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Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2 - Chapter 399
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Episode-395
Evelyn’s
POV:
Logan said, “Is it new way to take revenge on
your ex?”
He said this hatefully. I looked at him with wide eyes, I said,
“You… are saying bullsh*t!” he can’t remember, or does he remember?
Logan said, “I saw our
pictures….. we looked like we were dating…. but.. looks like we broke up….
maybe you can’t deal with it.. so you are causing drama… let’s be professional,
Princess…”
I slapped him, I
couldn’t help on his bulls*it…
His face was frozen
for a second, I mocked, “You.. think you broke up with me… I dumped your a**
…..you were licking my shoe to date me.. now look at you, just because you
forgot everything, you are thinking yourself as great….”
He turned to me
stunned, I said again, “I dumped you… not you….”
He asked stunned, “Why?”
I scoffed and said,
“ask yourself…. now get off… I don’t feel good….”
I pushed him, He
looks like he is thinking too much…
Logan grabbed my face
and kissed me, I was stunned. I tried to push him off, he was away from me. But
I went to slap him in anger. But he grabbed my hand and pinned me against the
wall, I just want to beat the sh*t out of him…
He said, “You are
telling me Evelyn… each and everything… I hate this feeling… I hate that I feel
you missing… I don’t even know you properly at this point..I want to know
answers…. I want to know reasons….”
I looked at him as
tears gathered in my eyes, How dare he?…
He added, “for some
reason I want to see you often…. why?”
I looked away hiding
my tears, I felt his hand loosening around my wrist. I overpowered him and
pushed him. I just said, “Logan… I just don’t want to see you….”
I opened the door for
him, I whispered, “get out of this door and my life….” He looks at me
hesitant….
He sigh and walked
out. I closed the door, letting my tears flood my cheeks…
hours later,
I rested my head
against Dad’s shoulder, I am sitting in his office. I just wanted to talk. Dad
sat here silent letting me speak. I said, “I… am so angry… so angry… that I
won’t even flinch to kill hundreds…”
I asked, “Dad… why
love hurts so much?….”
Dad asked instead,
“You miss him or want to get back with him…. it depends on your answer”
I said, “neither…. I
don’t miss him that much to die, neither I want to go back to him… forgiving
him just because he don’t remember will be putting my worth down…”
Dad said, “Exactly… I
don’t even need to teach you, you are smart…”
I whispered, “He made me realize…. He thinks of himself too
much, like him is superior than anyone… he makes himself hero or victimizes
himself in his part of story…”
Dad asked, “Something
happened?” He questioned on my detailed words.
I said, “I will only
tell if you promise not to go after HIM, I don’t want Logan to dig in
further..”
Dad sigh, he said, “….
you are misusing my concern…. but Ok.. I promise…”
I said, “He.. came to
me asking why I look at him hateful… I beat him up and told him not to show his
face again…”
Dad said stern, “Perfect…”
I internally scoffed
on how much Dad hates Logan, Dad is simply worried about me….. I have to admit…
I am his weakness… Dad will throw away the Throne for me… I know it very well…
but NOW I understand why Dad dislikes Logan… his problem is he himself, he
thinks of himself in every situation…. his pain is important not mine, that’s
why he said he would hurt brother again, and got offended when I just spoke
about his sister…. he is selfish……
I said, “He came to
me again… I canceled the shoot because I saw him, I couldn’t handle to see
him…. but he came to me saying I am doing this as revenge on ex…. he apparently
saw pictures of me and him…. and assumed… He dumped me and I am doing that for
attention….”
Dad said, “He
deserves a slap…”
I whispered, “I did slap…” Dad nod and said, “Perfect…”
I added, “He thought
of himself as the one to lead… he thought I made a mistake or he got bored of
me… resulting in breakup… He only thinks of himself, Dad… I can’t see future
with him, it’s all dark all of sudden…..”
Dad stayed silent, I
whispered, “I… should have listen to all of you…. it was me… it was me who made
mistake…”
Dad said, “it’s not
your fault… Baby Cherry is not wrong..she has been wronged… there is
difference…. You are too nice, my child…. too good for this selfish world….”
I smiled through
tears, Dad said, “When I first saw you, had your tiny figure in my hand…. I
knew I need to protect you from
everyone… I knew I need to save this child from the world… But looking at your
kind heart… I think I could have taught you some evil in me too…”
I chuckled, I said, “You taught me well dad… you protected me
well, you even taught me to protect myself… I am glad I have you as my Dad… I
am the luckiest princess in the world…”
Logan’s POV:
I grabbed my head as this blur memory flashed,
I don’t know what to feel about all of this and now this piece of puzzled
memory…
I said to Mr. Raven, “Take me to the hospital…”
hours later,
I sat in front of doctor, Doctor said, “Don’t stress Mr. Knight… it’s not good for you..”
I snapped frustrated, “It’s easy for you to say… but… This
confusion and this blur memories.. they are not even memories, they are just
fragments.. I hate this… I want to be normal.”
The Doctor tried to
relax me… But his words and actions are really annoying me, frustrating me… the
anxiety of not knowing anything but still feeling the part missing is worst… It
feels so helpless… but when I look at her, I realize I will regret her hate… I
will regret her tears….
I looked at the Doctor
and said, “Just tell me!.. what is going on?.. I don’t care of your ethics or
rules… I know you will wait to explain this to my family, but right now.. I
just want truth… is this curable? ”
The Doctor looks like he was debating with himself… He said,
“Fine…”
In few minutes he
showed me my previous brain scan… The Doctor said, “Mr. Knight… so.. the damage
is in this part, although it is healing quite fine… but… there is some matter
to worry about your past memories… The damage is not permanent… but rather your
memories will stay blur or never come to you complete…”
I felt, empty….
weird… this helplessness took the rights of mine to process.
I said, “Any treatment or therapy?.. I need to know all of my
past….”
The Doctor said, “You
need time and to relax….I will be honest, there are really minor chances of you
recovering your memory, but… don’t stress yourself in it… it can cause the
condition to worst… like the tiny fragment of your past memory won’t come
unlike now…. so don’t stress, and plus, boy, don’t lose present in past… you
still have the present… we can’t change much of the past either…”