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Love Line In Life - Chapter 33
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The next day was so devastating for me that it would be impossible to describe that. I got
up early in the morning at 5:00 am which was unusual for me. I took bath and heard the
shlokas of Gita to soothe my mind. I felt a little bit relaxed.
I got ready for the college, didn‟t want to eat anything. I felt like crying but
somehow managed to stop the tears from coming out in front of my friends and pretended
to smile. But I cried whenever I was alone because I was feeling as if someone had taken
away a part of my body. The pain of solitude was very devastating, even more than the
death of a loved one as one does not see the dead person again but in my case the person
whom I loved more than anything else left me and I could see the person but with
somebody else. Seeing the person you love with another is very painful. I thought of her
only and her so called boyfriend about whom she had told me on my breakup day. I
didn‟t know if it was a reality or fake. I was thinking that how a person who loved me so
much could do such thing to me. I tried to soothe my mind by convincing myself that she
had no boyfriend.
16th October was an unusual day for me. I did not expect her calls now and I was
also not going to call her. That day I wore finest of my clothes. Everyone of my class
knew about the party last night. It was a break up party, very unusual for anyone.
Everyone including the girls was very polite to me. One of my friends passed a comment
about my dress, “Sameer, What is the reason of wearing this fine dress? Last day was
your break up day and today this dress!!!”
“Now I am in search of a new girlfriend”, I uttered these words with a fake smile and
frown heart.
In the evening I was back in my hostel and cried in darkness for about half an hour. After
that I was in my bed without any food and water, had a small sleep. When I opened my
eyes, there were again tears and then I slept again. That went on for two three days. My friends Satnam and Praveen knew about my situation well. They tried to
soothe my mind. They tried hard to make me happy and were always with me in college
as well as hostel. They feared that I might harm myself in the state of depression.
But strangely my concentration in studies improved as I wanted to prove to her that I was
not a worthless chap which she had tried to made me feel on my breakup day. But every
day I missed her and cried for her. The pain of loneliness was consuming me day by day
but somehow I tried to appease my mind.
I lost everything in life. I left following all my treatments, yoga and everything
which I had done for her love. I was feeling weakness and my condition worsened day by
day as I was having sleepless nights without any food and water. I thought about her
only, the time spent with her, the promises made by her, her smile, her possessive for me,
her love for me, and her care for me.
Loneliness and rejection hurts a person very much. My life was totally devastated;
my condition worsened day by day. I gave up all the medicines and treatment which I had
been taking because of her love and started drinking frequently to soothe my mind