Chapter 53
Jesse is really nice to me for the rest of the morning, slinging his arm around my
shoulders and cracking jokes all the way to breakfast. Even I can’t help laughing,
even as a deep pool of dread forms in my stomach, because I have absolutely no
control over how Luca is going to react to any of this.
My mind keeps running through scenarios — is he going to storm in demanding
answers? Is he going to declare to the entire Hall that I'm a girl? Is he going to
just pull me aside and-
“Hey,” Jesse says, using the arm around my shoulder to tug me incrementally
closer. “Whatever it is, Ari? It can’t be that bad.”
“What?” I ask, looking up at him as we walk, glancing at Rafe, who chats amiably
with Ben as they walk down the hall ahead of us.
“Whatever drama went down last night in your little dream state?” Jesse says,
raising an eyebrow at me.
I
gape at him — how did he...!?
He just laughs at me, my face making the admission even if I don’t confirm with
words.
“Seriously, Shrimpy, it can’t be that bad. You're going to get through it! Don’t
worry so
much.”
I sigh, hanging my head back and leaning against him, more relieved than I
thought I'd be that he guessed and I have someone to talk to about it.
“I'm just...I have no idea how to handle this, Jess,” I murmur as we walk into the
Hall. “You're more experienced than me, how do you handle...” I glance again at
Rafe, lowering my voice, “romance drama?”
“Well, in my experience, you just gently dump them and move on the moment
things start to get even remotely complicated,” Jesse says, his voice breezy.
I gasp and gape, looking up at him. “Jesse!” I scold, aghast.
“What!?” he says, grinning at me even as I shove him away. “I enjoy other
people’s romantic drama, not my own. Plus, I said gently —
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“I didn’t know you were a heartbreaker,” I growl, glaring at him. “And also! This
advice does not apply to me!”
“I know, you poor thing,” he murmurs, laughing at me a little. “None of my
methods will suit you, you should probably just call your mom —”
“We don’t even have phones, you idiot,” I groan, shoving him away from me
further, disappointed that he is so nice to me but also so useless. My eyes scan
the room, going first to our usual table and then into the room at large...
But Luca's not here yet. I let out a little huff of relief.
Jesse smiles at me, kind, and pulls out my chair for me before going to sit next to
Ben, deliberately leaving the seat next to me open. I glare at him, hoping he can
read the word “traitor” all over my face.
He grins back at me, devious, as he accepts the coffee pot from the approaching
waiter, murmuring his thanks.
I scowl as Jesse pours coffee in the cups all around the table. The waiter delivers
my plate of eggs and sausage and I do my best to lose myself in Rafe and Ben's
conversation about fighting techniques for smaller bodies, but I keep losing track
of it and instead just concentrate on drinking cup after cup of coffee, trying to
wake the hell up.
“Better slow down on that, Shrimp,” a voice says above me.
I jump, my eyes going wide as I turn my face up towards Luca, who smirks down
at me before sinking into the chair next to me.
“Save some for the rest of us,” he says, lifting the now—empty coffee carafe with
a frown.
I just gape at him, my breath coming short as I wait to see what the hell is going
to happen
next.
“Hey, Luc!” Jesse calls from across the table, friendly. Ben and Rafe also smile at
him, saying their goodmornings as Luca snags a fresh muffin from the basket,
tossing it in the air once
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before taking a bite.
“Morning, all,” Luca murmurs, dead casual as he catches the eye of a waiter and
orders more coffee for the table. The waiter nods, walking briskly away as I just
continue to stare.
“So, Luca,” Jesse says, and my eyes whip to him as I hear the mischief in his
voice. “Was your sleep any better last night? Any...bad dreams?”
+5
I glare at my cousin, murder in my eyes. If I were closer and it wouldn't absolutely
blow my cover, I'd wring his neck.
“Nah, I slept great,” Luca says, smiling warmly at Jesse and thanking the waiter,
who comes back with the coffee pot. “Completely dreamless for once, which is a
blessing. I feel amazing today.”
“Good,” Jesse says, his eyebrows going up in surprise.
I forget to draw breath as I just stare at Luca, aghast.
What...what the hell is he playing at?
Does he...really not remember what happened?
Or is he just playing it off!?
I'm still gaping at him when he turns to frown at me, looking me up and down.
“Seriously, Shrimp,” he says, completely casual. “You'd better eat, we have like,
fifteen minutes before class.”
Slowly I turn back to my eggs, pushing them around with my fork, completely,
completely baffled as to how Luca is this calm and collected when I am a wreck.
My daze continues as Rafe walks me to my Marksmanship class, which begins
at roughly the same time as the Warriortrack training. He made us leave
breakfast a few minutes early so that he has time to walk me, so I don’t even
have the opportunity to speak to Luca for a minute alone.
All the way to class, Rafe babbles on about some kind of sporty nonsense —
fighting techniques, how to throw a javelin, who the hell knows
and surprise about Luca's reaction.
as my mind just spins in shock
+5
I mean, yesterday, when he just suspected something was up, he was moody all
day and basically had a meltdown at breakfast. But today, when he finds out my
deepest secret, he’s completely cool?
What the hell is going on?
And why is my mate so complicated — why didn’t I get stuck with some nice
simpleton —
“Hey,” Rafe says, grabbing my sleeve. “Stop — we're here.”
I fall back a step, realizing I walked right past the classroom door.
“Oh,” I say, my shoulders bunching in embarrassment. “I'm sorry.”
“Are you all right?” he says, looking me over. “You had enough coffee at
breakfast to fuel a rhinoceros
you should be good. Is there anything I should be...worried about?”
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No,” I sigh, looking up at him and
shaking my head, doing my best to
will some energy back into my body.
’ : “ .
Who's being moody now? “Seriously,
Rafe, I just need to get more sleep
. , )
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“All right,” he says, giving me a little smile and looking down the hall. “Good luck
in there!”
“Thanks!” I call as he starts away from me, clearly eager to get to his own class.
And then, with a big sigh, I push all of the Luca drama out of my brain and step
into my Marksmanship classroom.
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Oh,” I say, the word popping out of
my mouth without my intending to
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Clark!" a loud voice says, not
unfriendly, and my eyes move
immediately to the man standing at
the front of the room, the lines of his
body locked into military precision.
My eyebrows raise when I see that
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“Sir!” I say, hurrying across the room towards him. As I walk, my eyes flick to the
two other students, both of whom I recognize from my Chemistry class yesterday.
“Good,” he says, nodding me towards a spot next to the other two so that the
three of us stand in a neat line. “Glad you're all here.”
My eyebrows go higher, if that’s possible, when I understand that he means that
this is our entire class. Rafe and Jesse — they're in huge classes, packed with
cadets.
Mine have all been tiny.
The Captain smiles at me, just a little lift of his mouth. “Surprised?”
“Just didn’t expect such individualized attention,” I respond, honest.
“Yes, individualized is right,” the Captain says, looking at the other two young
men before his eyes settle on me. “Considering that I picked the three of you by
hand.”
And my breath suddenly catches as my eyes meet his because he looks at me
with such... assurance. Like he knows everything about me.
Can he, like Professor Alvez, have already guessed my secret?
Have we fooled ourselves into thinking that we could really keep it from the
people who run this school!?