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Despair - Chapter 34
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Kai’s POV.
I had such a great time at work. I got to chat with Ashley and it was amazing. We had lunch together and talked.
And now, am currently chatting with Ashley. We have a lot to catch up for the past two years.
” So, was there any interesting thing that happened with your stay in France?” I asked.
” Not much. Coz I missed you and Anna. ” She said.
I said nothing but hugged her. She’s so sweet. I know she loves me but, we can’t be together.
I understood that she meant me as the person she loves but can’t have.
She broke the hug and said ” I wish you good luck….. with Anna. ”
I don’t know why but I felt kinda sad. I feel like am losing something very important in my life.
I shoved those weird thoughts and said ” Thank you. “
She smiled at me. I smiled back. But I feel hurt and sad for some reason.
I looked at her and noticed that she was lost in thoughts.
” What are you thinking? Huh?” I asked with a hint of amusement and a raised eyebrow.
” Someone I can’t have. I have to go. Bye. ” She said with a sad smile and left.
I really am sorry Ashley. I can’t love you. We can’t be together. I like someone else.
I don’t know why but sometimes, I wonder if I truly love Anna or not.
One thing I know is that we can never be together.
I was brought out of my trance of thoughts when I felt something on me. Preventing me from being cold.
I looked at the person who gave me the coat. And it was Ashley with a beautiful smile.
She looked at me and said ” This is goodbye. I’ll be going back to France. And this coat, I made it for you. “
I smiled at her and hugged her and said ” Thank you and goodbye. ”
She hugged me back. I felt something warm on my back like tears. Was she crying?
She broke the hug and said while wiping her tears ” I’ll miss you. “
I smiled and said ” I’ll miss you too. Hope we meet once again. “
She gave me a smile but was it was not reaching her eyes.
I heard her say ” Hopefully. Anyway, it’s late. Goodbye. Hope we meet each other soon. “
I smiled at her. But why I think I’ll not see her again?
I looked at her departing back and rushed and back hugged her while saying ” Come back soon. I’ll miss you. “
” I’ll miss you too and goodbye. ” She said and I broke the hug.
I smiled at her and she smiled back and left.
If only I had known that it would be my last time seeing her.
Ashley’s POV.
I held a picture of me and Kai.
“Oh! My love. You don’t know how much I can sacrifice for you.
Spending time with you is all I can hope for. I know we can never be together.
I had a beautiful time with you. It was really painful when I wished you good luck in being with Anna.
It really hurt me you know. I just wish we would be together but we can never be together. It hurt me when you wished that we could meet each other soon. ” I paused and a tear left my eyes.
I then continued speaking ” But the truth is that we’ll never meet again. Neverrrrr. I don’t have much time.
I can never be with you. “
I fell on my knees and broke down in tears. I then continued speaking ” You know, when I look at those beautiful eyes of yours. I feel myself drawn to you as if by some overwhelming magnetic force. “
I continued while crying ” I have only one question for you. What if am not there for you……Will you remember me? “
I smiled bitterly and cried while saying ” I hope you don’t……”
I was about to say something when I coughed a mouthful of blood. I got a tissue and wiped off the blood from my lips.
I went inside the washroom and looked at my pale face and started saying ” Why? Why? Why can’t we be together?”
Once again I broke down in tears and then banged the mirror while yelling.
” Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?”
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