Note: Upgrade your browser if you can't see the images.
Love You Or Hate You I Can't Decide BOOK 1, Season 1&2 - Chapter 269
You are reading Love You Or Hate You I Can't Decide BOOK 1, Season 1&2 Chapter 269 at mangacake.
Please use the Bookmark button to get notifications about the latest chapters of Love You Or Hate You I Can't Decide BOOK 1, Season 1&2 next time when you come visit our manga website
- Home
- All Mangas
- Love You Or Hate You I Can't Decide BOOK 1, Season 1&2
- Chapter 269 - “I am responsible for her condition”
Episode- 266 “I am responsible for her condition”
Edwin’s POV:
(3 MONTHS LATER)
It’s almost been three month since I woke
up, everything is back to normal in everyone’s life… but me….
I walk in the palace, with a bunch of
flowers … they are her favorite… I walked to our room… I closed the door behind
me. I smile as I see her, Alisa is still in coma… but she is with me, she on
the bed with all the hospital equipments, I arranged few nurses.. her mother
and my mom take care of her on the alternate days. I smile but I am hurt.. it
hurts to see her like this.. she is in this situation because of me… I walked to her and sat beside her on the bed.. I placed the flower near her. I
smiled and said, “Little dove… how was your day?” I know she won’t answer, just
like every other day.
I still smiled and said, “Well I had pretty busy day, I wanted to punch
them at one point… so I could come to you… I hope little one is not troubling
you…” I touched her face, I kissed her lips lightly.. then I kissed her belly…
I touched her forehead and said, “please talk to me… please… I say it every
day.. but you never reply..” I chuckled through tears and said, “you got good
with silent treatment…” I wiped my tear and said, “But it hurts… can’t you just
wake up and scold me…” I heard a knock on the door.. I fixed myself and said,
“come in…”
I saw mom and a female doctor. The doctor greeted me, mom said, “Edwin…
she is here for regular ultrasound… you want to stay..”
I nodded as I said, “Yes.. why not..” the
nurses assemble the machine, I got all the machines and other things needed as
I shifted Alisa here.. I need to make sure I can have a track of all of this. I
need to make sure she shows some progress in recovery..
Soon the process started, the doctor started the ultrasound. I am nervous to be honest. Soon, the doctor
turned to me and said, “Sir… everything is fine.. I see no problem in growth of
the baby….” I sigh in relief.. I turned to mom,
she smiled… she said, “I just hope Alisa will be ok soon…” something strike in
me.. I know mom feels the same as I do…..
Few days later….
I am working in my study, I check on Alisa.. she seemed to be no
different from other days….. I feel ready broken as I see her, I don’t know how
long I can go through this but seeing her like this is the last thing I ever
wanted… she is in no sense to open her eyes… to liver her life normally… she
has no sense of knowing that she is going to be a mother…. if I could have
saved her that day… this is my fault.. no matter how much I try I can’t run
from this fact… it’s haunting me…
I looked in the file again, I need to finish this… Alisa’s mom and
nurses are talking care of her…. I am glad at last, her mother is treating her
right….but I still don’t trust anyone near her… I just trust my mom, so my mom
checks on Alisa when I am not near..
I heard a knock on the door, I said,
“Come in…” I saw dad walking in, Dad is here…. he sat in front of me after passing
me the coffee.. he smiled at me. he said, “How are feeling?”
I just replied, “I am ok.. but Dad.. Dad do you need anything…” he just
smiled…… he looked at me for a wide second and said, “Don’t do this to
yourself… I know you are worried about Alisa… then just sit near her… you don’t
need to over work…”
I looked down, I can’t hide it anymore.. I
am just worried about her.. maybe if I was quick enough then the situation
would be complete different…
Dad said, “You need to think about Alisa and the child… if anything
happens to Alisa while the childbirth or she never recovers from the coma… you
need to be the one to take care of the child… even when we all hope Alisa will
return back to normal.. but we can’t trust the destiny”
I said in instant, “she will recover one day… I know she will…” Dad
nodded but I know he is worried about me. Dad smiled and said, “You need to
worry about your health too.. don’t over work.. spend time with Alisa.. like
before if it makes you happy… just don’t stress yourself… it’s not good.”
I confessed, “I want to.. but I
see her like this I can’t help but feel the guilt… she went through all this
because of me.. first Ron died because of me… and now my Alisa… I unknowingly
risk that babies life… I can’t explain what I feel… it’s really hard…” Dad pat
my back, and then said, “Life is hard but you never intentionally hurt your
love once… it’s just the test of life but we shouldn’t give up… we need to face this hard time, we
should be ready for the worst, and stay strong…” I nodded… yes, I need to stay strong.. I
deserve this pain, yea.. why I am trying to run away.. I need to face it beside
her…..