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Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2 - Chapter 283
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** Episode-280 “I hurt him”**
** Celeste’s POV:**
It’s been few hours
I am sitting here on the deck of this lake. I am hugging my knees… I wiped my
tears few times but now I just don’t care.
I moved my hairs
away from my face, as I look here and there blankly.. the sun is about to set…
and I don’t know what am I thinking…
I shouldn’t have said
that him, I know whatever he said or did was right.. I am the one who stood at
the wrong corner the entire time… but I couldn’t help it…. suddenly everything
got unbearable for me… and I lashed out… I hurt the one who cares for me the
most.
I am sorry Ernest….
I want to say this
to him, but I have no guts to do this… I don’t….
My phone rang and I
noticed my phone on the table.. I stretched my hand to answer it, it’s my Dad.
I answered the call,
Dad said, “Cele…. I heard you are on vacation..”
I whispered, “Yes..”
Dad said, “it must be
hard for you to move on… but baby, life is all about chance…. Take this chance
to smile…..” tear stream down, I couldn’t help it.…
Dad sad again, “just
forget everything as a nightmare,… anyways…can you pass the phone to Prince? I
need to talk to him about something….”
I broke down into
cries, Dad panicked hearing this… he asked, “Cele… what happened? Why are you
crying like that?… baby.. talk to me…. ok, girl now I am panicking… talk to
me!”
I said in sobs,
“Dad…. I… I hurt him… today…… he brought me here to… fix myself but… I said
something awful to him… I am really a bad… bad person…. How am I going.. to…” I
cried more….
I heard Dad,
“Celeste…listen… first… stop crying. And now listen to me… give yourself and
him time…. he loves you a lot… he will not be angry on you for long… just make
yourself happy he will be happier… ok…”
I nodded and said on
the phone, “Ok… I will call you later…. Thanks gangster dad…”
I heard him, “Take
care..”
After 30 more
minutes, I walked in the house. I don’t see him…. actually I have no guts to
face him right now. I decided to get some water for me and maybe cook something
for him. but as I went in the kitchen I noticed the food… I sigh… he is
thoughtful even when he is angry…. or it’s just me who got selfish this time… I
sat there and attempted to eat the food…
The food is good but
somehow I couldn’t eat alone especially after what happened…. I remember how he
made me have every meal since the miscarriage…. I kept the food as I failed to
finish it.
I walked upstairs
and I noticed the room is empty…. I stood at the door of the room and just
tried to find a way to make everything ok.
I got in the room, and looked around since I
didn’t see much when he was showing me around earlier. I walked to the huge
window as I see a figure running on the beach under the street light.
Ernest is running at
this hour, he must be really hurt and angry. I let a deep exhale… I messed up
things… really messed up.
Even when we fight
he never leaves me alone for whole day, he finds a way to contact me or talk to
me…. he keeps his anger aside… but this time… things are different… I don’t
know how will I fix this or even say sorry.
I got in the bed
curling in the comforter thinking to myself.. what can I do to fix this. will
he ever talk to me like before… will it be ever be same as before…. I cried to
myself.
I see no answer and
no path… and somehow I could not forgive myself for being ignorant in case of
the baby, only if went to the doctor that day then.. it might be still with us…
I am so messed up right now…. I keep making stupid mistakes every time and I
don’t know how to answer.