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Love You Or Hate You I Can't Decide BOOK 1, Season 1&2 - Chapter 149
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Episode- 148 “I can’t stop loving him”
Alisa’s
POV:
I am
embarrassed to face him after that day… but he didn’t return home either and
that made me ignore him easily… I still can’t get over the fact that I almost slept with him… I shake my head to
get rid of these thought…. What happened that day was a mistake and I hope I
won’t do it again…
It’s weekend and I have a appointment with
Ruth at 4 pm… she send me the address of the café….. I fixed my hair and walked
to open the door hoping I won’t see Edwin today…. I just can’t face him
I walked through the mansion with heavy
steps and finally made it to the car… I
let a long sigh…. I checked the phone as I as reaching the café…
I looked at Tina’s text and I smiled as I
read the text… ‘Happy Birthday my girl… let’s have a meal together, you free
right?’ she messaged me in the morning …. and today is my birthday. She is the only one
to remember it,,,, not even my parents…. Not even Edwin… why will he remember
it…. anyways I am used to it… anyways I like to be alone then I won’t have any chance of getting hurt
I was sitting in this café… waiting for
Ruth.. she choose a expensive place. After like 15 minutes of waiting I decided
to call her but she didn’t answer. is she doing this on purpose?
I decided to wait of few more minutes. She
arrived after 10 more minutes… she saw their throwing her shades on the table.
Ruth ordered for herself… she is acting like I don’t exist… I am sure she don’t remember it’s my
birthday…. But anyways I am not here for that… I am here to know what is going
on with her…
She finally said, “What?… aren’t you going
to speak?.. why did you call me?”
I sigh and then looked at her and said, “Are
you fine?”
She raised her eyebrow and laughed, “what do
you think? I am more than fine…”
I replied, “I am not talking about your looks
but are you fine…. Grandpa told me … you are not your usual self… you don’t
come out of room… you don’t talk to anyone… are you really fine?… I am
worried…”
She smirked and I can see she is acting
bold, she said, “you are boring I am
going… I will pay for the bill, since it would be out of your wallet..”
She then said, “What I am even saying?.. you
are his wife… nothing is expensive for you… he must have gave you a card of
his… are you having fun spending his money?” she looked away… but her words hurt…
I asked, “Are you like this because you still
love him?”
She looked at me on my words… I asked again,
“You still love Edwin…” her teary eyes tell me that I am right… and I somehow
hated this fact and feel bad for Ruth… I feel like criminal here..
I added, “Yes.. you love him.. that’s why you
asked him to be your fake boyfriend,.. that’s why you stick in that relation
for years… that’s why you changed in these day… you love him..”
She didn’t said anything for a while.. then
she said, “I love him… but he doesn’t… I gave up.. but I can’t stop loving him,
but chasing isn’t my style….” I couldn’t take it anymore… I got from my seat
and said, “Please take care of grandpa… mom and grandma won’t like me in that
house… so please… do me this favor…” I walked out of the café with tears in my
eyes… I hate how I am married to a person whom my sister loves… how I feel pain
about her loving him… how I am hurt because she is heartbroken…
I looked at the sky it’s already filled with
red and orange colour… the sun is about drown in night.. but I don’t want to
return… I can’t face him like that… I feel like a criminal for steal the person
whom my sister loves… and I hate the thing that she loves him… why it has to be
Edwin whom she loves … and Edwin himself loves someone… and I am here stuck in
between these things… if I was not here things would be different…
I looked at the bracelet he gave me,… I wear
it every single day along with the ring I don’t know why… I haven’t removed it from my hand after he made me wear
it… even though it means nothing to him… at last I am the one who is selfish… I
am the one who is responsible for my sisters and grandpa’s this condition… I am
so selfish… I cried out as I was walking… I just cry… what else I can do…..