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Uncontrollably Fond: Journey To Love - Chapter 85
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ADREAN POV (Point of view)
it’s been a week since she agreed on giving me a chance, for real, and when she said that she doesn’t care she really meant it, she could care less if i’m around, now that she resigned all she does is to eat, watch TV, and use her phone and she barely sleeps, and during all of these there isn’t a moment she actually looked at me or even talked to me if I don’t do it first.
and that’s one of the reasons i’m being extra clingy, to get some of her attention because I want to push my luck and take my chance to the fullest, and now that she agreed on it and kinda knows how I feel she has no way to refuse me saying that we’re not real like she used to, and every time she tried to push me away I stop her by mentioning how she agreed on it before, so all she does now is to go with the flow.
she’s not trying anything at all though, she doesn’t even hug me back most of the time unless I force her to, but I can tell she is adapting to it day by day, I know she wasn’t used to this, the love, the attention, being taken care of and all, and considering that I have an idea how she used to live too so it’s okay, i’m willing to wait for her until she opens her doors for me slowly.
she’s a very distant person, and could barely feel for others which is understood by the way, you know when they say about a person that he built an invisible wall to protect himself? well for her she built a whole Castle that it’s nearly impossible to get to her, and she only shows as much as she wants people to see and it’s impossible to get anything more from her if she doesn’t want to, fortunately enough though she did tell me a lot of things whether intentionally or not.
at first I wasn’t going to confess to her, like at all, I mean I already saw how she treats Adam and that’s definitely not the way I want her to treat me with, but it all changed when I knew the truth.
she did tell me before about him being obsessed although she never told me how far he went with it, and with the last weeks events I can say that I’ve seen enough, yes I knew that he’s the one she was referring to, that day at the hospital I saw him leaving her room, and after seeing the state she was in too everything was crystal clear, and she even dropped some hints every now and then.
before, I didn’t want to believe that my cousin and my family could’ve lied about all this for years, it’s not that I didn’t want to trust her either but my trust for them blinded me, thankfully it’s no more now, I won’t let him get close to her anymore.
the day we first met, was absolutely not my day, my mom arranged another blind date for me the day earlier and let’s say it was one of the worst especially when that girl went as far as following my car to know my address, and when I told my mom to stop it that morning it all became way worse.
I snapped at her seeing how nonchalant she was in that elevator, and she even talked back to me, and out of impulse I even wanted her to leave the company and when I realised she was the one Adam was persistent to hire although I never hired females for that position, my mind just wandered off somewhere really far.
and my experience with women around me gave me some trust issues in them in general that I didn’t want to admit back then, so it all worsened.
when she suggested the contract I was suprised and my doubts about her never disappeared too, but she was really convincing with her strong arguments and nonchalant attitude.
and honestly that’s what attracted me to her in the first place, how unpredictable she can be, sometimes she gets furious and goes all out on you but sometimes she just couldn’t care less even if you die in front of her. and she’s great at acting that I get confused too at some point, although her eyes tell a different story most of the time, her smile and gentle expressions when we’re acting got to me everytime, despite knowing that it’s all fake.
she isn’t the most attractive girl, but she’s definitely pretty enough to get the other gender’s attention whenever she wanted to especially with her tall frame, nice figure and a great sense in fashion, but it wasn’t what really pulled me to her, it was her big brown eyes, no matter what she was feeling they always give a mysterious aura that I couldn’t help but to get pulled with.
in the beginning all I cared about was the contract and how to make it believable enough and her nonchalant and serious attitude most of the time told me that she wanted the same too especially when Adam got in between, you can die for me and I wouldn’t even glance your way, that’s what the look in her eyes said, which made me kind of resent her more. the fact that she looked down on people’s feelings
but as the days went by, I got to know her more, what she’s going through and even what she went through before although it’s a vague idea only it made me understand her more and why she’s the way she is right now.
she’s still unpredictable though, sometimes she acts happy and all bright, then she goes completely the opposite the next minute, sometimes she dances around and sings but sometimes she’s depressed laying around lazily. still the worst one is when she decides to go all silent and mute, there’s no way to make her speak unless she wanted to.
And my favorite time around her is when she’s asleep, obviously with how peaceful she becomes, and when she’s watching some movie, that’s the time when I see the most expressions on her face, like she forgets herself and everything and just lives the moment with it, it may sound cringey or cliche but for me watching her is much more amusing and entertaining than the movie itself.
that’s why I always stick to her, although she’s pretty warm too and comfortable to hug, I like seeing her different expressions other than ‘I don’t give a fu**’ face.
I even went as far as to bring my mom to my house just to force her to sleep with me in the same room, I know that’s a bad thing and I shouldn’t have done it but that’s all you can do when your target is someone as stubborn and cold as her, sleeping with her the first time and hugging her all night was one of the best nights ever I slept like a baby, I know again cringey but who cares, certainly not me. although it didn’t really work and I had to send my mom back home for her safety I still managed to force her to sleep with me, I can be really stubborn too when I want to.
I was even hesitant to confess to be honest, with Adam aside, when we were having our breakfast that day she was lost in her thoughts, but the look in her eyes said that she could kill anyone who makes the wrong move. I had plans to make her fall for me or at least care for me before doing so.
but as the conversation laid to it, and knowing that she was planning to leave when the contract is over I had to say it, even if I was kind of guilt tripping her I had no other option.
I was really happy about it and all the way to the company I was making different plans in my head too, when we met Adam I could feel how stressed she was but she didn’t want to show it I noticed the smirk on her face but she didn’t do anything and I immediately understood that she wanted to provoke him.
but then why not satisfy both of us? I took her hand in mine and intertwined our fingers then kissed the back of her hand showing off the ring I gave her this morning sending him a meaningful glare while doing so, she’s mine and mine only so don’t ever think about crossing her way or things would go ugly.
when she left the elevator though there was an unbearable tension between us, when I was in my office I couldn’t focus on anything I was worried about her and fortunately enough I decided to pay her a visit or I wouldn’t have seen Adam there nor would I have seen the look in his eyes when he was threatening her, that’s why I couldn’t leave her alone anymore and took her along with me to my office.
when she decided to resign I was kind of against it at first but I knew as well as she did that it was the best option for her and her career, but what surprised me the most that she didn’t actually give me a chance she just brushed me aside until she finds a better way to get rid of me, and to say that I wasn’t hurt would be a big lie, she crushed all the hope I had for us and all the plans I made this morning in a second.
and her only excuse was that she couldn’t feel for me the way I do to her, that’s disappointing yes but I was okay with it I knew from the beginning and I still won’t lose hope for her, or for us.
thankfully though I managed to convince her and the fact that I actually made this cold woman blush gave me all the motivation I needed to go on. she might be hard to get but i’m willing to go through whatever it gets me to make her fall for me too, as long as she has a heart she can love and as long as she’s breathing I’m not giving up either. if I go any further I might as well be okay with anything as long as she’s next to me.
well I guess that’s how deep and helpless I became because I fell in love with the ice Queen and i’m going to make her melt the ice around her heart for me too.
PS: THIS MIGHT BE ONE OF THE WEAKEST CHAPTERS IN THE NOVELS, IT WAS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO WRITE IT AS A BEGINNER, AND I HAD A LOT OF DRAFTS FOR IT TOO, AND THIS ONE WAS THE BEST AMONG THEM, HOPE YOU ENJOY IT though.