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Man Of Probabilities - Chapter 50
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When I opened my eyes, I was lying in a hospital bed and Kazuya is on sitting on my side holding my right hand firmly.
“Yuki! Are you okay now? How do you feel?” Kazuya stands up and he instinctively hugged me as I try to sit up.
“I’m fine now so don’t worry.” I can feel how nervous he is with his shoulders still shaking and his heart beating so fast as he hug tightens.
“The doctor said that it is just heat exhaustion but I am still worried, are you sure you do not feel anything else? Just tell me if you feel anything strange in your body”
“You have nothing to worry anymore.”
“It’s all my fault. If only I didn’t invite you outside in a very hot day then this things won’t happen.” His eyes are both tearing up as it looks directly into me.
Do I even have the right to comfort him? I am self aware that I don’t feel alright the moment I woke up in the morning and yet I pushed myself to go just because of my selfishness to spend all my time with him. I am really a selfish one.
“Kazuya, please stop blaming yourself. This is just a result of my recklessness so stop stressing yourself out.” I gently wipe away his tears and kiss the back of his hand.
He really is a fragile person who worries over the smallest things and it only makes things harder for me to say the truth to him. It is certain that it will be the end of us and our future once he learns about it but I still believe that I still have to say it to him before it’s too late, in that way, at least I know that he can prepare himself even for a little..
I wonder how long he will cry. I wonder how angry he will be towards me. I wonder if he will ever stop loving me and find somebody else in the future. I wonder…if it is better to leave things at it is until we come to an end.
“Yuki, please stay here a little bit while I pay for the bill.” Kazuya left me and at that moment, I finally figure out what to do.
I reach for my phone and calls the person I haven’t talk for some time, Hisashi.
“Hisashi, do you have some time tomorrow? I have something important to tell you. Let’s meet at the usual cafe at 8 AM” It was a very short call but Hisashi didn’t ask anything else, he just agreed with it as if he was expecting my call.
When Kazuya came back, I am already ready to leave without any trace of having a phone call with someone.
Yuki ,do you want to eat anything specific tonight?”
“I want some barbeque and mashed potato.”
“Roger! Oh but we are out of potato and meat so I should go to the supermarket first after dropping you off in your place.”
“Okay but you can go ahead to the supermarket, I can go home on my own.”
“Nope, I will send you home first before I go.”
“Then we should hurry up walking home now because I am already hungry.”
“Sure, yes let’s hurry up and have a barbeque party.” I finally manage to lighten the mood as we walk back to my place.
That night, we spend our time together like the usual it feels like all my worries fades away every time we are together. His presence is the only thing that makes me going and I know this is a sin to wish to have him even though I know that it will only break him in the end.
When morning comes, I open my eyes and wished that I can still change everything and forget all my worries as if it all are just a dream but it is already too late. I have to make my move now and prepare every one of the things that are about to happen in the near future, the future that is controlled by the cruel probabilities.
After eating breakfast with Kazuya, I left saying that I have a house call from a patient. I know that it is unfair to lie to him in a time like this but I am just doing it for the sake of everyone I care.
I took a deep breath before entering the cafe where I asked to meet Hisashi. The place is not much crowded at the moment and so I did not have a hard time searching for him who is seating to spot near the glass window of the cafe. Oh what a nice view to reveal all secrets to my dear friend.
“Nao-” that is the only thing Hisashi can say and I can hear the awkwardness in his voice as his calls my name, maybe it is because we parted in bad terms the last time we talked.
“I am going to tell you something that nobody ever know, something that only knows; the future from my probabilities.” I speak as soon as I sit face to face with him.
“I am little confused in what you are trying to tell me so can you make it straight to the point?”
“I am going to die before the snow stops to fall.”
Author’s Note:
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