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Man Of Probabilities - Chapter 34
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Suzuki Kazuya’s POV
As I pulled the door open, Yuki suddenly burst out as if he was running from something inside the clinic.
I was surprised to see his face looking as if he is about to cry. He turned his face away immediately and then said, “Please take care of the clinic for a while. I’ll be back later.” before running out and leaving me in the doorway dumbfounded
I walked in to his office thinking that maybe there is an emergency and so I calmed myself and decided to just patiently wait for his return. The office was a little messy with some candy wrappers left by the children and his leftover meals on his side desk and so I started cleaning to make myself busy.
The cleaning is almost over when I spotted a piece of paper lying underneath his desk and it took me some time before I have reached it. Doing things like this makes me feel a sense of deja vu as I slowly turned up the piece of paper.
Yuki,
I’m sorry for suddenly missing for some period of time, I understand if you don’t feel the same way towards me anymore but I hope that maybe you can still give a chance to tell you what I really feel, and listen to my answer towards your confession.
I will be waiting for you to the place where we first met, in front of that cherry blossom tree.
Amemori M.
What? Have I seen something I shouldn’t see? What’s the meaning of this?
I clenched my chest as it hurts so deeply within my heart.
Is this letter the reason why he is running out? Is he rushing out to meet the person who sent it?
I stood up and kept the letter in my pocket as I check the time on my wrist watch, maybe I still have time to reach him if I only know where to go.
….
Running around the city is impossible for anyone and finding someone with just a little clue is even more impossible. How can I find that cherry blossom tree mentioned in that letter?
There are about a hundred of those trees planted inside the city and I already searched for almost half of it but there were no trace of him being there. My heart started aching again as I imagine his pained expression when he was running a while ago.
That pained expression, those sad eyes, those eyes that I can see at some occasions when we are together and his smiles that sometimes feels sad despite of him saying that he is happy… Just like that day.
Right, that day when I saw him staring blankly at those petals, the old tree at the park while waiting for me.
I rushed back on the way to his clinic and then continued running until I reached the park.
It is mostly empty when I came and so I easily spotted Yuki facing his back towards me. I slowly walk closer to know if he is talking with someone but when I got closer, there was no one.
Yuki is just standing there all alone and so I decided to approach him and call him.
“Yuki, are you alright?” the petals of the tree started falling as the wind started to blow.
He turned his head towards me and I expected to hear him call my name but I was wrong and instead he almost blurted the name of someone else.
“Makino–” he stopped midway when he saw my face.
His tears started dropping as he turn away again while trying to avoid my gaze.
“What’s the matter Yuki, please look at me and say what is wrong.” I said as I hold his shoulders trying to make him face me.
“Please… this is not the time for us to talk.” he pushed my hands away as he continue to hide his face.
“Then when is the time? When will you stop hiding secrets from me?”
“I am planning to tell you everything but please not today. Can’t you just give a little space even just for today?”
“Space for what? Are you rejected? Are you finally dumped by that person who sent you this letter.”
“-you, why… How did you-” his words started to become blurry as I pulled out the paper I found in his office.
“Why do you have that letter? Give it back! You don’t have any idea how much this situation hurts for me.”
“Then explain to me what I need to know so I can understand.”
“I’m sorry, but not now, just now, please let me be alone.”
“Is this letter more important than me? More than our relationship?” My mind is out of control when I accidentally ripped the paper into two pieces.”
“Why did you do that?!” He snatched the torn paper back and holds it tightly until it is getting crumpled.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it, but Yuki, this is not just about you, this also hurts me everytime I see you cry, because it only make me realize that I know so little about the real you. I’m tired of always being left out in the dark.”
“Tired? Yes I’m used to that word, all of you, everyone of you, in the end you will all just left me because you all grew tired of me.”
“That’s not what I mean. I just want to know everything.”
“Everything? Then after you learn every single thing about me, can you handle it? Will you believe me if I tell you that I already know the outcome of this argument?”
He wiped his tears before continuing, “Our probability of breaking up today is 100%”
“What are you talking about?”
“There is no need to talk, let’s just end this before it becomes a more dramatic breakup.”
“Yuki, wait. I don’t want us to end like this!”
“I’m sorry Kazuya, I am really sorry. Thank you for everything, thank you for trying to love me until the end.” Then he walked away from me.
It’s Over.
We are Over.
I sit down in the same bench where we last spent our happy days.
And now as I am looking back at it, is he really happy to be together with me for the past few months? Was he really waiting for me that day on this place or is it someone else?
I started crying just like how he cried a few moments ago, just like how I cried when I lost my adoptive parents and whe I lost Natsu, my dog.
Once again, I lost something special to me.
Suddely an empty percentage sign appeared in front of me despite of all the tears flowing from my eyes and I heard a soft voice telling me about a probability.
(Probability of Getting back Together: __% )
….
Probability? Percentage?
Can Yuki also see this kind of things? Is he talking about this kind of probabilities?