an angel. But no she was my mother after that I haven’t seen her, she went to rehabilitation center, then she left my father and me forever.
“Mama, Izumi loves you, please don’t go”
Why it is so hard to breathe? I will destroy everything.
EVERYTHING
Grabbing my father’s favourite flower vase I throw it on floor, causing it to splinter followed by that lampshade, those books.
I will destroy everything, I will destroy everything my father loves, I will destroy myself too. Because he loves me the most.
I don’t know when I open my eyes, I see unfamiliar ceiling, walls.
Aggghhh my head is paining, my right hand and right leg are wrapped with bandages. Bandages are hugging me tightly.
Someone is here, it’s Ota Ojisan
“How are you Bocchan, are you in pain?”
“……”
“Shall I call master?”
“No, I want to see Ikeda Akio”
“Ok”
Ojisan Ota leaves the room. The clock is ticking
Tick…..
Tock…..
Tick …..
Tock…..
I can only hear the sound of the clock and my own breathing. Suddenly Akio opens the door, He has been crying I guess. His eyes are red. Did he actually cry or it was an act?
Shall I kill him?Shall I slap him?
” Oniichan, did you say anything to my FATHER?”
” Bocchan, I don’t understand what you are saying”
His amygdaloid eyes is now with full of questions.
“Didn’t you tell my father that I was going to meet mama?”
“Master asked me about your bruises, so I told him you tripped while playing basketball. I didn’t say anything else, please trust me”
Ikeda Akio holds my hand tightly. I shake my hand, quickly grab his collar and say
” Oniichan, you are an excellent actor, I trusted you but again you broke my trust. Congratulations you have completely ruined my chance to meet my mother”
My eyes are burning again, a hard thing is stuck in my throat, I can’t control my tears.
You all left me broken like the furnitures I broke at home.
My whole existence, my trust, my love everything has been broken into pieces! I am like a doll, they used me then they got bored and threw me but before that they broke me into pieces. My family was already broken now my entire life is broken too.
Oniichan is trying to help me but I don’t need his help.
I know why I am hospitalized because I broke a lot of furniture and I was out of control, I accidentally cut my hand and leg. But I guess they found me senseless.
End of flashback
Present time
Watanabe Izumi’s P.O.V
Aggghhh why am I thinking about those things?I fell asleep, I dreamed of those incidents.
Ring…
Ring…
Ring…
What?!
It’s Mama.