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Man Of Probabilities - Chapter 45
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Suzuki Kazuya’s POV
This month feels like a rollercoaster ride after all the things that happened and a lot of secrets revealed.
The question that I have been asking since I was young has been finally answered when I figured out the tragic story of my real parents.
I was never an unwanted child. I was never abandoned, it is just a cruel fate that I end up alone.
Now that I think about it, I have a strange memory when I was a kid, it was during the time after my foster parents died. One night I was having a high fever when I heard the sound of the old telephone ring which wasn’t used for a very long time.
“*cough*hel-lo*cough*” I spoke while holding myself from coughing.
“Are you okay? Are you sick?” said the voice of a young man from the other side.
“Who are you? How did you know this number? *cough*”
“I’m your–” he stopped speaking as if he is afraid to tell me his name.
“Is that you dad?” Because I was suffering from a very high fever that night, I got a little delusional and started to assume.
“Kazuya… I… I’m sorry sorry. I–” his voice trembled and I can imagine that he is crying.
“It’s okay dad. *cough* I know what you feel. I missed you too. I miss you and mom everyday.” I said while thinking that maybe it was a call from heaven and it was the least they can do to make me feel better at a time like this.
“I promise, I promise that I will go to you tomorrow morning. Just wait for me.” His words make me feel happy and sad at that time thinking that it will be impossible but because if my childish beliefs, I forced myself to believe him and so I answered to him.
“I’ll be waiting…always…” and then I hung up before I collapsed.
After I recovered from my fever, I always end up wondering if the call I got that night was really from my dead adoptive father or from someone else but if it is really somebody else, then why did he never came to visit me just like how he promised?
Now I understand why, that call I got was from my real father. It was our first and last conversation and it tears me up inside thinking that I could have meet him the following day if only he didn’t die.
Amemori Makinohana, dad, I hope that you are happy now wherever you are. Please know that I never blamed you for being abandoned nor accused you for making my mom kill herself. You should forgive yourself a long time ago. I promise that I will grow up and live my life with no regrets and aim for a happy ending that you and mom didn’t get. I promise that I will take care of Naoyuki and show him that I can love him more than you loved him. Rest assured that I will take care of everything.
And now that the month of April is on its final day, the time to celebrate Yuki’s birthday came.
I wanted to surprise him for his birthday and so I wake up early and bought his favorite cake full of strawberries and a bouquet of blue roses.
Luckily, today is weekend so I don’t have any classes to attend and I already asked a leave from my part-time job ahead yesterday and Yuki also didn’t plan to open his clinic for today and so I happily goes to his place to surprise him.
While still holding the cake and the flowers, I manage to knock and call his name but he didn’t answer so I slowly opens the door to check if he is still sleeping.
It’s strange to see him still sleeping especially when it is already 10 in the morning. I walk straight to the kitchen to place the cake in the dining table before walking around the house to check if he is drinking all night like he always do whenever he feel stressed but thankfully, there is no evidence that he drunk last night.
The question now is why is he still sleeping? Did he work all night? I stand by the bedroom door as I watch him sleep peacefully in his soft bed.
I silently walk closer and sit beside him to take a closer look at his sleeping face.
His hair that have grown more since the first time I met him are in a messy state right now, a disaster bed hair indeed.
His eyelashes that are longer than mine which I haven’t given any attention since I am just always looking through the depth his deep blue eyes, now I understand why I always feel that he is very cute despite his age, maybe it is because of his lashes.
His mole underneath his left eye that only makes him more attractive.
His nose that twitch at some point whenever he is thinking about something serious, maybe he is having a serious dream now.
His thin sensual lips which are now pressed firmly together, I can still remember the soft and sweet sensation every time I kissed him.
Unconsciously, my body moves on its own after looking through every detail of his face, my face swiftly moves close to his until my lips reaches his lips.
“Good morning kiss?” He speaks after I move my lips away.
“Yuki, ahhh good morning!!!” I greet him out of surprise.
“What’s bring you here so early in the morning?” he sits up and his hair looks worse that I imagined earlier.
“I wanted to surprise you by being the first person greeting you today. Happy birthday Yuki!” I reach for the bouquet of flowers I have brought for him.
