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Love You Or Hate You I Can't Decide BOOK 1, Season 1&2 - Chapter 289
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Episode- 286 “I am not going”
Alisa’s POV:
Next day,
I am getting ready for work, I was
about to leave, and today I decided to be super productive.. I walked to my
kids who were having breakfast and I
kissed both of my babies on forehead and said bye.. I kissed Edwin lightly on
the lips and said, “please drop them..
and no shopping…. No more toys…. no skipping school..” yes, I was warning him,
I don’t want him to spoil kids. Actually some part of me knows he spoil them
without thinking twice, my husband thinks it’s natural to give them whatever
they want… Edwin did helped them in between the school and some other stuff,…
and he is cool with them so Edwin can do anything for kids.. he can spoil them
too…. Like really school is important, so is teaching them what’s wrong and
right. .. they can’t just get whatever they want. I tried to tell Edwin this
but he said that Ernest and Alexis are smart and better than their whole class…
he also said that I should take care of myself since new babies are on the way,
I shouldn’t stress and all… I should be more careful and stuff, like this is my
first pregnancy… well in the end he agreed with me.. only school… and not to
skip school but I was warning them again so they won’t even think of it… well I
trust Edwin but my kids are good at manipulating their father, anyways Edwin
wanted them to be home schooled and I will not let that happen… I mean it… I
want them to be social, at least not be rude to others..
I was about to leave when Edwin grabbed my hand and said, “wife.. we
have a party to attend in the evening… its really important.. you have to come
at any cost… I need your presence…” I looked at Edwin glaring at him, god! I
hate short notice things.. I have no time.. I have lot to do.. he is looking at
me with this look so I can agree but this is making me more angry… well he
should inform me in advance, as a queen there are lot of thing I need to take
care of before attending any public meeting or events.. anyways they are boring
and doesn’t really suit my taste. There is one more reason, I promised to
myself that I will spend most of my time with kids.. I want to be a good mother
to them.. and I am not wasting this time for my kids on some stupid boring political
or business party.. my kids are important… I don’t want them to have memories
of their childhood where their mom is always busy and don’t have time for them
I don’t want that not in any cost.. so there is no way I will attend this event
or whatever it is…
I said declaring as pulled my hand away, “I am not coming…” he pulled me
on him and I was sitting on his lap, I grasped.. is he insane.. in front of
kids!, I tried to get free and I said, “Kids are here… you can’t act like that”,
does he has shame kids are watching this is inappropriate, he is a dad now of 2
kids and twins are on the way and he is acting shameless.. my glares on him are
not affecting, I know he likes teasing me and making me nervous but now only
thing he is doing now is making me angry , he smirked as my angry eyes met him, well I am kind of
embarrassed, but he is acting like this as he olds tight into my waist, pulling
me more closer, securing my moments and he hold me tighter as much as I try to
break free.. I glared at him and I said, “Edwin..” he smirked more… like this
is all joke.. what my babies are thinking.. well this is not a ideal
environment for kids… I am red but still trying to strong to my decision, this time flirting is
not working on me.. I am not going to any event or party with him…
Edwin looked at me with his deep blue eyes and with a smile and then at
boys and said, “Boys do you have problem if mom sits like this..” what
seriously?!! He can’t be serious, he is asking this kind of shameless question
our kids..… he is acting like a toddler, he should me more mature… this is
embarrassing , what should I do?.. what should I do!!.. I know my face is
getting red, not in front of kids, please give some shame to my husband.. this
is really weird for me.. I never thought I will feel this way in front of
kids.. to be honest my stomach is filled with butterflies.. but I am trying to
hold in all because I should be a good mom… love and husband are different.. at
lest we shouldn’t be this shameless in front of our kids.. please give my
husband some shame…
When I was dealing with all my shame and
butterflies, Both Ernest and Alexis said answering Edwin’s question, “No… we
don’t” I am getting red, surely these kids take after the dad. Well some time I
feel like I have been mocked my nature by giving me kids who inherit their
dad’s character till no extend…., and
in the first place I never thought Edwin will be like this in front of kids… ,
I tried to get up again, maybe Edwin and Kids are ok with me sitting on Edwin
‘s lap in front of them but I am not… I tried to get out of Edwin’s strong grip
but He pulled his hand around my waist stopping me from getting up, this man!..
please save me.. I noticed Ernest and Alexis are laughing…. These kids!,… they
totally take after their father.. totally shameless.. how I got stuck in this
family,,, god!.. the mother nature really mocked me..
