Note: Upgrade your browser if you can't see the images.
He Is My Master ! - Chapter 51
You are reading He Is My Master ! Chapter 51 at mangacake.
Please use the Bookmark button to get notifications about the latest chapters of He Is My Master ! next time when you come visit our manga website
Karan: in those clothes..?
He said while creasing his eyebrows.. With question mark.. And he absolutely looks edible now.. 😂 only if I could eat him…
Though I was wearing short pajama and loose t-shirt, I ended up with small dumbbells. I felt his gaze making holes in my skin but I totally ignored him and continued what I was doing… Few moments later he came to me and snatched both dumbbells from me… Throwing me up and down look he said ” if you really wanna break your arms or dis-shape your body then continue what you are doing right now..”
I lowered my head sneak a glance, basically judging if the temperature is too high.. But not he was genuinely caring. ” I never went for gyming so I don’t know how to do it.. Can you teach me.. ” I said with sweet smile.
Karan: leave..
He pointed to the door, but I pouted in my signature puppy face… And with no option he sighed..
I know everyone must be thinking why I am trying too hard to be with him. I loved him for many years and now that he is my husband how can I just give up. I’ll do my best to be loved by him. I deserve his love.
He scanned me and threw those dumbbells on the floor with loud thud. And marched out of there.. He sure loves me. He care for me but why all this drama. I really want to hug him I want to be mad at him for not coming to see me when I was sick, and not being with me when I needed him. I want to yell at him for holding other woman’s hand. I want to talk to him about what happened to me. I want him. I want him back as he was before.
Next day when karan was getting ready for office I also got ready to go with him.
Though he stared for few times at me he didn’t say anything.
He get his fancy car out of garage and was ready to go when I ran towards the car and stopped him..
Me: hubby.. Can you please drop me on your way..
I said in soft sweet voice 😉I know he can’t resist it. Though he was wearing sheds I noticed him rolling his eyes and trying to hide his smile. It makes my heart flutter like butterfly.
Me : please..
Karan : then sit..
Me: don’t you think a gentleman should open door for a lady…
Karan : take it or leave it..
He is really mean… But I am stubborn.. I stood there with crossed arms. But he didn’t came out and drove away. It breaks my heart but at least I should try to find out what happened.
I don’t know from where vishakha appeared there after few minutes when I was huffing and puffing in anger. I didn’t called her,
Vishakha : hey little bird.. Come on in..
I hopp in the car and she drove..
Me: how did you know I needed ride..
Vishakha : your husband called me..
She said raising one eyebrow and smirking devilishly. But listening “your husband” from someone else made my heart go wild and to be exact I really want to here it again and again and again.
Sitting in her office is really boring so I asked her
Me: vish can I work here..
I know she was holding in everything, she wanted to ask me about last night but thank God she is busy right now.
Vishakha : yeah sure…though I haven’t asked you about yesterday you need to fill me in with each detail okay.. By the way In which department do you want to work..?
She asked while signing few documents…
Me : well you are fantasizing too much… And give me a department where I can see “HIM” every minute..
Vishakha : are you planning something..
She asked raising her brow and giving that sexy look of her..
Me : (giggle) no… I am just.. Ammmm.. He is completely ignoring me.. So I am trying to get his attention… Do you think I am doing something over…
I was about to continue when John came in without knocking. Seeing me he got excited af… ” Nad…!” he shout out at me and jumped beside me on couch.
John : Nad… I was so afraid after seeing you like that.. I thought you wouldn’t wake up..
While saying this he almost cried. But the pride of man never let him do that… He held my hand and patted on it..
John :thank God you are fine… You know karan was so distressed he…
Vishakha cut in.. ” enough… Don’t you have to go meet party from france.. And yaahh get Nadira a position of Karan’s secretary..
(inside thought \= this wide mouth… you are calling your death upon)
It seemed like she hushed him.. That means vish knew everything from the start but she is really good at hiding… I smiled at John and let him go… After ten minutes John came in again and told me to go to HR department with a file.
After I was finished there I went back as I was about to open the door to vishakha’s cabin I heard few voices… May be vishakha, John and Matthew. They were talking but I heard my name so I halt in the place. I heard them say…
Vishakha : matt… Its really not a joke its hard for me to behave like that with her… I feel guilty.. I can’t keep it now..
