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Mafia's Love - Chapter 25
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Alexander didn’t know what to do exactly to bring Sapphire back. But he was determined to do anything for her. He was burning constantly in regret. Four months passed by. Alexander thought when he would get to meet her angel, talk to her looking at her eyes, even if it’s for once. “Mr. Rodriguez, after the therapeutic treatment of these months, I believe that Sapphire’s condition developed a bit. She recovered from amnesia, both retrograde and psychogenic. That means all her memories are placed in the right order in the brain.” Dr. Nethrabathi informed Alexander about Sapphire.
Alexander’s eyes glistened with hope, a new felicity. He couldn’t help but smile thinking that his angel was going to be alright.
Observing Alexander being infused with new hope, Dr. Nethrabati said, “But this good news came with a bad one. Her amnesia is gone, but her PTSD has taken a very critical form. As she remembers all her memories now. Her anxiety, depression level have increased. It will take her time to recover from this. We have to be patient. Because if she gets frequent nightmares or panic attacks now, it will be fatal. Even it can lead her to self-destruction like suicidal attempts.”
“What to do now? Still can’t I meet her? Alexander queried.
“You may, but you have to be careful every time you are with her because she is vulnerable. You have to behave in such a way, so that her fear for you fades or decreases. You can’t act according to your instinct anymore. You have to make her believe that she is safe around you and you are not any harm to her.” Dr. Nethrabathi explained. “Hmm.” Alexander hummed in response. His mind was occupied with how he would meet her after causing her so much pain. How will I meet her, face her?
Will she want to see me?
What will be her reaction after seeing me?
Lastly, will she ever forgive me for what I have done? What will happen if she never forgives me?
If she never wants to see me?
He thought.
His mind was in turmoil with so many questions, thoughts.
At that time of the day, Sapphire walked around the garden. Alexander decided to go there to see her. He saw Sapphire was sitting on a stool, looking far away. A butterfly sat flying on her head. But she didn’t notice it. Alexander didn’t want to disturb her, so he left from there letting her stay there.
Alexander was restless inside. He wanted to meet Sapphire, face to face, to hear her voice, talk to her, and hold her.
He entered her room after she returned from the garden. She was sitting on the couch, looking outside of the window.
Sensing someone’s presence, she turned her head. When her eyes casted on him, they widened in shock. Her breath was caught in her throat in fear. Her face paled. Clenching both jaws together, she squeezed her eyes shut. It was like, she was trying her best to forget something very dolorous. She opened her eyes and let out a deep breath. Her eyes were looking at Alexander in a ‘Why are you here after ruining me?’ questioning stare. She wrapped her arms around herself and then again looked outside, ignoring Alexander’s presence .
For Alexander, it was a long-anticipated moment. To meet Sapphire. But when he was here, right with her, he couldn’t comprehend what to say or how to say. He slowly approached her.
“How are you, angel?” he started.
“Not dead yet. Why are you here?” Sapphire replied coldly.
“I just came here to see you, ” Alexander stated genuinely.
“To see my misery? After ruining me? I thought you were done with me the day you took my everything.” Sapphire retorted.
Alexander was silent for a long time.
“It was my mistake; I want to fix everything now. I want to do amends.” Alexander said.
“So easily told. You can say easily and act like nothing has happened. But whenever I close my eyes, I remember, when I see you before my eyes, they become evident, the memories. How will you amend these? What will you do to do amends?” She threw a challenge at him in a shaky tone. Her voice became heavy.
“Anything. I will do anything.” Alexander avowed. His face was holding a very determined expression.
But Sapphire couldn’t believe his words or expression, after experiencing his most ferocious animal side. Her mind was in an internal war.
“Really?” Sapphire then stood up, taking a vase from the table threw it on the floor. Instantly the vase was shattered into pieces.
Alexander frowned and gave her a look full of questions and confusion.
“You want to make amends. Huh?” Sapphire laughed rhetorically. “Fix this broken vase, then I will believe.” Alexander was shocked at her statement. But he was silent, as he didn’t have any proper word to tell her in response. To her, his words were valueless. She didn’t believe him. He sensed her pain in her shaky voice. She was holding back the tears which were threatening to fall.
“Do you really want to fix everything?” Sapphire asked, confirming if the devil before her disguise of a person was serious or it was any merciless mockery at her agony.
