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Mine Forever - Chapter 30
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It has been a week & lately Jiho is feeling distant of everything. It feels like he just exists that’s the ultimate thing but he forgets to live his life. He can’t find any reason at all to live his life. It’s not totally about what Youngho said him about proposing someone on Valentine’s day. It’s like his whole mind & body refuse to survive against any mental battle. It’s making him lazy & he’s just not feeling like to do anything.
The only qustion popping out his mind is “Why do I exist in this whole goddamn world?! I’m just an another worthless person in this world who just do what everyone did before & keep on doing now also.”
It’s more like he’s appointed to do a job & then when he’ll be done , it’s over for him.
Now a days he remembers of his childhood very often. He was still an angel back then. He was popular in his school. Everyone loved to be around him. Teachers praised him for his grades. But nobody ever wants to know him more than that. They only saw his bright side & started to like him. But never wanted to see a Jiho who’s behind that maybe beyond that.
Although Jiho was popular but he really doesn’t like the crowd. He always loves the silence. The peaceful silence. It makes his mind calm. He can’t really talk about personal problems with anyone. He has always been like this. But none has ever tried to listen up too. Not even his own parents. They’re all about his grades & good behavior towards everyone. None has ever tried to know who real Jiho is.
It’s not like he’s faking when he helps someone but who the hell will help him? Who the hell will tell him, “Is something bothering you? You can talk to me.” & pat him on his hardest times then say ,” Everything will be okay. “
He never experienced that kind of love, never accept this kind until he met Youngho. Youngho is quite messy with himself. He can be the stupidest guy on earth but this fool knows Jiho better than everyone.
Jiho really doesn’t speak or argue like that with anyone else Youngho. He doesn’t know why but he the only person with whom he can do anything & everything cause he knew that Youngho will never judge him. He’s more like the lost part of Jiho. The missing puzzle piece that finally met with the original one. But the thing is it’s about to disappear.
The moment Youngho told him about the proposal, the whole world seems to be shut down in front of his eyes.He can’t even think about a time when there’ll be someone more special to Youngho than him.
His heart is already given to Youngho. It’s not like people now a days can survive without a heart or something like that…
“YOUNGHO IS MINE…ONLY MINE!!!” Jiho yells in mind….