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Uncontrollably Fond: Journey To Love - Chapter 117
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I glared at him for a couple seconds then turned my back to him fisting my hands trying to control my trembling body.
a few seconds later the trembling didn’t stop and I felt the need to punch something or someone, and without another thought I threw around the bags we just brought. fortunately though I didn’t get to throw them all when I felt Chris hugging me from behind and holding my trembling hands in his.
“let me go. ” I said calmly yet coldly, ready to throw a fit with my blood boiling out of anger already. but he didn’t answer and placed his chin on my shoulder instead.
“I said let go of me!! ” I yelled struggling to free myself which didn’t work at all as it was impossible with his strong hold that kept tightening around me and hugging me closer.
and soon enough I gave up breathing heavily, and I looked at his hands around my waist which were holding mine. and it didn’t take long for the tears to start running down my face.
just a few moments into it and I had a sense of deja vu, the last time didn’t end well and hurt me instead and I don’t want this to be the same.
“please let me go. ” I whispered desperately, I hate this, I hate them all, I hate everything, I hate everyone, I hate myself.
“it’s okay, everything is going to be alright. ” he said as he turned me around to face him and hugged me again running his fingers through my hair.
“that’s what you all say. ” I voiced out unconsciously still crying uncontrollably which made him freeze for a moment.
“you just get into my life, get closer to me, then break me again, I’m tired… I’m really tired… I can’t take this anymore…. please leave me. “my voice was getting weaker and weaker until all what was left is my muffled cries.
it took me about ten minutes to finally get ahold of myself a little bit then pushed away from him apologizing quietly. and covering my swollen face a little bit with my hands and hair. I look horrible when I cry. and that actually made him laugh a little bit. the first time I heard his voice in ten minutes.
“you don’t need to cover your face. “
“yeah, because I have to, I look terrible. ” he chuckled a little bit and silence consumed us for a few seconds.
“I’m sorry about that mess, you weren’t supposed to see that. “
“wasn’t supposed to see you crying? I’m okay with that don’t worry, you don’t look that horrible. ” I rolled my eyes at his answer.
“I think this is the time to be serious don’t you think?? like when you ask or answer questions or I don’t know something like that. “
“then is what you said about Adrean right? or did you just defend him to win the argument? ” he asked seriously which took me off guard, yeah I really do say things I don’t mean, like why the hell did I suggest that.
“I’ll just wash my face and be right back. ” I said leaving the room immediately, though I came back after a few seconds with something to drink too.
“I’m sorry I didn’t ask you about what you want, I thought that we need to finish this quickly since julienne is waiting. ” he nodded in understatement but didn’t say anything obviously waiting for me to answer so with a sigh I decided to tell him what he wanted to hear.
“well let’s begin with the very first beginning, I didn’t have the best childhood, I wouldn’t say it was rough since some people had it worse, but it was quite depressing for me and let’s say that my family wasn’t really that caring and supporting so year by year we drifted apart until we barely talked, and that was when I came here to finish my studies. after that it was quite limited especially when they came here from time to time to spend a few nights, and when I went back in an attempt to fix everything, it all became worse, they wanted to arrange a marriage to me. “
“with Adrean. “
“no, with someone else, but I actually escaped that marriage by pretending to be in a relationship with him, which was helpful to both sides, then we unexpectedly got engaged then my parents disowned me, then broke up with him, then came back here, and here I am. ” I finished with a sweet smile after skipping all the important parts.
“is that supposed to be a summary? because you almost didn’t tell me anything you should have told, right? ” I sighed again hearing that.
“you’re really demanding right now, but to satisfy your curiosity I’ll give you more details.”
“we were supposed to end our relationship in like six months, and as one of the conditions in the contract we lived together through it all, he loved me and I agreed to give him a chance, we became really close and I started to develop feelings for him, never went as far as love though, and with some things here and there his father started to hate me and wanted us to break up, and even threatened him with my life, and for that he agreed to kind of replace me with Eva and decided to keep me to the side, as a second woman, of course I didn’t agree and broke up with him, and here I am. “
“you really never loved him? “
“really? that’s all you’ve got to say after this long story of my life? “
“it’s not my fault you left a lot of loopholes in it. “
“no, I didn’t. ” I answered after heaving another sigh.
“then why did you defend him? “
“no I didn’t, it’s more like I defended myself and showed my brother how wrong he is, like if I kept thr blamr on Adrean my brother wouldn’t consider himself at fault and do I’ll be the stupid sister that accused her brother with something he didn’t do, and I can’t let that happen, especially when that bitch I’d involved. “
“then why fo you hate her that much? “
“well… ” I kept silent for a few moments trying to put it inro words.
“okay, the day I went to introduce Adrean to them, she was there for some reason, and I didn’t know about her until that day too, she flirted with Adrean openly and I got angry with how disrespectful the was and ended up trying to put her into place which was reversed to me, they pulled me aside with a few insults and how much the meant for them more than I did, and when we went back we found her all over Adrean, and apparently after what happened between us she found her way back in… and now that I think about it I should’ve been a bitch and didn’t defend Adrean, let her be the innocent one and let them get scammed and hurt by her, sounds much better. “I got fidtracted from the story and went on and on imagining how satisfying that would actually be when I was snapped out of thoughts by Chris voice.
“pyt a leach on your ‘evil thoughts’ sweetheart ” he teased which made me smile, I wish I was the ‘evil’ one from the start at least I wouldn’t have regrets now.
“sadly, I don’t have a Leach my dear. ” I retorted back which made him chuckle.
“you seem much better now. ” I was confused for a few seconds until I caught to what he meant.
“don’t worry about ‘that’, I got used to it, and with my mood swings I tend to overreact or exaggerate sometimes. I shouldn’t have made all of that mrdd just because of a little argument with them. ” I shrugged it off, really feeling like I over did it earlier. and before he can say anything more I changed the conversation.
“we’re wasting our time now, let’s go already jullie must be waiting. ” I said standing up and reaching my hand for him to take, which he did without hesitation and without pushing further our conversation, and just like that we left my house and off to his.