“Thank you, I’m so happy to spend my special day with you but you know, you don’t have to do anything, you don’t have to surprise me because I already know yesterday the probability of you surprising me today hahaha.”
“Ohh I forgot about that. But I’m glad that I still made you laugh.”
“Having you with me is enough. Thank you Kazuya. I love you.” He kisses me in the cheek and it surprise me.
“By the way, I bought a cake for you, it is in the kitchen.”
“Let’s eat it together later, but first I think I have to take a bath.”
“Then I will be preparing a meal for us while waiting.”
“Okay, I’ll take my time then.” He walks out of the room leaving me still in daze with his surprise kiss.
When will I get used to the sweetness that he only shows to me whenever we are alone together? It just feels like I am a very lucky person and I always feel like I am in the clouds when I am with him.
I twist and turn while lying down the bed where he sleeps and it still feels warm. I reach for his pillow to hug but a journal is revealed to be underneath it.
The journal have a lock and the key is nowhere to be found. Is this some kind of journal containing all of his secrets?
I put it back to where I found it and cover it back by the pillow. I don’t see anything. Nothing to worry about.
I walk away from the bed but I accidentally bump into a table full of medical books and papers that has been randomly stacked together and so it all falls down to the floor.
Ahhhh! This mess again! Why does he always keep everything in a mess?
I pick up all the books and neatly arrange it properly. Hmmm… Heart transplant procedures. Heart anatomy. Heart, Veins, Blood. Type of Hearts malfunctions.
All of the books here are related to heart operations. I never thought that he have an interest to this kind of things. Come to think of it, maybe he also wanted to be a cardiologist after being a pediatrician.
I continue picking up some papers that fell on the floor and then I see the familiar logo of a hospital.
Date: April 29
After a series of examination and consultation with the Heart Transplant Committee, I have concluded that a heart transplant will be the best option for the patient’s survival.
There were no significant abnormalities and signs as of now but after looking through all the diagnosis results, it appears that the condition is getting worse in a fast phase and so having a transplant is the most possible way in order to save the patient. Given the thought that it is best to do the operation while the patient is still on the best condition to raise more possiblities of a successful operation.
Signed by: Shigure Shinjiro
What the heck is this? A letter from a doctor? And more importantly, it is from that Shinjiro.
I flipped the paper to search for more clues but there’s nothing left. No clue on who the heck is the patient this letter is referring to.
I am getting nervous just having the thought of what if it is Yuki? Is this some kind of secret that he never wanted to tell me?
*sigh* But we already promised to each other that we will never hide any secret to each other. Maybe I am just being paranoid here.
Forget it. Naoyuki is a strong and healthy individual, he is not someone who can have a heart disease.
I need to finish stacking this things up and cook something special for him on this special occasion.
I walk towards the kitchen and opens his refrigerator which is now full of goods that I bought for him to ensure that he is eating the right food.
Tomatoes, pasta, meat and garlic, oh perfect, I can cook tomato and garlic pasta for him with complete ingredients.
I slice the tomatoes and meat while boiling the pasta. If I remember correctly, based on my research, this kind of pasta goes well with a certain type of wine.
Hmm….. I wonder if Yuki have that kind of wine. Maybe I should check it out while he is not around.
I open the cabinet where he store all his wine and other alcoholic beverages and starts searching for the wine.
Sa- Sa- San- Sang-
Oh there you are! Sangiovese wine!
I take it from the cabinet and happily set it down on the dining table.
I know it is a little early to drink but maybe a glass can be allowed, just enough to accompany the pasta that I cooked for him.
After a few more minutes, Yuki comes out of the bathroom with only his pants on and a towel covering his upper body. Maybe he is still sleepy a while ago and forget to grab some shirt.
“Oh that smells so good. Did you cook something new today?” He said while casually walking to his room.
“I- I prepared something special for you so hurry up and get dressed so we can eat.” I avert my gaze towards his body because I don’t trust myself to hold back if I see him bare like that.
“I’ll be there in a second so wait up.”
“Yes, I’m just kidding, you don’t have to hurry or you might trip down because of your clumsiness.”
“Hahaha what are you talking about? I’m not that clumsy.” He came out wearing a plain white shirt with the towel still hanging on his shoulders and his hair all messed up.
