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Love You Or Hate You I Can't Decide BOOK 1, Season 1&2 - Chapter 134
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- Chapter 134 - “waking up”
Episode- 133 “waking up”
Alisa’s POV:
I feel numb all over my body, like it doesn’t
exist… I opened my eyes and my vision was still blur… my eyes finally fixed and I looked around the
room… I remember last thing was cutting myself and the pain I got from it… but
I am not dead, I can feel the pain,,,, why? Am I not dead…….
I noticed someone was holding my hand in his… I looked out of the window
it was dark… I looked at this person and I know it’s Edwin… his face was
resting on his other hand on the bed while he was still holding my hand while he
was sleep… he looks tired……
I move my hand from his while I
tried to sit and this made him awake in instant…. He looked at me and hugged me
tight… like I will disappear any moment … we stayed like that for few minutes… he
let me go and touched my cheeks, “You know how to cause trouble…” he looks
tired and lifeless..
I looked down, he wiped my tear and said, “You are not allowed to do
what you did… do you know how long you were sleeping… it’s been 3 days…” 3
days… I am sleeping for three days… but he himself is about to cry I can see
his tearful eyes, his voice is also weird…. And I am just staring at him
expressionlessly.
He made me look at him and said,
“Didn’t I warn you about cutting
yourself?… how dare you go against me?” he said this with hint of anger….
I don’t know why but I whispered, “Sorry”… why… I shouldn’t be sorry, he
caged me…. wasn’t he responsible for this….
He almost screamed, “Sorry?…. if I could just punch you… you would be
dead… I warn you don’t ever do this kind of stupid thing again… remember there
is a old man who will pay for it.” he was warning me but I don’t feel like it’s
a warning… but more like a plead or I am just hallucinating … about grandpa…..
yea he is right… I just tried to kill myself…. what will grandpa do if he
knows… he will break into pieces… he is already on the hospital bed because of
me and now this… how can you be just this stupid Alisa… how can I be this
selfish…
I asked Edwin , “How is grandpa?” he looked
at me with anger and then sigh. He answered, “He is fine… they discharge him
from hospital… don’t worry he did not know about your stupid action… or you
could have just attended his funeral.”
He gave me a glass of water and then called someone, maybe a doctor…. I
was in relief that he didn’t told grandpa….. I promise I will never act this stupid I have some people
who are my responsibility.
I was looking at my bandage hand, then
Edwin took my hand gently and asked with concern, “Does it hurt, little dove?”
He cares for me, maybe really cares for me…. he has emotions like others
do…. maybe some part of him is human… I whispered, “No….”
He touched my cheek and asked, “Do you feel bad?… I asked them to
bring food… do you need anything else…”
He is completely different person, who is the real Edwin?…. I said, “I
want to see grandpa.”
He played with my hair locks and said bit annoyed, “If you won’t have
didn’t did this stupidity then you might be working in your store by now… even
can visit that old man… I originally plan the punishment for 3 days… but you
stupid head made it for more….”
I asked with hope, “You mean I can work?” so, he planned scare me by
caging me for few days but I couldn’t take it… but is he in the place to play
with me… no… never…..
He nodded and said, “But not now… not
until you recover…… according to doctor
and me…” so, he was just trying to scare me by saying
he will never allow me to go out…. But maybe be he did too much… whatever… I
can finally go out after doctor tell him that I am fine…..
After doctor checkup, I finally understand
what he was saying about his and doctors approval… Doctor told me that I need
one week rest at least…. But Edwin Gray suggested I need more 2 rest…. This means I have to stay
here doing nothing for like 9 days… this sucks….. he is suddenly overprotective
I glared at him as the doctor leave…
I looked away as he directed his face to me… a maid put food in front of me…. I
have to say it’s past midnight he asked the maids to bring food at this
moments…. He is annoying
He sat in front of me and said, “Eat”
he is annoying. I am not in mood to eat… he started feeding me… I moved back at
first but then his ice cold face told me that I should listen to him….. he
wiped my lips with his fingers in
between.. this is making me feel weird in my stomach… he is annoying…..
I was just looking at him entire time…
he is surely good looking, his hairs appear smooth and perfect… he looks more
charming while feeding me… but I know this is all delusion… he is Edwin… the
same Edwin I know but maybe can be less bitter sometimes….