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I Love You, Goodbye - Chapter 22
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I just stand in the middle of this room and didn’t move not even a bit. I shouldn’t ask myself if I deserve all of this. I should stop being so pitiful and I should try hard to make myself really deserving all of this.
I start walking slowly and touch everything inside of this room. Wondering maybe I should start making something like dress for me, a pants and a necktie for Laves. I should start making some clothes right now so that I can surprise Laves when he gets home.
I continue making some dress, pants and necktie. I’m so focus, serious and concentrate in making something like this. I should avoid getting mistakes and I shouldn’t waste all this pretty cloth and fabric.
Later, someone knock on the door, I don’t know who’s this person and what is it’s intention for coming here but I just said come in without looking it’s face. The person just stand Infront of me, I lift up my face and I see Ms. Frena bringing some food.
“Young miss, even if you’re busy you shouldn’t forget your meal. You’ll make a mistake and can’t concentrate if you forget to eat. I notice you didn’t go out ever since you enter this room that’s why I thought of bringing you some food. I hope it’ll help.”
“Thank you Ms. Frena. I really appreciate it.”
I smile at her showing my gratitude to her. I didn’t expect her to be so thoughtful, they really has the same traits as their master. All of them are such a good people. After that, she leave the room immediately but she come back just to say “Good luck!! You can do it” then she leave for real.
I laugh quietly. I didn’t expect her to be like this. I thought she’s only cold but she has this cute side of her. Thank you Ms. Frena, now I’m so hype up to make this.
I still continue doing the dress, pants and necktie while eating. I’m so focus that I didn’t realize I’ve been here inside this room for a whole day. Finally, I finish making the dress, pants and necktie. It’s a good thing Ms. Frena brought Laves favorites pants to me if not, until now, I’m sure I still doesn’t finish making his pants because I’m thinking all of his measurements. Ms. Frena you really are my savior.
I turn on the lights to wear the dress I make. It really is beautiful. It’s color is white, it has two layers of fabric, it’s sleeveless, it’s on the same level as my knees and most importantly it has flowery design.
I’m blooming. I become more beautiful and I’m shining. It’s not the same when I live in Blake’s house, all I can see is myself looking ugly and glooming. I didn’t care about myself and just ignore it. I always cry, I always wish to be love by Blake, I keep losing all my confidence, I try so hard to be brave, I even keep on smiling even though it hurts and most importantly I never been happy.
I torture myself by loving Blake. What a dumb actions and a laughable situations. I want a revenge but how?? Using all Laves money to take down Blake’s company?? Make them bankrupt so that his family will live a hard life?? Killing him?? Murder him?? Or killing the person he love – Louissa??
No!! I shouldn’t done something like that. I don’t want to become worse than Blake. I should focus on my myself first, I have to recover all my confidence. With the help of Laves, I’m sure I can overcome this challenge. I finally have someone who really understand me.
Remember it Blake and to your family. Karma will hit you, not today but soon. All of you are the true definition of demon, you’re ruthless, merciless and worse than criminal. You just treat all the poor people a plaything. I can’t believe I turned blind eye to those innocent people they killed. Remembering that scene when they stab a knife in a child’s stomach while laughing, I always want to vomit.
I keep shaking right now. I should forget about that situation. Just think something else, Lyrice. Just think another!!!!
I keep walking from here to there while holding my head. I think I’m going crazy. Why did I remember it suddenly?? All this time it never pop up in my brain. I look in my left side and I saw my reflection in the mirror. The girl who shine while wearing the white dress a minute ago become so gloom and it look messy.
I step forward to the mirror then I touch my face. Asking myself “Are you just gonna stay in this house doing nothing?? You said it to yourself right?? You can’t believe you just turned a blind eye to those people who got killed for no reason. You should stop being pitiful and become strong. Do it for yourself not for others, remember that!!!.
I start combing my hair and fix myself. I keep smiling and dancing gracefully until I hear someones clapping.
“That’s a nice dress. Did you make that?? How beautiful. Do you like the room I prepared for you??”
“LAVES!!!!”
I run towards him then hug him. I’m so excited to see him.
“Yes, I like this room, everything that is inside in this room, I like them all. When did you arrive??”
I hope he didn’t see me talking to myself earlier and I hope he didn’t hear it.
“The time you start dancing, that’s the time I arrive in this room. I ask Ms. Frena where you are and she tells me you’re in this room ever since in the morning.”
“I’m sorry I didn’t go out to see you or waiting for you at the outside.”
“It’s okay I know you’re busy making something. The room is kinda mess.”
“I’ll clean this up tomorrow and by the way I made you something. Ta-da!!! Look!!! I made you a pants and a necktie. I’m not a professional that’s why it can’t be compared to your expensive pants and necktie but I still hope you’ll like it.”
He’s quiet all of a sudden. Is it bad?? I’m quite nervous.