“See, your hair is still wet and are all pointing at every direction. Let me fix it up for you first.” I drag him to the living room and placed him into the sofa to sit down.
“Geez, I always wonder how dod you survive living decently up until now.” I dry up his hair using the towel and starts brushing it down.
“I can live on my own pretty normally you know. It is just that I like it so much to be spoiled by you.” He looks up and turn his gaze directly at me.
“Yuki you spoiled grown up.” I smiled and leaned down to kiss him while he is still looking upward.
“”Kazuya you spoiler brat.” He chuckles as he return my kiss which is much deeper.
“Yuki… Can we do it right now?” My wild side is coming out again and I don’t know if I can hold up much longer if we continue kissing.
“Nope.”
Eh?! Why?! I didn’t expect to hear a straight forward answer from him.
“We can’t do it so early in the day. What if my brother suddenly barge in again to surprise me? What if mom and dad decided to visit me today? What if Hisashi come in with a present for me? ” He said before I can even ask.
“Those scenarios, did you see it from your probabilities?”
“Yes, I already checked all the probabilities yesterday before I went to bed to ensure that I will have a peaceful day today.”
“But then, it will just spoil a surprise for you. Aren’t you sad not being able to experience being unaware of what is going to happen in your life?”
“Nope. What’s important is that I can avoid any unnecessary conflict that may rise after looking through.”
“Hahaha, sometimes I am still amazed on the way you see through life.”
“That’s how maturity works, Kazuya.”
“I think your hair is all done now. Come on let’s eat before the food gets cold.”
We walk towards the dining table and excitedly present him the pasta I have made.
“Here, my special tomato and garlic pasta. Please enjoy.”
“Wow, it looks so nice.” He happily grab his fork to get a mouthful of the pasta.
“And here’s a glass of Sangiovese wine. I think this will suit the flavor of the pasta based on what I have learned and so I searched for it in in your cabinet and I am lucky that you actually have one.”
“Tha–nks” suddenly his hands trembles when he takes a sip from the wine glass.
“Is there something wrong?” I eventually feel that something strange is going on with him.
“No, everything is fine.” He said even though a drop of tear fall out of his left eye.
“Yuki, you don’t have to hide anything. If it tastes so awful that it can even makes you cry then say so. Please.”
“No, your cooking is great. It is so damn great that it gives me a nostalgia. This pasta and this wine, your words and this exact date.” He started crying more.
“Everything reminds me of Makino. I’m sorry for bringing this sensitive topic in front of you. It is just that it feel so tight inside my chest to keep everything.”
“It’s okay Yuki, I understand how much you feel after all those years you spent all alone. You can tell me whatever you want to get out of your chest to ease your pain.” I hug him tight to calm him down.
“Thank you for caring so much for me Kazuya.”
“I’ll do anything for you.”
Silence fall between us for a few moments before he speaks up again.
“About my breakdown, it is just that I suddenly remembered how we first met. It was actually my birthday that day but I didn’t tell anybody and even Hisashi forget it. I feel so down that day when I bumped into Makino and that is when he invited me to his bar. I refused every drinks he offered and so he decided to cook for me his specialty pasta and served it with a glass of wine. It was just a coincidence that everything you prepared today feels like a reenactment from that day.”
“So that is what it all about. Then how about I reenact every memory you have with him and make you feel much more better compared when you are with him?”
“What do you mean by that?”
“I know that I can never beat him but if I do that then maybe I can replace all the memories you have with him.”
“Kazuya, you don’t have to do that. You are what you are. You don’t have to replace anything because you are never been a replacement, you are special on your own way.”
“But I-“
“I loved Makino so much back then but right now, the one I really love is the person in front of me and that is you Kazuya. I love you now and forever so stop worrying about everything.” He squeeze my cheeks “Little by little, my old memories will fade away so make sure that you will think of new things that I will remember as we spend our days together.”
“Alright! I promise that I will think of things that will give so much impact to you that will make you cry even more that this damn pasta.”
“Hahaha, stop blaming the pasta. Let’s continue eating for now.”
We finish up everything and I am just about to light the candles of his cake when we hear a knock.
“Brother?! It’s me! I came to greet you!”
“See? My probabilities are always right.” Yuki said before opening the door.
