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Mafia's Love - Chapter 31
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Third Person’s POV:
She looked at him but didn’t say anything. She weakly shook her head in negative and looked at another direction from Alexander.
He cupped her face and softly made her look at him.
“What’s the matter? Tell me, angel.” He told her. “Nothing at all. I am happy, really.” She said, trying to smile but couldn’t. Her smile didn’t reach her eyes, she failed utterly.
“I am happy.” She whispered, a lone tear slipped from her eyes.
Then it hit him that something was definitely wrong with her. He crinkled his eyebrows. He felt puzzled, why she was crying. Wasn’t she a bit happy?! He wondered.
“What’s wrong, baby? Why are you crying then?” He softly asked, cupping her face, rubbing her shoulder. The sobs she was holding back, she burst into them.
“Because, I miss him so much, badly. It hurts so much.” She sobbed, clutching his arm.
I miss him so much, badly. It hurts so much.
Hearing these, his soft facial expression immediately turned sour. He felt extreme jealousy. He clenched his jaw and felt angry about how she missed another man when he did so much for her today. He narrowed his eyes and glared hard. But Sapphire didn’t see her face, she kept crying on his arms.
How can she miss another man today when I did so much for her? She is not allowed to think about another person but me. Was she thinking about her ex-boyfriend again?
He thought.
He wanted to yell at her but he composed himself when he again saw her tears.
Damn! I hate her tears. He cursed.
He kept his voice as calm he could and queried,
“Whom are you missing?” His voice was dangerously calm.
She sobbed vigorously and whispered, “M-my d-daddy.”
Instantly Alexander felt shame, how could he always reach to a conclusion without knowing the whole story. She was crying thinking about her father, and sought consolation in him, while he thought that she was thinking about another male. He felt so jealous that he wanted to yell at her.
I am a real duchebag. I am the worst.
He thought.
He pulled her to his chest and ran his fingers through her silky locks while she was crying.
“Y-you k-know i-it hu-hurts s-so much, I r-remember d-dad. H-he too i-is a bad g-guy. He l-left me forever.” She stuttered in her sobs.
Then she pulled herself away from him and looked at him with teary eyes.
“Why does everyone leave me? Do you know? Why nobody loves me?” She asked him like a lost, abandoned kid in her trembling voice.
Alexander felt a sharp pain in his chest, seeing her like this.
I can’t even imagine what my angel has gone through in her whole life. She was hurt so much.
He hugged her tightly and then released her.
“I love you, more than myself.” He told her. She blinked numerous times then her eyes widened when she registered his words.
“R-really?” But you-” She couldn’t finish what she wanted to tell; he cupped her jaw and kissed her pouring all his passion and love. He wanted to make her understand how precious she was to him, how valuable she was and how much he loved her.
He entered his tongue inside her mouth and roamed every corner of it. Their tongues danced together. Alexander kissed her with love and need. This need was to make her understand her worth, her preciousness. It was nothing out of carnal need. But when a dominant male like him takes the charge of kissing, it leaves his partner breathless. Moreover, she was like an irresistible drug to him. He let her go when she was breathless and panting. He licked her tears from her cheek and kissed her nose.
He lifted her on his lap and began showering his feathery kisses on her neck. He left trails of kisses on her neck and moved towards her collar bone. He kissed and slightly nibbled.
He slowly undid her shirt buttons and opened her top from the front. Then caressed her swelling spot of beautiful bra clad breasts.
Sapphire’s body shook in pleasure and shock. He caressed her breasts with her bra on. He passionately kissed her lips again and softly squeezed her breasts. A soft moan escaped her mouth. Her fingers ran through his locks and she tugged them lightly closing her eyes shut.
Then suddenly Alexander stopped.
I shouldn’t do this with her. She is sad, I should console her not do these with her. She might regret this later. I don’t want to take her in her vulnerable state. I will take her when she will be willing to give herself to me. If I don’t stop now, I won’t be able to stop myself later. Because when it comes to her, I lose all my strength to control myself.
He thought.
He buttoned her shirt. Then he kissed her forehead and let her go. She suddenly felt the lack of his warmth. She looked at him confused. She felt lonely that he left her.
Again tears welled up in her eyes. With her palms, she wiped her eyes.
“I know, I know you don’t love me too. You just say. You too think I am a trouble.” Saying this, she got up and ran out of her room.
Alexander listened to her and his eyes went wide when he realized what she said. He ran after her and grabbed her near the living room.
He grabbed her wrist tightly and stopped her. She tried to get away but he tightened his grip, she slightly winced from the pain.
He immediately loosened his grip so she doesn’t get pain but not too loose so she could get away again. He made her sit on a couch and he hovered over her, straddling her waist so that she can’t move or run. “Look at me, ” Alexander said sternly.
She didn’t look rather kept on continuing her futile attempt to get away from his huge weight.
“I said look at my eyes.” He growled.
Lowering his eyebrows, he squinted his eyes at her. He clenched his fist and his nose flared. His eyes were full of anger.
Sapphire couldn’t help looking into his eyes. He looked so intimidating. She looked at him with her scared teary eyes.