I gave up on fighting at one
point and now i am still glaring at Edwin, Edwin explained not caring about me
and my red face, “this event came up out of nowhere.. but we have to attend
this party… and I don’t’ want to go alone because I will miss my wife… and it’s
really important” I sigh, this is not
how you make someone listen to your explanation or make someone agree.. god! he
is still demanding some time, but most of the time he listens to me, but
sometimes he is worst than a spoiled toddler… Edwin is really acting like a kid,
I mean grow up husband..please, don’t do this in front of kids, what they will
think about us..that there mom and dad are constantly flirting with each other,
and mom sits on dad’s lap.. well saying this is embarrassing for me…. and he
made me embarrassed and angry at the same time so I am not going… there I no
way I will agree to him after this, no not at all.. I am in total shame… my face is red in early in the morning ….
I said still being angry, “I am not going with you.. I need to be with
Kids in the evening… who will take care of them… mom is also busy.. and it
don’t feel good if we just ask mom every time to babysit them… she is not a
babysitter.. she comes here because she loved these brats..” I was really
angry.. I am mad at kids and Edwin too.. how can my kids choose their pervert
father’s side over mom…. these kids are going to get punished for this… they
should have just disagreed with Edwin…. Ernest said, “we are not brat..” I looked at
him and noticed Alexis was nodding furiously.. I sigh internally…. Well someone
needs to tell them they are.. if there was list of world’s most spoiled brats
then my kids would have their name in it… I am serious.. I love them, they are
my baby and all but… they are too much sometime.. extra…. Both father and two
son are EXTRA!
Ernest added, “Aunt Tina say’s we are
cutest…. We are not brats.. we are good kids..” ok… ok.. this is it.. I Said to
him, “Don’t speak in middle of adults and don’t listen to Aunt Tina.. she is
total mess..” Ernest just continued eating like I don’t exist.. this kid!…
like he didn’t listen my worlds.. I heard Edwin’s light chuckle… wait is he
laughing at me because I am losing an small argument to my 6 year old..
I turned to Edwin and said again, “I am
not leaving the kids alone… or near anyone…. You see them.. they need my
supervision…” he was still holding into my waist like for really long now.. and
some part of me knows he is not letting it go till I agree to him… till I agree
for the party.. but he never forces me for these this.. maybe this time this is
really important…. Should I consider it….
I was pulled out of my thought by Edwin’s voice…Edwin smiled and said, “
so you are worried about kids?…. kids?… that’s easy!….that can be handled
how about we take them with us.. it’s
actually, a family party of a business partner… I am sure, our kids won’t be a
problem…. Maybe they will mix up with their kids.. you wanted them to be
social….” I looked at him and I disagree with him… these brats will cause
problem for sure… and about social? I am
sure all the kids in the party will be spoiled like them.. I want my kids to social
with some good ordinary friends and kids of their age… I personally enjoyed my
time with my all college mates.. where no one knew I was daughter of Mr. Scott…
I learns sometime blood is not the relation of love… sometimes the friends you
make as a normal person are for lifetime, like Tina.. she is m savior.. and
anyways the rich kids I knew or saw where materialistic and fake.. I was scared
of them to me honest… so I really want my kids to have a normal life an
friends.. true friends
I said finding a reason, “Look.. if we take Ernest and Alexis then..
