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Man Of Probabilities - Chapter 46
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Walking around the city while visiting different attractions was fun and very romantic especially when it is a date with the most important person of my life.
The movie we watched is so tear-jerker but I was too distracted to watch the entire thing when he stole a kiss from me halfway through the movie.
Yuki is so unpredictable more and more each day we spent together. Never thought that even a 10 years gap between us won’t ever matter because we truly love each other.
“Hey! Kazuya! Why are you spacing out? Are you tired?” He calls out to me when he noticed that I am falling behind him while walking outside bthe cinema.
” I’m sorry, I am just happy today.”
“Well if you’re happy, then I am much happier than you because today is my day.”
“Yes I know that. So where are we going next?”
“To the park.”
“You mean the park near your clinic?”
“Yes, the day is almost over so I wanted to spend the last moment there with you.”
“Are you really fine with that place? You are not planning to have an emotional breakdown there right?”
“You don’t have to worry about that. I am already moving on from the past.”
“Then if is fine, then we should go there now.”
We walk together, side by side until we reach the park. It is already 6 PM and so there are no people roaming around. The spring time is almost over and the cherry blossoms are starting to fall down.
“Kazuya, thank you for everything. I am glad that I found you by coincidence and followed my instinct to be involved with you from the very start.”
“I’m thankful too because I owe you my life on that day. I am grateful to have you in my life.”
He lean his head on my shoulder and close his eyes for a while.
“Yuki, are you planning to sleep here?” I asked but there is no response.
“🎶Hummmmmm🎶hummmmm🎶” I suddenly hear a soft humming from him.
It was a soft and calm humming, almost gentle like a lullaby.
“The spring is almost over. And this will be the last time we can see the cherry blossoms together.” He speaks softly with his eyes still closed.
“You mean this year right?” I ask but he just looks at me and didn’t say a word and just smiled.
“I hope so.” He whispered to himself but I manage to hear him say it before he continue humming.
“🎶If I close my eyes, I am smiling and only you will come to mind….🎶” The humming slowly turned into a song which sounds so familiar yet distant.
“🎶Let’s forget all of my troubles since there is a beautiful night outside the window…🎶” I can’t believe that I will be able to hear him sing beside me and I wanted to be happy about it and yet, why does the song makes me feel like I wanted to cry?
“🎶Peacefully, I close my eyes…Will the whispers of the snowflakes ever meet the… sleeping you?🎶” I never thought that a song can cause a sudden heartache just by listening to it.
When he stops singing, he just stay leaning on my shoulders and it feels like he is sleeping peacefully and so I just stay on my position to let him sleep for a while.
Maybe spending our time like this is also a good thing. I look up and watch the petals fall down from the branches; a magnificent yet depressing view knowing that the season is almost over.
Little by little, my eyelids got heavy and I didn’t realize that I also fell asleep…
“Hey Kazuya, wake up! Wake up!” I open my eyes to see Yuki shaking my shoulders.
“I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to fall to asleep too.”
“Do you know what time is it? It is fortunate that I woke up on my own.”
I pull out my phone to check the time and it really surprising to see that it is already 9 PM. Then does that mean that we were just sleeping here in the cold park for almost 3 hours?
“Let’s go back now.” He stand up waited for me.
“Okay let’s get you home first.”
“What are talking about? Will you not stay at my place tonight?”
“Can I stay?”
“Yes of course, but wait. I know what you are thinking so I just want to tell you in advance that we are not doing it.”
“Eh?! But why?!”
“Not until you admit that I am not a bottom.”
“Hey that’s not fair.”
“Hahaha whatever.” He looks at me with a smile and then he grab my hand and together we walk holding our hands together.
We walk back to his place to get some rest and then he immediately throw me in the guest room.
When morning came, I was awaken by the smell of bacon and toasted breads.
“Oh good morning Kazuya. I wanted to surprise you with my cooking but I guess you already find out. Wash yourself first before we eat breakfast.” He is definitely cute while wearing the apron I bought for him.
After I took a shower, I found a new set of clothes outside the shower door. I walk towards the dining table and see him waiting for me before he starts to eat breakfast.
“Today’s Sunday so I don’t have any work today, how about you?” He ask putting cutting his bacons into small bits.
“I have 3 shifts so I think I won’t have any free time today.”
“I see, then I guess I will be alone today. Speaking of it, you won’t be angry if I go with Hisashi to have a drink right?”
“Drinking? Are you sure you won’t make a mess when you get wasted?”
“No, I promise. I will drink moderately and will never get drunk ever again.”
“Fine. Just promise me that you will behave properly.”
“Hey what’s with that ‘behave properly’? I’m not a kid anymore.”
“No your not, but your drunk self is.”
“What?!”
