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Despair - Chapter 58
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Ashley’s POV .
It has been two days since I’ve been staying here.
Am really happy with the times I spent with Sam.
He took me to amusement parks , we shared meals together…
Sometimes I feel tired with all these…..
I feel broken….Not only because I have an unrequited love but also because I have no one except Sam.
I never had parental love…let alone know how it feels to have a parent.
Sometimes I close my eyes and try to imagine that I have parents….feeling their warmth….
I open my eyes but sadly,….. I see myself all alone.
I wish I…..
I was brought out of my thoughts when I felt an excruciating pain in my chest.
It hurts so much.
I brought my hand over my chest.
” Aaaaaaghhhhh!!!! ” I yelled in pain.
I started losing air.
I was short of air.
I ran over to get my phone….
But it worsened my situation. I hurriedly dialled the first number I saw.
” Sam….It hurts….Help me….I am dyin…..” Before I could finish what I was saying, I felt dizzy.
I heard Sam yelling my name…But I don’t have energy to breathe let alone speak.
” Aaaaaaghhhhh!!!!! ” I yelled in pain.
I held my chest…..It hurts…Blood started coming out of my mouth.
I held a tissue nearby and covered it to my mouth…..
Author’s POV.
Ashley started struggling for air……
It hurt her so much but….she couldn’t even yell in pain because of lack of air.
She fell down on the floor because of exhaustion.
On the other side.
Sam was devastated when Ashley called him.
He immediately called the ambulance while going over to her apartment.
He knew that this might happen again but didn’t know it would be this soon.
He desperately drove his car to her apartment in a huff.
He then reached her apartment.
With a try of three times, he managed to break the door open.
What he saw was one of his worse nightmares in life.
Ashley was lying down on the floor with a pale face…..blood all over her body.
Sam ran up to her and picked her up.
He put his finger near her nose and saw that she was hardly breathing.
He kept on crying and begging saying ” Please don’t leave me….I beg you…..Don’t worry the ambulance will come. “
He then saw paramedics with their equipments.
They picked her up carrying her in the ambulance.
In the hospital.
When they were taking Ashley inside the ICU…
She stopped them and held Sam’s arm.
” I..I..Don’t cry…I know I won’t survive…I can feel it… Please keep the orphanage running…They’re my family. Please forgive me….” She said.
Sam cried and told her ” You have to survive….For me and the orphanage… “
Ashley was about to say more when the doctors started taking her inside the ICU.
Sam broke down in tears…..He was hopeless.
Inside the ICU.
Doctors started inserting a thin, flexible tube ( catheter ) into her blood vessel in the groin and guiding it to to her heart using imaging techniques.
Through the catheter, the doctors started placing a mesh patch or plug to close the hole.
As the surgery was going on, they heard the beeping sounds.
They kept on supplying her air.
Ashley’s POV.
I saw myself drowning in water.
Trying to reach up asking for help.
Slowly dying….
Fighting for air….
I saw a hand reaching out to me.
Trying to pull me up from the endless pain.
I was brought out of the water…..Opened my eyes and heard
” I love you…..I love you Ash. ” said a man
That voice….How I yearned to hear those three letters.
I went to reach out to him but he disappeared like he wasn’t there.
I felt someone push me inside back to the water.
This time I didn’t struggle…. I had lost hope.
Author’s POV.
” We are losing her. ” Said one of the doctors attending to her.
” Do all the necessities…. Hurry. ” Urged another doctor.
The doctors kept on doing their best….but they……were losing her.
Ashley kept on having flashbacks.
FIRST TIME THEY MET.
**DAY THEY SPENT TIME TOGETHER.
**DAY SHE GOT SAD WHILE LOOKING AT KAI SPENDING TIME WITH JENNA.
I’ll
DAYS SHE TRIED TO CHANGE HERSELF BUT COULDN’T…..
With all those memories she took her last breath……
Closed her eyes giving up….A tear leaving her eye.
Dying……
**Hi guys, sorry for the late update guys……
This was one of the hardest chapter so far…..
And am really sad….I literally cried while writing this chapter….
Hope I made you at least shed a tear….😉😉😉
It was literally hard for me….
And please comment your thoughts on this chapter…..
And thanks for your support**….