Matthew : shut up… At least for karan’s sake don’t spill anything.. Besides karan didn’t let doctors check her if she undergone sexual harassment or not..
John : guys please tell me everything before I get heart attack… What’s all this.. Why don’t I know about this..
Then Matthew started to tell him about that day..
Matthew : I don’t know about karan’s personal life that much, but in that period he was busy.. Totally busy with both our businesses. There were few death threats so we all were tackling with that and demolishing that bastard maximus, and someone kidnapped nadira and when we found her she wasn’t in very good condition, karan was angry on everything and he ended up hurting her with his words, she collapsed and her head was hurt badly. Doctors needed to perform all the tests on her but karan almost burned the hospital . He didn’t let anyone touch her….he was with her for the whole time when she was unconscious and refused to leave her side….
He continued but my ears refused to here anything more… Was I… No… Was I raped or something.. And that’s why karan is keeping himself away… ‘No no no…. This cant be truth’
I told myself. I chanted inside my head ” I am all okay.. Nothing happened with me..” but nothing seems to be working.
I ran towards the washroom and locked myself in a cubicle. I cried there for I don’t know how long. I wanted to die right there. I wanted land to swallow me alive I don’t wanted to be alive anymore. After few hours of crying I lost all the strength of my body my vision was already blurred and I was unable to stand up.
After calming myself for few more minutes I stood up and went in front of mirror I washed my face for multiple times. And look at the face in the mirror. I hate myself. I hate this body I hate this face.. I want to die. As I imagine myself with another man I again broke into tears. Karan loved me so much. He took care of me whole time and here I misunderstood him for not coming to see me. I such a durt. No doubt karan don’t want me. He deserves best and here I am… I am a trash now…
Everything frustrated me even my own breathing. Because of crying my side of head where I got hit it started to pain again. And my breathing got heavier. But after few more splashes on the face I again looked at myself and left.
In vishakha’s office when I entered she was wrapping up to leave. Seeing me she walked towards me with her bag and said “let’s go.. We are going to club”
Me: umm… I am not feeling really good. I want to rest. You go I’ll take taxi.
She looked at me but I kept my head down so that she won’t see my puffy eyes.
Vishakha : okay..
I don’t know what she was feeling. But everyone around me must be feeling disgusted by me. She hired taxi and I say bye to her. In midway I ordered driver to take me to the hospital.
I went to gynecologist but don’t know how to explain doctor my situation. I was nervous but doctor herself said..
Doctor : are you not comfortable..
Me: its bot that.. Actually I don’t know how to explain this..
I was stuttering too much but she was calm with me. She didn’t only provide with physical protection but also mental soothing..
Doctor : Nadira.. Please be comfortable here. I am here to help you ok. And if you tell me everything I can help you correctly.
Me: okay….! Doctor can you please check me if I was gone in… Umm…. If I had any… I mean I had undergone sex….?
I looked at her from the corner of my eyes afraid to look in her eyes. But she was calm all the tine and attentive to my every word.
And I found comfort with her. Even if I myself feel disgusted, I will make sure if everything is okay with me..
She comforted me with her touch and said ” okay.. But you should relax.. There’s nothing wrong with it okay… Would you please come inside check up room with me..”
I nodded and followed her inside. She checked me thoroughly and then again in her cabin she said ” Nadira who told you, you had sex.. “
I didn’t replied because I thought she knew I was raped… Tears started to flow from my eyes like river I wanted to run away right now cause I know what she will say..
Doctor : look there’s nothing like that.. I mean even if you have sex its not a big deal… But the reality is you are still a ******.. And you haven’t even been touched by yourself. I think someone pulled a prank on you…
I thought I was hearing a lie a big lie… I didn’t believe her..
Me: doctor am I really pure.. Wasn’t I raped..
Doctor : what… No way.. No chance.. Someone played prank with you.. But actually this prank is not a joke.. You should stay away from the people like this who play such pranks with you.. And the truth is you are still a ******… You are too stressed about it. Just relax and go home okay..
My life is such up and down… Doctor is saying I never had anything like that.. It means I am pure I shouldn’t be disgusted by me… I am not dirty..