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First Time (18+) - Chapter 4
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“what’s your biggest fear in a
relationship?” i hear Julian sigh and surprisingly, i hear a “pass.”
“really?!” i exclaim. now this is going to be exciting. i reach for the bottle by Julian and pour it into his shot glass. though it would only be fair if i filled it up to the very top. i focus and try not to overfill the glass. “really?” Julian crosses his arms. “mhm.” i hand the glass to him and watch him swallow every single sip of it. it’s nice to see a little payback, isn’t it? “now it’s my turn to ask”, he says.
“who would you consider worthy enough to have sex with you?”
“no one”, i state.
“have you lied to someone you’ve ever loved before?” “yes”, Julian replies.
i pull my hair into a ponytail. “this is a
little boring, Julian. don’t you think? we’re barely doing anything and if you haven’t noticed, i drank more than you which isn’t fair.” i think for minute about what we could do. “oh! i have a not so boring idea!”
Julian raises his eyebrow, “and what is that, baby?” baby. baby. baby. just keep calling me that and i might give into you, Julian.
“how about we just take an equal amount of shots then happily go home and not bother each other anymore?” i smile so brightly, hoping he’d say “yes”.
“let’s do whatever you want.”
“yippee! now we won’t have to deal with each other after this.” i cheerfully say.
“ten shots each.”
“but that’s too much”, i frown. “what if we die?”
“we won’t, you’ll be fine.”
“okay.. but if we die, at least i was your last memory. be thankful”, i remark.
“yeah yeah”, Julian pours the clear vodka into ten shot glasses. “five for you and five for me. we take a small break then do another five.” i curl my lips, “okay, big boss”.
“can you stop calling me that?” Julian hisses.
“no can do, baby.”
Julian grins at me, “now that’s better, keep calling me that.”
“no can do, un-baby”, i say again.
Julian picks up a glass and looks at me to pick one up also. “okay, my love. are you ready?”
sheesh, more nail polish remover drinks for me. there’s no way i’m going to survive ten more. i pick up the shot glass anyway and give Julian a huge smile, “ready than ever.”
one. we both look at each other’s bitter faces.
two. completely disgusting. three. i can’t swallow anymore.
four. why did he choose so much? five. i’m going to throw up.
“please hand me water.” i ask desperately, wiping my mouth. i chug half a bottle of water to remove the eery taste of vodka and breathe out a big sigh. “if we’re going to do five more, let’s just do it now so it can hit me at one time. i don’t take drinks well, as you can see”, i suggest.
Julian wipes off the liquor dripping down his mouth, and i could only imagine tasting it on his skin. he nods and pours more into the same glasses, and here we go again.
six. why?
seven. this is impossible.
eight. i’m sure i’m at ten already. nine. nope, there’s more. ten. my stomach is burning.
i chug the rest of the water bottle and feel my intestines burning from the alcohol. “you know that we have a very high chance of dying because of this, right?” Julian glances at me, “but you still did it anyway.”
i scoff and suddenly, i didn’t feel too good. “J- Julian. i need a-” Julian is alarmed and quickly asks “what do you need?!” but he sure knew the answer already. he runs somewhere around the room and finds a small trash bin and puts it in front of me. i try to hold it in, but i couldn’t. i gripped onto the trash bin and hurled liquid with chunks of small food. gross. Julian places a hand and rubs my back, “you’re doing good”, he assures me. i lift my head up and though i’ve let out most of the toxins, i feel
something coming up again, “oh no..” and i continue to vomit. this is so embarrassing. though we could’ve done something by now, here we are, just waiting for me to finish vomitting.