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Despair - Chapter 19
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Anna’s POV.
I love you. And with that thought I slept. I woke up with a bad mood. I wore all black showing my grievance. I left the villa and entered my car going to the company. I reached there and entered my office. I started doing my work. I couldn’t focus on my work so, I stopped doing my work and went to my mother’s tomb. I reached there and started crying and saying ” Mom, I really miss you. I wish I could see you and hug you. You know, my life is a mess without you. I wish you to be here comfort me, hug me, cry, laugh,with me. All those memories are still fresh in my mind. I still remember you pleading dad to let you go with me.”
FLASHBACK 14 YEARS AGO.
Author’s POV.
A lady was pleading his husband saying ” Please let us go. We’ll never bother you with your new family. I beg you.” That lady was Anna’s mother and the husband was Anna’s dad.
Anna’s dad kicked his wife Isabel. Anna was scared and she fell on her knees pleading her dad to stop kicking her mother. She was pleading saying ” Dad please stop kicking mom. I beg you. I’ll do anything but please stop. ” The father didn’t care. But he got more violent that he started kicking and slapping the little Anna. She accepted all the beatings and abuses from her father. She was smiling at her mother when being beaten. For all she knew was that her Dad was now directing all his hate to her. She only wanted to save her mother. The strong bond she had and love for her mother allowed her to accept all the beating with a smile for her mother.
But that smile didn’t last when she saw that her father had stopped beating her. She looked at her dad who was walking to her mother’s side. She was afraid her father would beat her mother so she started saying with tears on her face ” Please dad, don’t hurt mom. Beat me instead. Please leave mom. I beg you.” She was going to continue pleading but she stopped when she saw her mother’s lifeless body. Her father cruelly banged a vase on her mother’s head. She couldn’t say anything due to the shock. After regaining her all senses. She walked to her mother’s side and started crying saying ” Don’t leave me mom. I..I..I need you. Please don’t close your eyes. Stay with me. Dad do something. I beg of you. I….” She was yet to finish saying when she saw her mother opening her eyes. She was happy that at least her mom opened her eyes. She heard her mother’s weak voice saying ” Am sorry child. You…..Aren’t happy coz of my wrong decision. Mommy’s sorry.” Anna shook her head saying ” No, no, no,….Am happy. Please stay with me.”
Her mother shook her head and said ” No my child. Just know that I love you. And stay strong…… for me…..” And with those words she took her last breaths. Only leaving a word and that is I LOVE YOU.
The broken Anna screamed not believing that her mother just died. ” It was my fault. ” She kept saying and blaming herself for everything. Thinking only if she had bared more beatings than her mother wouldn’t have died. “NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!” She kept on screaming.
END OF FLASHBACK.
Anna’s POV.
If only it was all a bad dream. “Mom am sorry.” I said and was crying. Suddenly it started raining. I was all wet. But I stayed there. Just looking at my mother’s pictures. Suddenly, I felt someone pull me in a tight hug. I was feeling warm and safe. Is this what it feels when being hugged by someone? If it is. I don’t wanna let go. Oh mom. How I wish you would be with me. I let out a drop of tear from my eye. I was enjoying the warmth given to me. I felt that he was going to stop hugging me but I said ” Don’t stop. Please stay for sometime like this.” I then felt that he kissed my forehead and said ” I won’t LOVE.”
**So, guys. Who do you think is the person hugging our Anna?
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