“Still? Do you still think that I don’t love you enough? And do you think I see you as a trouble?!” He shouted at her. She flinched. This time he seemed to notice how frightened she actually was. She was shaking a bit. This made him softened a bit.
“Why can’t you believe me? Why can’t you see that I am trying? I know I have done an unforgivable mistake. But I love you. Will you believe me if I hand you my own heart tearing from my ribcage? Huh?” He said, his voice sounded a bit broken.
Sapphire couldn’t comprehend what to say. She blinked and let her tears fall.
Seeing her silence, Alexander’s heart filled with dejection and hopelessness. He tore his gaze from her and stared another direction letting out a sad laugh.
“I guess you will never believe my words even if I die for you.” He sounded so defeated saying this. So broken, so lost. He sounded like crying.
Sapphire was shocked to see him like this. She froze at her spot, raising her brows.
This man was ruthless, cruel.
Then why did he sound so weak?!
Because love made him like this vulnerable. Even the most ruthless Alexander Rodriguez couldn’t avoid the vulnerabilities of falling in love.
The only thing left for her to see was his tears. Because hard, stone men like Alexander don’t cry. Suddenly Sapphire hugged him clutching his shirt with one hand tightly. Wrapping him with her other hand she buried her head on his chest.
“N-no. N-n-o. No. I-I d-do b-believe y-you. D- don’t say you will die too. D-don’t you say that you will die too. Please.” Hugging him she cried. His shirt got wet from her salty tears.
Alexander was utterly shocked. He questioned in his mind if he was hearing correctly. He felt utter happiness. She believed him.
A huge smile formed in his lips and he hugged her back very tightly. He never felt this happy in his life. She believed him even after what he did to her. This girl’s heart was indeed pure and so big.
He hugged her tightly feeling like if he let her go she might vanish or disappear.
“I-I can’t breathe, ” Sapphire spoke.
“I will never leave you. It’s my promise to you.” He said and loosened his hands a bit.
“And also remember that I won’t let you go ever either.” He added.
Then he kissed her forehead. To his utter surprise, Sapphire cupped his face and planted a kiss on his lips.
This was the first time she initiated any intimate moment with him.
“I really do believe you now, even after what you have done to me. I have given you a chance. But don’t expect me to love you now. It’s not easy for me to love you when you did something like that with me. If I say it will take time for me to feel for you will you wait for me? Because I may forgive you but I can’t love you right now. Will you wait for the time to come?” She said whispering. All the whole time she had been hugging him, placing her head on his chest. Alexander’s heart beat loudly. She could hear very clearly.
He made her look at him and said, “I will wait for you forever.” His eyes were filled with love and admiration for her.
She smiled at him.
He pulled her in a kiss and soon it turned out to be a heated make out session. They both let go of each other when they were out of breath.
“Let’s go somewhere with me, ” Alexander said to her smiling, rubbing her back.
“Where?” She asked him.
“You will see yourself, tigress.” He said planting a kiss on her lips. He took her hand on his and both got into a car.
He started driving and said, “You said you believe me. If it’s true will you please close your eyes until we reach and open when I will tell you to? It won’t be long I promise.”
Sapphire felt confused but still closed her eyes. Alexander was driving swiftly.
After about an hour, he stopped and opened the car door for her and got her out.
“Don’t open your eyes yet.” He said and took her somewhere walking.
“Now look.” He said. Sapphire opened her eyes and her eyes welled up with tears.
“You said you missed him. I think he will give you blessings as it’s your birthday today, angel.” He said. “Thank you, Alexander.” She said smiling and hugged him.
“Talk to him.” He said and gave her privacy as he walked from there.
Sapphire stood there for five minutes as he walked away.
She sat in front of her father’s grave.
“Hey, dad. How are you? You know I was missing you today, badly. It’s my birthday. You and me couldn’t go to amusement park neither you bought me any cotton candy this year.
Dad, you may don’t know but I felt so alone today. Mom never loved me, you were always there, why did you leave too?” She wiped her tears.
“Dad, forgive me today, I couldn’t bring any flower for you. Do you know who that man was? He is somebody who claims to love me. But he hurt me a lot. Most surprisingly, he is the one who is healing me. All my scars of past and present. Dad, I don’t know why I believe him. It feels like he is attached with my existence. I want to give him a chance. He may not be a perfect man but he loves me. But I feel scared, dad. Very scared. Everyone leaves me. You did too. Will it be okay for me if I believe him and give him a chance? He is trying his best. Dad, give me your blessing.”
Sapphire walked from there and saw Alexander was standing a few feet away.
“Finished talking with your father?” He smiled at hers.
“Yeah.” She replied.
“Then let’s go.”
They got inside the car. Alexander started his car engine while Sapphire pulled him towards her and kissed his lips.
Alexander gasped in surprise. She kissed him twice this day. “
What are you looking at? Now drive.” Sapphire said trying to act nonchalant to hide her embarrassment.
“Angel, don’t ignite the fire that you won’t be able to put out with a single blow, ” Alexander said smirking while his eyes darkened with sudden lust.
sapphire gulped when she understood what he meant and her cheeks became crimson in embarrassment she quickly looked outside the car window .
It was evening when they reached mansion .