“Yes. I want to fix everything and get you back.” Alexander said, holding her hand. Sapphire tried to pull her hand back to herself immediately like any loathsome creature had touched her. Alexander didn’t let her go. Sapphire did not miss the hurt that flashed in his eyes at her rejection.
“Don’t you ever touch me again!” She took few steps back, letting out a cry. Fat tears were falling from her eyes. Her body started to tremble a bit. All Alexander could see in her eyes were pain, anguish, and fear for him. Alexander let her go immediately. Sapphire instantly distanced herself from him.
His heart sank to see that fear in her eyes. He made her like this. She was scared of his touch.
She was not only love of his life, she was his lifesaver too. But he made her like that.
“W-w-what had I ever d-done to you? W-why did you do this to me?” Sapphire said nearly in an inaudible cracking voice looking at the ground.
Alexander decided to face her, answer all her questions, to tell her how much she really meant to him, how much he loved her and the life he was living was also saved by her.
He walked towards Sapphire.
“Nooo! Stand back there! Don’t come near me. Please!” She begged cringing her body.
His step halted seeing her pain.
The bastard might take you, but don’t worry I am gonna **** you like the ***** you really are.
It feels great to **** you, you are so tight, babe. Be my ***** from today.
Those memories flashed before her again. Suddenly he noticed her eyes were dropping, she was gasping for air. Clasping her chest, she tried to suck air but didn’t get any. Her eyes were closing, and darkness was enveloping her.
Alexander understood that she was having a panic attack. He hurriedly wrapped her fragile body with his strong arms before it landed on the hard floor and sat down on floor. When he held her so many days later, he felt that she lost a great amount of weight and became so skinny.
He placed her head on his chest. He was stroking his hair and rubbing her back soothingly.
“Y-y-ou a-a-are a d-dev-i-il.” Sapphire chocked.
“I know. Now breathe angel.” He kissed her forehead from time to time as he was cooing sweet words to her ear. But it didn’t seem to work. She was still shaking and choking for air. His shirt got wet with her constant tear fall.
But Alexander was soothing her patiently. He stroked her hair and began to rock her back and forth placing her on his lap.
“Calm down. Calm down, angel.” he cooed.
After a long time, she fell asleep on his lap, placing her head on his chest. Feeling contented, Alexander stood up with her. Carrying her in a bridal style, he gently laid her on the bed.
Her eyes were closed, but her face was restless, clearly showing the pain inside her. She became a lot skinny.
But even at this state, he couldn’t cast her eyes off her, her face, her body. She was still the most beautiful girl to him, both inside and out. To him, she was the only one who could take his breath away. His desire for her was intractable, impetuous. He wanted to take her again and again, with love. He wanted to fill her with love and care
His desire for her was intractable, impetuous. He wanted to take her again and again, with love. He wanted to fill her with love and care this time. Make her forget about all the pains she had, pains that he has given her.
His longing for her intensified more. Planting a kiss on her, he covered her body with the duvet. Then he left the room. He knew if he stood there anymore, he wouldn’t be able to control himself.
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“It hurts. Leave me. It really hurts. Please leave me.” she cried.
“Why should I leave you, little mutt? Let me do it, I will let you eat food today.” He said choking her with one hand.
She was gasping for air; tears were trickling down from her eyes. Her face became blue.
Then he let go of her neck. Clutching her neck she coughed hard and sucked air like a starveling. Then suddenly she let out a scream. He ****** violently with his fingers deep inside her.
“Please, let me go! Please, uncle. It hurts a lot!” she cried, hiccupped hard.
“See you, pathetic bitch. I only entered two fingers of mine, what will happen when I will ****** entire thick **** of mine inside your little *****? Ohh. Let me guess, it will tear into two pieces?” He laughed thrusting his middle finger deeper inside her, and she screamed in pure agony. He pulled out his fingers. Her small body of eleven years was not able to tolerate such tortures.
He slapped her cheek hard. She fell on the floor. He stood her up pulling her hair.
He slapped again and she fell on the floor. Then he kicked her in her stomach. She cried out in pain.
“Shh. If you let out a little bit of sound, I will cut your tongue. Do you know why still I am with your mother? She is a fucking *****, wherever sees a ****, spreads her damn legs.”
