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I Love You, Goodbye - Chapter 6
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We didn’t expect this to happen.
Marriage?? with Blake?? I’m so happy, I really am so happy. But suddenly Blake shouted.
“No!!, this can’t be true. You know I have someone I love dearly. Are you trying to ruined my relationship with the girl I love”?
“Aren’t your relationship with her already ruined?, his father replied with a smile on his face.
“Are you looking down on me?.
“No, I’m just stating a facts here”.
Blake start looking at me and said:
“Even Lyrice doesn’t want this. Are you going to force her too?”.
“Forcing someone?. Of course I don’t, cause I know that Lady Lyrice agreed this decision too. Am I right Lady Lyrice?”.
Blake looked at me again. But he’s really confused. He looked at me with a disappointed look. He must be surprised. He must be thinking that I am the person behind all of this.
I, myself doesn’t know about this decision.
“What are you talking about?, I didn’t know about this decision. Blake I don’t know too, please believe me. I’m innocent”.
“Oh, I have made a mistake, let me rephrase it. Lady Lyrice, you’ll agree about this marriage since you like my son right? And let me guess it, this must be one of your dreams too, right?”, he looked at me while grinning, it looks like he knows everything.
I can’t talked back since what he said was true. I love him that’s why I won’t hesitate or object about this decision made by Mr. Rohell and my grandpa. Blake felt betrayed by me. He didn’t expect this that I’ll agreed. He walked away, leaving his father’s office, I followed him.
“Wait, Blake. Let me explain”.
I grabbed his arm so that he’ll stop from walking then he’ll listen to me. But he pushed my hand away then start shouting at me.
“For what?, that you agreed to this because you love me?. Are you going to marry me even though I don’t have any feelings for you? Are you forcing me to love you? Hah? Get out of my sight right now or else I’ll throw you out of my house”.
He really is mad at me. I run away quickly while crying. From then on, he started to ignore me. He pretended that I don’t exist. That really breaks my heart. I tried begging to my grandpa to stop the marriage but grandpa didn’t agreed. He said that it was already decided from the moment we’re born. We’re engage when we’re just a newborn baby.
That must be the reason why he loathed me so much today. He still can’t forgive me. He thought that I was a good friend to him. If I wasn’t born, will Blake and Louissa finally get married today?
My head hurts today, it must be because I think too much. I enter my house, and change my clothes, after that I cooked then eat, and I celebrate my birthday alone today.
I am about to go to our room, and suddenly I hear someone’s car coming in to our house.
I know it right away that it’s Blake’s car, since I always hear it’s cars noise whenever he comes home. I’m so happy, I didn’t expect that Blake will go home. I don’t care if he brings Louissa here, all I want is his presence. I prepare the food that I make and clean the room quickly. He’s so slow, I finish all preparing and yet he’s still not here. I wait for him at the door.
Finally, he enter the house but he’s drunk. He comes home with his assistant so that there will be someone to assist him going home. I told assistant Yung to put Blake in the couch, then I invited him to have a dinner before he go. He feel relieved since he didn’t eat anything from afternoon until now. When I don’t see Louissa’s presence, I feel happy.
I didn’t ask assistant Yung what happened earlier when I was going home, cause I’m sure that I’ll be hurt when I fount out and I don’t know how to face it. Suddenly, Blake wants to go to our bedroom.I help him walk and assist him so that he won’t fall.
Blake suddenly stop walking when we’re in the middle of the stairs. He look at me, after that he feel disgusted seeing my face.
“Your face always disgust me. You know what, I’ve always hated you. Ever since when we we’re kids, that face of yours never change. What if you’ll die today, that’ll make me happy. You said that you love me right? And that you will follow all of my orders. Now, I order you to kill yourself, oh it’s better if I kill you myself”, he speak while grinning.
After he said that, he push me away, that’s why I loss my balance and I fall. He just keep on smiling. Seeing me falling satisfy him. He really is the worst.
While I was falling, I recall all the things he did to me. And I finally realize that he’s the reason why I’m suffering from these past 4 years. Yeah I’m stupid, idiot and a fool. I believe that I can change him, I believe that he will learn to love me and I believe that he will forgive me if I will become his wife just because I believe the words of love.
My tears are dropping, It hurts, My head hurts.
Will I die? Or I’ll survive?
If I die Blake will be finally happy and relieve but I won’t make that happen. Even if I become a ghost I will hunt you forever. I will make sure you’ll suffer just like me. I won’t forgive you.
And if I survive, I won’t tolerate anymore. I’ll make you pay. I will live a happy life if I will get another chance. So please my Lord, I’m begging you let me survive. I don’t want to die having a regrets in life.
I hate you Blake with all my heart. I want you to feel the pain hundred times. Just wait for the time to come.