media well share their picture.. you know I want both of them to have a normal
life…”, well my reason is good and true, I really don’t want my kids to have
early exposure of media, well I don’t’ want to expose them to media till they
want.. if they want to be known is media when they grow up then I am fine. But
I am not letting this happen without their permission.. never.. media is the
worst than poison, I don’t want my kids
to know any of that.… Edwin smirked with
confidence, the expression told me he got this all on his finger tips, he fixed
my hair behind my ear and then said reassuring me, “Well … no media.. and I
will also ask our people to make sure no cameras… everything will as you want…
I promise I will not let a single head like if they got any of picture of our
brats..” I looked at him and took a deep breath, well I trust him. he is a good
dad so there is no way he say something without reassuring.. I know he will
prepare well… Anyways seems like he really wants me to go with him, he is ready
to tackle any reason.,, maybe it’s really important to him. well you can’t come
up with a reason in cases like this were your partner is ready to throw a
million reasons on your face, and declining your good and both baseless reason
and comes with a good solution and makes you feel more stupid.. you have to
agree at last, there is no use in pushing and pulling.. really no use… you need
to agree . he is that kind of person, no argument… Edwin is always s with a
mind blowing solution so I have to reason to say ‘no’ now.. and anyways if its’
important to him then it’s important to me… something inside me feels the needs to agree but I need to conform will my
babies be really safe well.. mother’s heart is never at rest..
I looked at the kids then at Edwin, maybe it’s safe…I turned to Edwin
and looked in his eyes and this time demanding and maybe making sure.. I asked
him again, “are you sure it’s safe? Of
kids?” he kissed my cheek and said, “I am sure.. I promise.. now is it a yes..”
I thought for a moment and then looked at the kids.. he said he will make sure
everything is safe maybe I should agree, anyways it’s about just few hours…
Alexis said, “mom I want to go to party..” I couldn’t help but smile, he
is really cute… he looks excited, yes for a 4 year old party means candies and
sweets and other stuff.. but he doesn’t know maybe my baby will get all bored,
these kids of party are really boring… I smiled internally, I can already
imagine him whining in the party to get back home..
Ernest said being smart, “I am not
interested .. but I will come to look after Alex…” I chuckled.. look after
Alex.. can he.. he is kid himself… but I am just happy that he is good big
bro.. he surely is… I didn’t need to teach him to be a big bro, he learnt all
my himself, he helps Alexis with lot of things.. I am just proud of both of my
babies…
I looked at Edwin who was looking for answer on my face, I know this
look, I sigh and said, “Ok…but you will get them ready and send me the time….
Pick me up from my boutique…. I am super busy today” he nodded and then
caressed my belly, well it’s still early I am flat, but Edwin always get
affectionate in every pregnancy and I really like him trying to be affectionate
to the baby when they are in my belly.. I found it cute.. anyways my belly is
flat, it’s just too early to show up … I just knew this just days ago that new
babies are coming but Edwin is already affectionate, and this makes me excited.. I
can sense it Edwin is more affectionate for these babies.. we haven’t told
anyone yet. Not even his side or my side of family. I think we should wait a
little but I will discuss it with Edwin first .. so I have to plan something to
tell both of our side of family.. I am sure Edwin’s mom is going to be happy…
she always happy to be near the grandkids and I know she will be happier to
know about new addition to the family but that can be seen for some other
time.. I looked at my watch and I am terribly late.. yea.. I am boss but I hate
being late…. same rules for me as staff.. well I do this because this makes me
feel like I am a normal person whom know one knows or she is not Queen.. well
at least I will work without being Queen.. that’s my point.. I know it’s weird
but I like it..
Edwin kissed me again and said, “OK..” I heard Ernest saying, “don’t
kiss too much.. it’s disgusting to watch..” suddenly I remembered we are overdoing in front of
kids. My face got red in shame.. but Edwin is unbothered.. I got up and said,
“I should go.. kids, go to school on time.. ok.. bye…” I rushed out of the
palace.. well next time I will try to avoid this embarrassing situation like
this…