“Hahahaha I just wish that I have recorded that time when you were drunk. It was a total disaster.”
“At least I am not much of a light weight like you.”
“It’s your fault that I also got drunk that time.”
“Hahahahahahaha” we just both laugh while remembering those times.
After finishing the meal and helping him wash all the dishes, I take my leave to go to my work.
When I arrived at the convenience store where I work, the store manager is busy arranging the display of the store.
“Good morning Suzuki-kun, sorry for asking you to work for a until morning today.”
“It’s alright manager, a little additional work won’t be a problem to me.”
“Ohoho your girlfriend must be so lucky to have a boyfriend so hard-working like you.”
“Actually I don’t have a girlfriend, I— uhm” how should I say this, I don’t want to deny my relationship but I am afraid that it will cause some trouble for Yuki.
“Oh I see, you don’t have to worry about such trivials things like that. I understand.” He winked at me and walk back to the storage room. I am definitely lucky to have understanding people around me.
I spent the whole day working non-stop and it feels so exhausting and yet I am still in a good mood the whole time just thinking about Yuki and our date yesterday. Oh I just wish to spend another date like that with him.
My daydreaming is suddenly interrupted when I hear a familiar voice approaching me.
“Oh, it’s you again!” Koharu walks towards the counter with a bunch of chocolates and a bottle of water.
“What’s with that greetings, I’m your brother’s boyfriend so you should talk to me with a little respect you know.”
“Hmmpp, you are only a few days older to me so there is no need for that.”
“Hey want me to report you to Naoyuki?”
“And what will you say huh? I’m sure that Nao-niisan will just laugh it off.”
“Tsskkk. You are definitely a spoiled brother.”
“Excuse me but Koharu we should be going back to our dorm now.” The friend who is always with him butt in.
“Oh right, I forget about the time. Hurry up Ka-zu-ya Oniichan.” He said teasingly while watching me pack all the chocolates he brought.
“Here, make sure to go back to your dorm before the attendance check, my little brother.” I tease him back.
They walk out and walk towards their dormitory. I almost forgot that this store is just a few steps away from the university.
Now that I think about it, why is Koharu still a freshman while I am already in my second year? Did he stop or maybe he start off a little late? Maybe I should ask Yuki when we ran out of topic during our free time.
It is almost 10 PM and the end of my shift is still at 3 AM so I have to stay still and don’t let myself feel sleepy.
Maybe I should check on Yuki for a second while there is no customer.
9:57 PM
To: Yuki❄️🌸
How’s your drinking night with ‘uncle Hisashi’?
10:07 PM
From: Yuki❄️🌸
We are almost done. I am not drunk so you don’t have to worry.
10:08 PM
To: Yuki❄️🌸
Good. Just make sure to lock the door when you reach your place.
10:09 PM
From: Yuki❄️🌸
Yes sir! 😉
Fortunately it looks like he really did not drink that much and was able to answer my messages.
I continue to focus on my work and decided to drink a coffee while I am on a break at 11:00 PM.
Just 4 more hours and I can finally get home and sleep. Tomorrow is Monday and surely I have a class at 8 AM but I think sleep is more important and so I already decided that I will be absent for tomorrow’s morning classes and just attend the afternoon class.
*Ring*Ring*Ring*
I almost jump out when I hear my phone started ringing here in the silent staff room.
Caller: Yuki❄️🌸
“Hello? Did you already get back to your place?” I speak as soon as I pick up the call.
“*sobs*sobs*” he didn’t respond and instead he just keep making a sound like he is crying.
“Hey Yuku, are you crying? Are you alright? Did something happen?”
“I’m sorry, nothing happened. I– I just want to hear your voice.”
“Are you really alright? I am pretty sure that you are crying right now.”
“No! You are wrong! I’m not crying! *sniffs*sniffs*”
“Please Yuki, tell me what’s wrong? Did something happen between you and Hisashi-san? Did he make you cry?”
“No. I already told you I am fine!”
“Wait.. hey don’t tell me, you are really drunk right now right?”
“No! Who told you that I am drunk?!” Well that’s it, that is the favorite line of all the drunk person in the world when they are asked if they are drunk.
“Yuki, you are definitely drunk. Are you already at your place?”
“My place? Oh yes\, Hisashi\, he– he drop me back to my place. *sniffs**sniffs*”
“*sigh* Well at least it was good that Hisashi-san is still sober and able to take you back safely.”
“No! You are wrong! Hisa— he he is the one who is drunk! That idiot! He is such an idiot for blabbering those things to me. Damn it! That shitty Hisa— *hick**hick*”
“Hey, did you two got into a fight? It’s rare for me to hear you trash talk him.”
