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Despair - Chapter 40
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Author’s POV.
France.
Ashley landed and then went to her car awaiting for her.
She entered and someone called out to her.
” Welcome back Princess. “
” Thank you Sam. ” said Ashley.
” Hey! What happened to Sammy? ” said Sam while starting the car.
” Just joking. I missed you Sammy. ” said Ashley with a small smile.
” Now that’s my girl. I missed you too Muffin. ” said Sam with affection in his eyes.
” Anyway, focus on the road. ” said Ashley.
” OK. ” said Sam.
And then he started focusing on the road.
” After you. ” said Sam while opening the door to her villa.
” Thank you kind jerk. ” said Ashley while laughing and running.
” Welcome……. Heyyyy!!!!” Said Sam while running after her.
Ashley was running and then she started running out of breath.
She was gasping for air and having a fatigue.
She slowed down her pace and then it was all black.
” Ashleyyyyyy!!!!!” Yelled Sam while running to her.
He caught her before she hit her body on the floor.
He then carried her and went to the car and drove off to ” Louis Pradel Cardiovascular Hospital. “
” Doctorrrrr. Help. ” He yelled while carrying her.
The doctors came and took her to the ICU.
After 2hours,
Sam saw the doctor and ran to him.
” Doctor,…..doctor…..how is she? Is she OK? ” Asked Sam.
The doctor sighed before saying ” She’s OK for now, but doesn’t have time to live. “
Sam was shocked that he collapsed on his knees on the floor.
” But, why did you make her run around when you know she has a hole in the heart? If she came five minutes late, then what you would have heard would just be……unimaginable…. she would die. ” Said the doctor.
” Is there any chance for her to heal doctor? ” asked Sam with tears in his eyes.
*Sigh* ” There’s no chance for her to live. She has three months before she dies. ” said the doctor while patting his shoulder and left.
Sam cried and then started running to her room.
He held her hand and started sobbing while saying.
” Please be OK. I know you will be OK. Don’t leave me…..I beg you….I love you so much but I can never bring myself to love you….I know you love him…..I wanted to tell you my feelings but I just can’t coz you are the one who told me that love can’t be forced when I asked you why you couldn’t tell him your feelings. ”
” I loved you the first time we met as kids….I swear that if you don’t wake up or if you die……I’ll have to make him suffer…..but don’t worry….I won’t hurt him but I will make him…..regret for his whole life….”
Said Sam with a determined look.
” I love you so much…..Please be OK. ” Said Sam while kissing her hand and then slept.
In the morning.
Ashley woke up and was trying hard to remember what happened.
She saw Sam holding her hand. She smiled and then was going to move to get water but he woke up.
” What are you doing? ” Said Sam.
” I need water. ” Said Ashley in a dry voice.
” Let me get it for you. Why didn’t you wake me up……” Said Sam while lecturing her and getting water.
Ashley covered her ears and said ” OK…OK….OK grandpa…. I get it now.”
” Here. ” Said Sam while bringing the water to her mouth.
” You don’t expect me to drin…..” Before she could finish speaking Sam made her to drink the water.
” What where you saying? ” Asked Sam with a smile.
” You!!! I’ll kill you….Come here…” Said Ashley.
” Neverrr!!!! ” Said Sam while covering his chest with his hands.
After sometime,
” Owwwww. Stop it hurts. ” Said Sam while acting cute.
” That won’t work on me….Anyway, what were you saying? ” Said Ashley while showing her ear.
” OK. Am sorry. ” Said Sam while pulling his ear in a cute way.
” That won’t work. ” Said Ashley while turning her head away from him.
He then went to the side she turned her head and said with his puppy eyes.
” Pleaseeeee. For your Sammy. ”
Ashley melted and said ” Fineee….I forgive you…Thank those puppy eyes yours. ”
She was in her own thoughts.
Ashley’s POV.
I hope she will make you happy and….maybe….accept your feelings….. But….I’ll always love you…
I know that I don’t have much time to live…..But please love me once….maybe a day……That’s all I wish…
My last wish is for you to think of me for once…….
We will never be together but I know that…..I will always love you….My heart breaks each and every day when I remember that you love her……It hurts so much.
But….Love can never be forced…. So, I’ll try not to think of you and maybe forget you…..I’ll only sit while awaiting for my death……
Author’s POV.
Unknown to Ashley, Sam was staring at her while wondering why she was lost in thought…..
He later understood that she was thinking of him when he noticed a drop of tear escape her eye.
He then wiped the tear and smiled at her and she smiled back.
He pulled her into a hug and she hugged him back.