“Happy birthday Nao-niisan!!!! I bought you a present.” Koharu walks in with a box wrap with special paper and a ribbon on top.
“Thanks Koharu. How about mom and dad? Are they planning to visit today?”
” Nope, dad’s back is aching since yesterday and so mom decided to cancel their plan to surprise visit you and instead, they are heading to a hotspring today.”
“I see, then do you want to eat some cakes with us?”
Koharu glance at me before answering his brother. “No, I think I should go now. Don’t want to interrupt your lovey dovey moment here.”
“What? Hey Koharu come back here.” Yuki is blushing while chasing Koharu walking out.
“Bye bye! Enjoy your date hahahaha” and then he fade out.
Yuki closes the door and walks back to me in the dining area.
“Geez, that kid is turning into troublesome brat.”
“Hahaha don’t worry about him, he is just making sure that you are always happy. Here is your cake, make a wish now.”
I place the cake in front of him with all the candles light up.He closes his eyes and whispered something before blowing the candles.
We slice the cake together and started eating when I notice how he really likes strawberries and so I pick up the whole strawberry I got from my slice and offered it to him.
“Take this strawberry, I know you really want it.”
“Thanks.” But I never expected that he will get it by directly biting it from my hand.
“Ahhh!” I exclaimed.
“Ah, my bad. Sorry. hahaha” he laughs at me. “Didn’t know that it will make you fluster like that.”
“You are getting good in teasing me nowadays.”
“Because you never fail to amaze me on how you react just like a cute puppy.”
“I’m not a puppy. I am a wild beast.”
“No you are not. You will be always a cute puppy in my eyes.”
“No I’m totally not. If you don’t want to believe then shall I show you in bed?”
“No, I’m not going to fall for that, and besides who told you that you will be the top in bed?”
“Because the bottom should be the pure and innocent Yuki.”
“What? Hey Kazuya you are the innocent one here.”
“No I’m not.”
“Why? Because you have watched some porn videos in your phone during your free time?”
“Hey how did you know that? Ahhh I mean no no! You are mistaken.”
“Hahaha just admit it cherry boy.”
“Back at you cherry boy senpai.”
“Ka-zu-ya you damn brat.”
“Hey you sound like Hisashi calling me like that.”
“Damn brat. Spoiled brat. Cherry brat.”
“Hey you’re the one being spoiled here.”
“Hahahhaha then should I spoil you in bed?” He stand up and tried to pull me towards his bedroom but I effortlessly get away and run from him.
“Hey come back here Kazuya!”
“No! I won’t! Not until you admits that you will be the bottom!”
“Ka-zu-ya!!!!” We run around the whole place like two elementary students playing around.
“I’m almost there!” Never knew that he runs faster than me.
“Ahhhhhh!” I slip down the floor when I stumbled into a book randomly left in the floor.
*Knock**knock*
“Nao! Nao! Are you there?!” It is Hisashi’s voice.
Never imagined in my life that I will be glad to hear his voice.
“I’m here, wait a moment.”
He opens the door and Hisashi immediately walks in and so he has to witness how I am still down in the floor.
“Hahaha damn brat what are you doing on the floor? Is this some kind of new way to clean it?”
“Hmmppp. None of your business uncle.” I stand up and pick up the book.
“Who are you calling uncle huh? Do I look like some old uncle to you?”
“Nope, you just look old.”
“Damn brat! Should I teach you some lesson?”
“Stop it you two!!!” Yuki jump in the middle. “Hisa did you brought me a present?”
“Yes, here’s my present for you. Happy birthday Nao.”
“Thank you. Do you want to have some cake?”
“No need. I just eat from a cafe so I’m still full. I’ll be going now so enjoy your day.” He walks out but then he turn towards me, “and you may now continue wiping the floor brat, hahaha.”
“Just go home hot-blooded uncle.”
Yuki closes the door again and put the present in his room.
“That’s the last of your probabilities right? No one is going to interrupt us any longer.” I ask him.
“Then shall we?”
“If it is fine for you then let’s do it.”
“Then let’s go!” He grabbed my hands and lead me outside his place.
Wait. What? Is he planning to do it outside?
“Uhmm Yuki, where are we going?”
“Isn’t it obvious? We are going to have a date.”
Author’s Note:
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