“We are not fighting!! Hey who told you that! We never fight! Never in our life that we fight- *sobs**sobs*” And then he started crying the entire time and I just wait for him to stop before speaking again.
“By the way Yuki, I just want to make sure but are you still having a drink in your kitchen right now?”
“Huh? No! I *crash**crash* I am not! I am just in my bedroom.” For real Yuki? You are making a lie like a little kid. That loud crach is definitely a poor bottle of his favorite rum falling down the floot.
*sigh* Maybe I should just give up on the idea of attending any of my class for tommorow.
“Listen up her Yuki-chan, don’t try to pick up the broken shards on your floor. Just carefully walk away from the kitchen, get a glass of water from your fridge and drink it then go back to your bedroom and get some sleep.”
“Hey I already told you that I am in my bed.”
“If that’s what you said little Yuki then fine, I will believe you. Get some sleep now. I promise that I will head straight after my work to take care of you.”
“Really? You are going to be by my side when I wake up?”
“Yes I promise my little Yuki stop crying. Smile and go to sleep now.”
“Okay, I understand. Goodnight.” He finally sound calm.
“Goodnight Yuki.”
My breaktime is almost over and so I finish up the coffee that already turned cold and walk back to the store.
“Is there something wrong Suzuki-kun? I think I heard you talking with someone on your phone just a few seconds ago.” My senior co-worker asks when he noticed my anxious expression when I walk in.
“It’s nothing serious, I am just trying to calm my drunk lover.”
“Oh I see. Then is really fine for you not to run to them at a time like this?”
“It’s fine, I am already used to the childish whining when they are drunk.”
“Hahahaha, I feel so amazed hearing how well you handle that call.”
“That’s just normal, no need to be amazed.”
We just have our casual chat while waiting for the time to pass by. When 2:50 AM arrives, the shine in our eyes came back and all the energy that fade flows back to give us the power to go back home.
Just 10 minutes….. We both look at the clock whenever there is a chance…. 6 minutes left…. 3 minutes….
The smile in our faces grew wider and wider but it suddenly, we realized that something is wrong.
“Hey Suzuki-kun, did you see the two employees who will change the shift with us?”
“No. Why? Wait! Don’t tell me that they are still not here?”
Oh crap! Our countdown is ruined. Our dream of going home at exactly 3 AM is now impossible unless those two arrives in 2 minutes… 58 seconds… 37 seconds…. 19…13… 10… 6… 4…3..2..1
And No one really came.
“Wait here Suzuki-kun, I will try to call them.” my senior walk towards the staff room to make a call.
“Bad news! They are still on the way and it will take them at least 20 more minutes to come here.”
“Oh I see.” I can no longer hide the disappointment and exhaustion in my voice after working for a whole day straight.
“Suzuki-kun, consider this a favor from me. You can now go to your lover. I’ll take care of everything here so leave it to me.”
“But… Are you really sure you’ll be fine by yourself? I can still wait for 20 minutes.”
“I know you can but I don’t know if your lover can. You should go now, your lovelife is more important at a time like this.”
“Senpai… Thank you very much! I will treat you with something nice next time.”
“Ohoho I’ll look forward to that then.”
“Thanks for the hard work! Bye!” I run to the staff room to change my clothes and to get my bag and then run towards the side road to find a taxi and head straight towards Yuki’s place.
I hope Yuki didn’t make to much mess in his place this time.
I enter his place without hesitation and witness a disaster in his kitchen yet again. The entire place reeks the scent of alcohol but luckily, only the kitchen is in a wrecked state.
“Yuki are you already asleep?” I knocked to his bedroom door but there is no response from him.
Silently, I open the door and walk towards him.
“Hmmmm.. I’m glad that Kazuya you are back.” He sits up with his eyes still half closed.
“Yes I’m already here so you don’t have to worry anymore.” I hug him and whisper to his ears.
*sobs*sobs**wahhhhhhhhhhhhh*
My ears were totally shocked when he started crying as loud as he can while I am still hugging him.
“Yuki what’s wrong?”
“Hisa— Hisashi and I…”
“What happened between you and him? Please tell me.”
“I–I made him cry!”
“Wait, What?!”
“I hurt him! I made him cry! For the first time, I see him cry!”
*Sobs*sobs*
He cried for a long time until he feel asleep in my arms. He just cling to me like a scared little kid on the bed and so I decided to go along with and hug him back as I drifted to the dreamland.
Author’s Note:
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Hello again….
For everyone who are curious about the song that Naoyuki was singing in this chapter, it is called ‘Yuki no Hitohira’ or ‘雪のひとひら’ in Japanese.
With regards to my announcement at the end of last chapter about my new novel, unfortunately it is still under review by Mangatoon but I am hoping that it will be officially available by December and I am looking forward to your opinions about it as soon as it is release.
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