He pulled her hair harshly, “Because she has a daughter like you. I think of you whenever I f*ck your mother, it’s a shame you are just a brat. Even your breasts are not a bit developed. Don’t worry I am with your mother until you grow up a bit. I will be the one pop your cherry.” He said touching her flat chest. She felt disgusted. Her eyes were widened in horror at his statement.
He again entered his two big fat fingers into her tiny core and began giving brutal thrusts.
“Please! Leave me. Please! It hurts. Aaaaaaaaaaahhh!” she shrieked in immense pain .
He let go in irritation and pushed her on the floor. “How many times I have said not to scream, bitch?! Your ***** is way too small; it can’t even adjust my whole finger. How will it take my whole ****? You are so frustrating!” Yelling he began kicking her stomach, chest, shoulder. Her body was blue all over.
She stood up and then started running. He was running after her. She ran faster and bumped into somebody in the dark night.
“Please, save me.” She begged him.
“Sweetheart, so naive of you. Have you thought that I will save you?” He said to her ear.
“You are a pathetic bitch, a *****. I will **** you like the ***** you really are.” Her eyes widened hearing this familiar dialogue.
Suddenly the place filled with light. She looked at the person in pure dread. It was Alexander.
She tried to run. But he grabbed her.
“I won’t let you go, *****. Ha ha ha.” He said fisting her hair.
“Nooooooooo! N-n-n-n-ot a-a-again!”
Sapphire jolted awake from sleep with a scream. Her body was sweating profusely. Her head was paining. Her eyes roamed at her surroundings. She felt relieved learning that it was a nightmare, not reality. She was alone in her room.
Her nightmare was continuously hunting her. She entered the bathroom.
She washed her sweaty face splashing cool water. She stood in front of the mirror. She saw the reflection of a girl. The reflection almost looked like Sapphire but it wasn’t exactly Sapphire. Her skin was deadly pale. Huge eye bags formed under her eyes. She was just a skin and bone. Even her facial bones also jut out. Her long hairs were rough and frizzy. Her eyes were empty and dull. Lips were chapped.
She was looking like a lonely, orphan, homeless, beggar girl.
Yes, they are right. I am pathetic.
Everyone treated me like shit.
Even my mother.
My father left me.
The person claimed to love me, he raped me, accused me of being a *****.
I am the real pathetic one.
Everyone wanted my body, nothing else.
She let out a scream. She took the glass bottle of a body wash and threw it towards the mirror. It shattered into thousands of pieces.
Fisting her hair, she was pulling them like a possessed, crazy person.
It was too painful for her to even breathe. She felt like destroying her pathetic life. An immense urge to harm herself possessed her.
Picking a sharp piece of mirror glass, she began cutting her skin. She made so many cuts on her both arms, hands, feet. Blood started to ooze out tearing her skin. But she couldn’t feel any pain. Her sense of pain became numb.
The floor where she was sat, got wet with the blood dripping from her cuts of hands and feet.
Thinking to end her life, she brought the sharp glass close to her wrist with her shaky hand.
In the meantime, the door burst opened and a strong hand prevented her hand from slitting her wrist. Sapphire turned to look who it was.
It was Alexander. His eyes were blazing with fury. He tried to take the glass from her hand while holding her other arm in his vice grip. Sapphire winced in pain but didn’t let go of the mirror piece from her hand, still tried to cut her wrist.
Suddenly, she bit his hand and Alexander released her hand in pain. She again tried to cut her wrist, and then Alexander lost all his reasoning and to save her life from herself, slapped her hard in her face. She fell on the ground unconscious with the force of his slap. Alexander then carried her into her room and gently put her on the bed. Removing her bloody, torn shirt, he cleaned her cuts and then bandaged them after applying medicine. Then put a new cloth on her body. What will I do?
Is she broken beyond repair?
I never could realize the depth of what he had lost. But now he understood.
He lost the most precious gem.
the girl lying on the bed is more like dead only breathing was on . she was a shell of old sapphire . abe let out a sigh .
But you have promised to fix her , heal her and get her everything . stick to your words Alexander . You can do it , after all you are responsible for it all .
his determination and conscience both hit him
whatever I have done , I will fix it . I will heal her at any cost . She is my most precious gem .