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My Servant Omega - Chapter 46
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*warning description of sexual abuse*
In a dark room a boy lays trembling under his covers, he’s scared and alone and the darkness his too over powering for him.
The silence of the room plays a vicious game with his sense, he hates this the most, this hour of night were silence is an enemy, it meant everyone was no longer awake, no one would be aware of the danger that lurks outside his door.
As he lays anxiously listening he heard the dreaded sound of his door to lightly being opened. He becomes numb his body unable to move, all he could hear was the soft sounds of eerily foot steps approaching closer and closer.
He grips his covers ever so tightly hoping that tonight by chance he could seal himself from the dreaded horror that’s about to come.
“Little baby, daddy’s here” spoke a deep male voice, the male then releases a strong dose of his alpha pheromones sending the little body on the bed went into a paralytic shock. The boy had alway found the mans scent disgusting, in fact there has never been any pheromones that he’s come across that he’s liked the smell of.
Before the boy knew it the man had ripped the sheets off him, revealing his trembling body, with a devious smirk the man climbed on top of the boy unbuckling his pants and removing them. the male was strong in built and strength, he licked his lips as he readied himself to devour his trembling meal. The boy whom was now curled up in the fetal position with his arms covering his face, was now so frightened he couldn’t utter a sound, only dreading the pain that was to come.
In the dead of darkness the man who has fully pined his heavy body onto his tiny body, drew close to the boys ear and whispered, “little baby, are you going to be a good boy again tonight?” He asked deviously before thrusting his full length into the little boys body.
Kang Lei awoke with a Fright his heart was pounding, there was sweat breading along his forehead and his body was trembling. Without him realising he had begun crying, again those nightmares had come back to hunt him.
Kang Lei gripped his knees and tried as hard as he could to suppress his voice, he didn’t want to wake BoJing whom was right beside him.
He checked the time and it was only 3am in the morning, he looked at the candle that was close by still burning brightly. Kang Lei hated the dark but most of all he hated the silence. The two combined always triggered what his doctor had decided as post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). So he always kept a candle burning and have a small window in his apartment open so he could hear the street noise.
as Kang Lei sat crying the memories of his past threaten to overpower him. one memory that kept eating away at his heart was that of when BoJing was first born. He had refused to hold or even look at the child for a whole five days. BoJing would cry and he would just sit there curled up on the bed holding his knees and wept uncontrollably rocking himself for comfort, if one saw him you would look at him and thought he was a madman. It wasn’t Until the doctor realised he was suffering greatly an had diagnosed him with PTSD. Kang Lei was brought back to reality when he overheard some of the nurses taking about his condition and wanting to take BoJing away. It was the shock that BoJing may be taken away from him that woke him him and he ran away from the hospital that night, he as afraid he didn’t want BoJing to end up with that monster, to be used like he was he had to protect him no had to save him.
Without any money or a place to stay he and BoJing ended up on the streets for three days and nights, they stayed hidden away in an alley, Kang Lei feeding BoJing his ****** milk.
It wasn’t until a one of the other homeless guy called Kai came across them and told him about some shelters around the area.
Kang Lei was very resistant to enter another government facility, to seek help from those people whom pretend to be the saviour of the poor and the in need.
With his ****** milk drying up from the lack of food, he reluctantly decided to go to the shelter suggested by Kai. The people there was nice but his stay was only temporary, they had offered food and generously gathered some baby supplies for Kang Lei who still had BoJing wrapped in his hospital blanket.
Kang Lei had struggles for sometime with BoJing especially when it came to his depression, he didn’t know this at the time but not only did he have PTSD but he also had postnatal depression, anxiety and often suffered with severe depression. At one point while in the shelter he had locked himself and BoJing in a room and refused to come out, no matter how BoJing cried he didn’t move, he just sat in the corner starring at him for the longest time, until BoJing had cried himself to sleep.
He couldn’t recall what had pulled him out of his dark state, he always wondered if it was BoJings desperate cries or he had mentally decided to stop being ruled by is past and be a better father.
Whatever it was though he may appear strong on the outside, his mind was still battling demons from long ago. And from what MiMi WuXain had said looks like they had a hand to play in the children’s home.
Kang Lei stopped crying and a dangerous look flashed in his eyes. He hated being the victim, he wasn’t a victim he was a survivor and he wasn’t going to make those fucking bastards make him go back into his hole of hell that he not long crawled out of, as a matter of fact no one was including Dominic Lanxian.
(my poor Kang Lei 😢)