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He Is My Master ! - Chapter 37
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When it became more awkward John cleared his throat and looked at everyone with suggesting eyes..
John: ahem… Ahh.. I think we should go out for a bit.. Its not good to be a bone in the tongue here..
I was still looking down on my lap and everyone left.. Vishakha patted my head standing up…
When the room was finally empty karan strode towards me, grabbed my arm so tightly I felt it would break into two… Suddenly dragging me inside a room where there was bed and every luxury item present, he didn’t took me here before… Seeing this room my anger raised by one degree… But for him I was just a weight less than a paper.. He picked me up on his shoulder and put me on the bed..
Thinking by what had have happened here before I was furious again… But anger only made my tears flow down from my eyes…
Karan: angel its not like what you think… Please listen to me…
Now he is giving me more headache with his explanations… And I didn’t saw what my hands got and threw at him.. It was pillow..
With his strength and huge body he grabbed that pillow effortlessly.. But when my eyes fell on the things that were kept below that pillow… I curled my nose and now I was crying loudly… What…! It was condoms.. Not only one but many condoms… Big packets… And don’t ask me variety of flavors…
I was crying even more loudly…
Me : aaaahhhhh……
Karan : baby… I am sorry… It was all before we got married… Please… I don’t do such things now… Please.. Listen.. Don’t cry..
I don’t know why I was behaving like this… It was hurting me… Even more than someone calling me beggar..
I felt disgusted by that bed and ran away from it…karan followed me and pinned me to the wall capturing me between his both hands… I became afraid that he may be angry and now I am to receive his wrath… I closed my eyes hoping to hear him loudly or in waiting to receive at least a slap… But that never happened.. Instead he gently moved my face with my chin making me look in his eyes…
The flowing tears blurring my vision it became hard for me to see his expression.. Before I could wipe my tears he forced his lips on mine… Making me unable to breath… And with this I cried even more…
He did all that shit with others… And still forcefully married me… And now I have to receive all the humiliation from all those women… I was strong when facing that woman while teaching her lesson I wasn’t this weak… Why I am weak in front of him….this is weird why he make me feel like this… May be I am hoping too much…
After he was satisfied with taste of my mouth, he let go and wipe my tears…
Karan : you are more talkative… Baby I am sorry for what happened before you. But trust me I never touched anyone when I met you..
Me : you mean from last 3 – 4 years…??
He scratched back of his neck…. : ammm.. No… From last three months…
Me : you are dirty… Go away… I don’t want to be with you… I am going back to India.. Let me go..
I said all this while gathering tears again in my eyes… May be he became furious that he punched the wall… The sound of his punch on the wall made my legs go numb immediately and I fell to the ground unable to stand up…
He turned away and tried to control his anger…
I tried to stand up but I was too scared to move I couldn’t make it..
When karan composed himself he bent down and still anger in his voice he said : don’t ever say that you don’t want to be with me… This is the last warning to you.. And don’t ever behave like that… I said I am sorry… Now what else do you want… I don’t have any other woman in my life.. I never had one… They all were just one time thing… I am a man and I have desires so I have to vent myself somewhere… Do you think I am a monk or Sadhu… It was all in the past okay… Just listen to me… In our life its only you and me… No one else… Okay… Don’t be like this..
Though he said last few lines in gentle tone, I can still feel how passionate these words were… When he made me look in his eyes I somehow made few words with my trembling lips..
Me : H.. How many…. How many women I have to deal with… How many times I have to be humiliated by them..?
He didn’t say anything and help me sit on the couch… When I finally felt my legs I got up and went outside… He didn’t came… Everyone came and sat for the lunch and after few minutes he finally came back… May be he was trying to suppress his emotions… But what about me… The rims of my eyes were still red and the atmosphere was awkward… Neel and others tried to joke and lighten up the mood and finally everything went well…. I felt like lost my appetite and I was only playing with the spaghetti… When I felt hot gaze on me I look up and saw karan was staring at me with all his attention… It’s hard to read him while he is angry… Don’t know why his eyes fills like they carry most pain that I couldn’t even imagine…
Everyone was noticing us so I smiled at him and his gaze melted.. But the pain in his eyes… why I feel it like its in my heart…
I don’t like his fickleness, its annoying… But I love it when he is gentle and see only me in the whole world… I hope I can forgive him for what he did… The reasons he gave me are just so and so… How can he do this… 😖