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Uncontrollably Fond: Journey To Love - Chapter 65
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“what’s so funny? ” he was confused.
“I don’t know, a lot of things.” I leaned my head again on the window looking outside distractedly not really focusing on anything.
“maybe the fact that they find that girl better than me, or that they believed her more than me, or that I actually was nothing but a burden to them, well I guess that’s the funniest part if you ask me” I stopped a bit to control my shakey voice.
“to be honest I tried, I did for years, I was the ideal daughter, my siblings all made some problems and were a bit playful and rebellious, but I never was, I always wanted to be as best as I could for them, didn’t complain when I was mistreated by the teachers, not when I was left all alone, not when a girl and her father humiliated a ten years old lonly kid, not when that kid had depression and suicide thoughts at that time when kids her age were playing around happily, they didn’t notice when that kid cried herself to sleep every now and then not to mention all the nightmares that didn’t let her sleep, nor when she grew up and was bullied twice, and the second time was serious too and they didn’t even notice her swollen cheeks, they never asked what she was going through when she was alone in a foreign country taking a lot of pills so that she can survive the day, not when a bastard and a traitor decided all of a sudden to marry her and they just accepted to get rid of her. not even once” I swallowed the lump in my throat hardly swallowing my tears along with it.
“but she tried” I continued nodding my head slowly and assurenly.”she tried to tell them about her severe stomachache and occasional headache due to stress and anxiety but they thought she was overreacting. she never ever even skipped her lessons even when she was sick, she did once due to allergy and another because of her menstrual pain but she was scolded again because she’s over dramatic, so she stopped eventually scared that she’d be a burden to them if she kept complaining, so she hid it all and gave her best in everything, but her best was never enough for them to even consider her efforts, and due to all of that she isolated herself, but then they didn’t stop too, and again scolded her for her ‘crazy’ behaviors, it was until lately that she actually tried to rebel, not because she wanted to defy them actually she would’ve agreed on any man they wanted her to marry to, she only denied because he betrayed her trust before and risked her safety, she only knew things about him they didn’t know but again they’d never believe her if she told them the truth, and now they even find a random sl*t better than her” I chuckled humorously still not letting my tears flow down. getting back to reality I realized that we were already outside his house, but since he was really quite during all the ride I didn’t notice.
“wow, silly me didn’t even realize we’re here, you should’ve told me and maybe shut me up a bit too” I tried to laugh but nothing but a weak smile formed, and with a shakey hands I tried to unbuckle the seat belt but couldn’t until he helped me, so I whispered a thank you and got down.
I started walking towards the door without looking back at him, until suddenly he wrapped his arms around me hugging me from behind and putting his head on my shoulders.
“it was okay for that kid to cry back then” he started to say and tears swelled again in my eyes.
“it was okay for her to complain”
“it was okay for her to ask for help and get the love she deserved. “
“it was okay for her to get hurt. “
“it was okay for her to isolate herself and protect herself”
“it was okay for her to rebel. “
“and it’s okay for her to cry now for all she has ever been through. ” tears were flowing down more and more with every sentence he said and with his last sentence they became like a river that I can never control. and I ended up in a crying mess.
he turned me around and I buried my face on his chest, clenching his shirt in my fists lightly, while he wrapped an arm around me tightly while soothing my hair to console me with his other hand.
after some time I got tired, my legs started to give up and my eyes started to drop, I don’t remember how and when but I lost consciousness and the last thing I remembered is being carried.
I was startled with another nightmare and woke up, glancing at the clock I found that it was about 4am and then it hit me that I was in my room, I guess he took it upon himself to help, now i’m pretty sure I have a lot of favors to return i’m indebted.
the headache was killing me everytime I move my head or even blink due to all the crying yesterday but luckily I found some pills in my bed stand with some water and I took them without a second thought, I need to thank him too for all of this, and that’s another favor i’m losing count by now.
I took a quick shower to relax myself because i’ll have to take one again later, yes you guessed it right, i’ll accomapany him today, they say running relieves stress and today unlike the usual I actually have the will to change it and put some colors in it, and i’ll give him company too so that’d be great.
after dressing up and tying my hair I was the one to knock on his door today.
“April? why are you here?” Adrean was confused and honestly who can blame him.
“aren’t you going out for you ‘little practice’ today? ” I said with a cheerful smile in some desperate try to be cheerful inside too.
“I am but-” he was more confused with my smile and I cut him off.
“okay then get ready, and i’ll go down and make hatchi ready to take him along for a walk. ” I said with the same excitement pushing him into his bedroom.
opening my bedroom’s door slightly I went downstairs, I wanted to let my cat have her way in and out as she pleases today, because her owner wants to make everyone’s day better today to feel a little better.
I was done in a couple minutes and I was waiting along with the dog for Adrean to come down, and thankfully he didn’t take long and we went our way.
my cheeks started to hurt due to the excessive smiling by the tame we came back and I was tired as he’ll because I was playing with hatchi all the way back, and not to deny it I did feel slightly better when I was doing so but sadly the effect didn’t take long to disappear.
After taking another shower and dressing up in a light yellow crop top with white shorts and sneakers, I put my hair in two French braids which I learned long ago from YouTube I went down to make us breakfast.
I made some chocolate chip pancakes and simple ones because I don’t know which one he likes and listening to music and sinhing along with it during it all.
I was listening to umbrella by Rihanna and giving my all during washing the dishes using the spatula when Adrean walked into the kitchen which made me stop abruptly.
“take a seat, this is the fanciest breakfast I can ever make and it took an hour so you better appreciate it. ” I pointed towards the dining table with pancakes, fruits, juice and coffee to choose whatever he wants to eat, then back at him in a mock threat.
he snapped out from whatever thoughts he was having and flashed me a quick smile before he sat down, and that smile wasn’t real by the way.
“do you have any plans today? ” I asked him once we were done.
“except for the event tonight, no i don’t”
“I remember it no need to say it this way. “
“are you sure you’ll go with me, you don’t have to seriously, with-” I stopped him with my hand knowing that he’s refering to last night.
“I am going with you, and that’s why I asked you, what do you think about going shopping with me for tonight’s outfit for both of us, you know to match, and to have lunch out on the way, and maybe some movie on the way. ” I said and he seemed completely taken aback.
“are you asking me out April? ” he teased.
“nope, I just want to make a trip to the mall it’s been long since I last did so, to get to know you more since you basically know everything about me, and people can see it as a date for a lovely couple, so what do you think? ”
“okay sure” he said after a little pause, and turned back towards the stairs. once he was almost in his room another idea popped in my head so I yelled after him.
“make sure to wear a white pants so we can match” and instead of hearing his reply I only heard his bedrooms door close, well I guess that ain’t happening.